Chapter 37
THEY LEFT BEFORE SUNRISE, saying little.
As much as she’d hoped the tension would be relieved, it wasn’t. Making matters worse, Kaelan seemed to have acquired a mastery of stoicism overnight. He emoted nothing, and once he changed back into Damion’s form, even his face was impossible to read.
The journey to Flor’s home didn’t take long.
The forests and glens, hills and streams were all familiar to Magda.
This was her land. The places she’d tromped a thousand times growing up.
Yet, looking down upon it, she struggled to revive the proprietary pride she’d once possessed.
As a child, her love for these places had been fierce.
Now, it was just a place, like any other.
When they landed in the meadow, flush with flowers—tiny purple puffs of fairy drops; long, red imps’ tongue; broad white lace-crowns—Flor strode towards them ahead of Honey and Damion.
Kaelan, still looking like Damion, dismounted first, and held out his hand for Magda. She took it and slid down. Hero dropped from her shoulder at once and scampered off into the meadow, out of sight.
In the years since Magda had last seen Flor, her black hair had gone gray, left wild and loose around her shoulders. Her skin and her lips had taken on a cool violet hue. Yet her gait remained strong, her figure statuesque. Her clothes, though a bit ragged, were the fitted garb of a warrior.
Flor stalked right up to Kaelan and looked him up and down. “Yes. You do look like Damion. But let’s see your true face now.”
Gur slunk away as if not wanting to be noticed.
“Flor, it’s good to—” Magda started.
Flor waved Magda off as if they’d seen each other just yesterday.
She spoke to Kaelan. “Show me this power the witch gave you.”
Kaelan looked to Magda.
She lifted a shoulder.
“Oh, good,” Flor said as she stepped back, bunching her arms over her ample bosom.
“You know to defer to your Rae. That’s something at least. That one made it sound as if you knew nothing.
” She cocked her thumb back at Damion who stood by, looking exasperated.
Honey merely watched with those pale haunted eyes, as if only half seeing them.
“Well?” Flor persisted.
“Do it,” Magda said.
The air around Kaelan rippled. And then he was himself again.
The tension in Magda’s chest eased slightly and then constricted tighter than ever. She was getting annoyed. He had infected her with this idea that they needed to talk about everything. Now she felt as though, in spite of everything they’d discussed the day before, they hadn’t talked at all.
Flor gave her nose a quick brush between her thumb and forefinger, like she felt a hair or a cobweb drifting across the end of it. Magda smiled. Cae had had the same tick. She’d forgotten about it.
Flor’s silvery eyes skated up Kaelan and down again. “I see you know who’s in charge,” she said. “But are you loyal?”
“Flor—” Magda had also forgotten how it was with a Pixie matriarch. Everyone said that Flor had gone mad with grief, shutting herself away in the cottage on the meadow, but she seemed as astute and commanding as ever.
“You be silent,” Flor said, shooting her an arrow-sharp glance. “You’re not Radiant yet, girl.” Her gaze fixed on Kaelan again. “Well?”
“Am I loyal to what?” he asked.
“To whom, and by that, I mean her. Your Rae.”
Before he could answer, Flor turned back to Magda. “I don’t like not being told why his true identity must be obscured.”
“Because he’s being hunted,” Magda said.
“By whom?”
“The King,” Magda said.
Flor’s eyebrows rose. “Whatever for?”
“A prophecy,” Magda said. “The King fears him. An oracle foretold Kaelan would make the King bow.”
Flor’s eyes honed in on Magda’s face with acuity, as though she could pierce straight into Magda’s thoughts.
“I see.” Flor’s cheeks drew in, and then her gaze zipped down and over Magda. “That armor used to be your mother’s.”
“Yes.”
“It needs to be cleaned and repaired,” she said. “Come along.” She spared Kaelan one last critical look before she turned and led the way back to the two-story manse of gray stone, nestled under a blooming white stardust tree.
“Why did you tell her about the prophecy?” Kaelan asked, drawing near to Magda as they followed.
The warm of his breath on her neck brought back the memories of when he’d touched her at Eris’s. For some reason, those few moments had been resurfacing in her mind all day. She shoved them aside.
“Because we need to tell her as much of the truth as we can if we want to enlist her help.”
“Sorry about that,” Damion said, falling into step on her other side. “You’re never going to believe what’s been happening. Where’d you get that armor? What’s that?” He pointed to the saddlebags hanging on her shoulder.
