Chapter 17 #2
"You'll be watched," I say. "Every moment. Every communication monitored. You step wrong once and Astra will make you wish the Protocol had killed you first."
Astra's expression suggests she'd enjoy that assignment.
"Understood," Ethan says.
"Then we have an arrangement. Not a truce. Not trust. An arrangement."
He nods, and something in his posture eases by a fraction that most people wouldn't notice. I notice everything. It's the only reason I'm still alive.
Dexter catches me in the corridor after, matching my stride with that longer gait of his, hands clasped behind his back in the posture he adopts when delivering news he knows I won't like.
"They'll come for the anomaly," he says without preamble. "Not today. Not next month. But soon. And when they do, they won't send proxies like the Vex. They'll come themselves."
"I know."
"Do you? Because you just gave harbor to a man who may still be reporting to them."
"Better to have him where I can see him than operating blind on my station."
Dexter makes a sound that lives somewhere between acknowledgment and disagreement. We walk in silence for a beat, the corridor stretching ahead in its clean, institutional lines, the overhead lights humming at a frequency I've stopped consciously hearing after a lifetime on this station.
"There's something else," he says. "Communication from the Zalt Consortium. Came in during the briefing."
He hands me the data pad. I read it while walking, the corridor lights sliding across the screen in rhythmic bars of white.
Three paragraphs. That's all it takes. Three paragraphs to redraw every border I've spent six years defending.
Aura Zalt. Matriarch-heir of the Consortium. The woman who inherited her mother's intelligence network and her grandmother's talent for making allies disappear into their own supply chains. I've met her once, across a negotiation table, she smiled the entire time. but it never reached her eyes.
She's proposing an alliance. Against the Protocol. Against the thing that sent the Vex to test my walls and found them harder than expected.
Military resources. Intelligence sharing.
Territorial concessions that six months ago would have earned a laugh and a closed channel.
The kind of concessions the Consortium doesn't offer unless the alternative is extinction.
Aura Zalt doesn't give ground. She trades it, and she always, always collects more than she spends.
The Vex attack changed her calculus. It changed everyone's. Isolated power is a coffin with a view port. Pretty view on the way down.
I keep reading. My stride doesn't falter. Dexter watches me from my periphery with the patience of a man who's already formed his opinion and is waiting for mine to catch up.
The binding mechanism she proposes is traditional. Ancient, even.
A marriage union between families.
Not me. She's too shrewd for that, knows I'm already claimed in ways that transcend political convenience.
Ethan Eames to Aura Zalt.
I stop walking. Read it again. The implications cascade.
"She knows about Ethan," I say. "She knows what he is."
"She knows he's half-Empri. She knows about the 7 Protocol. And she wants him bound to her family, where she can use him or contain him. Possibly both." Dexter watches me process this. "It's not a bad play."
"It's a brilliant play. That's what concerns me."
"You have time. She's not demanding an answer immediately. But she'll come here. In person. To discuss it."
I fold the data pad against my thigh and stare down the corridor at nothing. Somewhere on this station, Ethan Eames is settling into quarters I've assigned him, believing he's navigated the most dangerous part of his arrangement with me. He has no idea what's coming.
And somewhere else, in the residential wing, my sister is probably awake, because Elissa keeps hours that make no sense and follows curiosity the way most people follow survival instinct.
Bright and brave and fundamentally incapable of recognizing the specific kind of danger that wears a human face.
"Where is Elissa?" I ask.
"In the archive wing. She's been helping cross-reference the anomaly data. Making herself useful." Dexter pauses. "Eames was there earlier."
Something cold moves through my chest. Not the bond. Something older, more primal. The instinct that kept Torrences alive for three generations on a station where power is the only insulation against the void.
"Was he."
"He left when I arrived. But she was talking to him. Comfortable with him." Dexter's voice is carefully neutral. "She doesn't know what he is."
"No."
"She sees someone who bridges worlds. Someone different. Someone interesting." He stops walking, and I stop with him. "Zane. If the Zalt proposal goes through, Ethan marries Aura. But if Elissa has already formed an attachment..."
"She hasn't."
"You don't know that."
I don't.
That's the problem.
I see everything on this station, feel the emotional currents of every person who passes within range of the bond's sensitivity, and I have been deliberately, carefully not looking at my sister's emotional landscape when Ethan is in the room.
Because looking would mean acknowledging.
And acknowledging would mean acting. And acting would mean making a choice between protecting Elissa's innocence and the political reality that Ethan Eames is more useful to me alive and cooperative than dead and principled.
"Keep them apart," I say. "Don't make it obvious. Don't make it an order she'll rebel against. Just keep them apart."
Dexter nods. Neither of us acknowledges the thing we both know: that the command is already too late.
I find Talia in my quarters.
She's sitting on the edge of the bed, still dressed, staring at something on a personal screen that she closes when I enter.
The gesture is quick but not guilty. Private.
There's a difference, and I've learned to respect it even when every possessive instinct in me demands full access to every thought behind those grey eyes.
The door seals behind me. The sound it makes is definitive, the external world and its cascading threats closed out for however long I can keep them there.
"You read everything," I say.
"Everything your systems had access to." She sets the screen aside. "My father was more careful than I gave him credit for. And more desperate."
I pull off my jacket, roll the tension from my shoulders.
The marks along my arms pulse in the low light of the quarters, responding to her proximity, to the bond that hums between us like a frequency only we can hear.
She watches me with those eyes that see too much, that catalogued my weaknesses before she even knew she was doing it, that made me want her before I'd decided whether to keep her