“My inheritance,” she said, shrugging it off her shoulder, into the crook of her arm, and then handing it off to him. He slowed a step as the weight of the treasure fell into his hands.
A grin spread across his face.
Behind them, Honey drifted like a ghost.
“How is she?” Magda murmured to Damion.
“Oh, she’s just fine,” he said. “You know, grows flowers, hums her little songs, talks to the dead.”
Magda and Kaelan stopped as one.
“She does what?” Magda asked.
Honey caught up with them. “I’ve been talking to Caden,” she said matter-of-factly.
“He misses you very much, Magda. He says he always knew you would grow up to be beautiful, but you have proven his imagination dull and witless by outshining even the great river of stars. He gives his consent for Kaelan to take up his former life. Though he makes some very unpleasant remarks about Elves . . .” Honey leaned in.
“I think he’s a bit jealous. And he says, ‘I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you myself, puppy. ’”
Honey gave her a small smile and then drifted towards the cottage. Magda stared after her.
“What are you all standing around for? Let’s move!” Flor called from her front door.
Damion hefted the saddlebags over his shoulder.
“Honey’s been doing that since we got here.
But she’s managed to convince Flor to help us.
Or . . . Caden did. When we arrived, Flor was as bad as we always heard.
But after spending most of the night talking to Honey and Caden .
. . The old Flor is back, for better or worse. ”
Damion tromped off.
Kaelan placed his hand lightly on Magda’s waist, leaning in. “Are you all right?”
Her chest struggled against the tension knotting around it. “I don’t know what to think.”
“You think she’s lying?” he asked, giving her a small nudge to start her walking again.
“Why would she?”
Kaelan gazed after Honey, eyes growing darker. “She’s not who she used to be. I don’t feel like I know her anymore.”
“She said the ghouls had done something to her.”
“Enabled her to talk to the dead?” Kaelan asked dubiously. “I’ve never heard of that.”
“Neither have I,” she conceded. “But I’ve also never met someone whose soul was damaged by an empusa and attacked by ghouls.”
He made an indistinct noise in his throat.
“Regardless,” she said, shaking the eerie feeling Honey had left her with, “it appears to have worked in our favor.”
The corner of his mouth twitched. “That’s a first.”
She smiled. Hero returned from his exploration, dashing up her armor, taking position on her shoulder. He rubbed up against her neck, and she scratched his head.
“I want you to watch Honey,” she said to him softly.
“Why?”
“I don’t know. Just . . . make sure she’s all right.”
A musty, soured milk odor spoiled the air inside.
Once the house had been an elegant retreat for Flor’s noble family, but in the grieving years, it had been given over to the spiders and the mice. The front door opened into a foyer where the main staircase wound up to the second floor.
Magda ran her fingers over the balustrade, remembering all the times she’d seen Cae bound down the stairs, smiling in that wicked way of his.
Dust collected on her fingertips, thick and sticky.
The foyer opened into a hallway and beyond, two ornate doors.
Flor heaved them open with a strained grunt.
Bustling ahead into the dining hall, she skirted the long shrouded table and pulled aside the heavy curtain. Storms of dust billowed around her.
“Don’t just stand there, help an old woman,” she barked back at them, pushing open the windows.
Damion plunked the saddlebags down on the table and assisted her, drawing aside the curtains from the tall mullioned windows, forcing open old hinges that groaned and resisted.
Fresh air swept through the house, swirling through the thick motes of dust.
“That’s him,” Honey said, gesturing to a portrait above the credenza just beside the entry doors.
“Yes,” Flor said, blowing aside a tress of grizzled hair that dangled over her face. “My Caden.”
Kaelan stepped around Magda to join Honey in inspecting the portrait. Magda’s gaze drifted over to the doors leading into the library, losing herself to the memories.
Flor plucked at Magda’s chin. “You and I have both been in exile.” She put her arm through Magda’s and steered her around, forcing her before the portrait.
Tears pricked Magda’s eyes. It had been so long since she’d seen Caden’s face.
Those downturned silver eyes gleamed under his black-hooded brow.
The slight smile on his pouty lips suggested he was thinking of something wildly inappropriate, plotting.
The thick waves of his black hair were bound back, but in life, they’d always been coming loose, the traditional braids and clips unable to restrain them.
“He was fourteen. We had one done every year for his birthday,” Flor said, voice choking. “He hated it, all that sitting.” Flor laughed, covering her mouth with slightly trembling fingers as she gazed up at Caden’s last portrait.
“The trick for you,” Flor said to Kaelan, shaking back her own unrestrained locks, “will be to age him. He would be twenty-nine now.”
An image flashed in Magda’s head of a twenty-nine-year-old Caden.
How darkly beautiful and seductive he would’ve been, how broad-shouldered and well-muscled.
While all Princes underwent some degree of training, both of Caden’s parents had been warriors and had raised him more as a warrior than a Prince.
He would’ve been like his father, but leaner and taller.
“He’s shown you,” Honey said, startling Magda from her reverie.
“Did my Cae say something?” Flor asked.
“He’s shown Magda what he looks like,” Honey said to Flor. “Those who have crossed to the Godlands continue to age if they are young, or return to their prime, if they were old. Those who choose to remain that is.”
Magda was about to question Honey further, but Flor stepped before her.
“Did you see him?”
Kaelan and Damion eyed her as if worried she’d caught the same ghoul-curse as Honey.
“I saw . . . something,” Magda admitted. “I was just imagining what he would look like now.”
“No, he showed you,” Honey insisted.
Flor beamed, clasping Magda’s face in her hands. “He wants you to succeed. If he had been there with you that day against Alanna, you would not have lost. You would not have been exiled. You would have been Radiant all these years, just as your mother and I always intended.”
“What do we need to do?” Magda said to her.
Flor tapped her softly on the cheek. “Too much. And we have too little time.” She raised an eyebrow at Hero, as if only just noticing him. Her cheeks sucked in, but whatever she was thinking, she didn’t share it. Instead, she turned to Damion.
“I need you to go to your uncle’s up on the bluff.
” She reached into the pocket of her long coat, cut away at her waist to show the fitted trousers of a warrior.
Holding out a letter to Damion, she said, “Give him this and tell him if he does not follow my instructions to the letter I will sneak up on him like I used to when we were children. Only this time I won’t pour cold water down the back of his pants, I’ll slit his throat. ”
Damion took the letter. “Now? Do you have a horse?”
“There are some very large mice in the stables, perhaps you could ride one of them, you lazy pisspot,” Flor barked. “Is this what they call a warrior in your generation?”
“I can take you on Anqa,” Honey offered.
Flor sputtered. “But . . . we’ll need you here.”
Honey shook her head. “Cae says you have enough work. And if we fly, we’ll return well before nightfall.”
Flor frowned. “I suppose then . . .”
Honey started towards the door.
“Um, Honey, would you take Hero with you?” Magda asked, lifting Hero off of her shoulder.
“If you wish,” the nymph said, “but why?”
Magda scraped her lip with her teeth. Why don’t you ask Cae? she thought.
“He’s grown quite fond of flying,” she lied.
Hero much preferred to have his paws on the ground and the little black glare she received reminded her as much, but she knew he would do this for her.
“Happily,” Honey said, holding out her hands.
Magda handed Hero to the nymph. He clambered up onto her much narrower shoulder.
Damion grumbled as he followed Honey.
“Cae is right, of course,” Flor said, looking over Kaelan and then Magda, her expression suggesting she was none-too-impressed with what she saw.
“First thing, food. You are too thin by far. That armor is rattling around you like a pot full of stock bones. Take it off. You start cleaning and mending it while I take this one with me to the garden. My cousins come by a few times a month to look in on me. They haven’t let the kitchen go to seed the way the rest of this place has, but that’s not their doing.
It’s all mine. The training shed has been shut up all these years, but you should find what you need there.
Go now. You”—she twitched her finger at Kaelan—“come with me. If you’re going to impersonate my boy, you have too much to learn and no time to do so. What is your name again?”
“Kaelan,” he said.
Flor tilted her head. “That should make it easier for you then. Caden doesn’t sound too different.
Starting now, we’ll call you Caden or Cae.
Still, you must train yourself to respond to it, understood?
My Cae has assured me that you are an honorable young Prince, but is it true that you have been hidden all these years?
You have no experience with the ways of our kind? ”
“Very little,” Kaelan said.
“At least you were born a Prince. That’s half the battle, I suppose,” Flor said, pucker lines digging in around her lips.
She waved him after her, striding out of the dining hall.
“We’ll start at the beginning. You were named Caden after my great-great grandfather, warrior-son of the Rae Selene of Twisted-Branch-over-Knollstem, who, as the younger sister of the Radiant, was entitled to . . .”
Kaelan gave Magda a pleading look, but she merely smiled, waving as he trailed after Flor.
She looked back up at Caden’s portrait. “See you soon.”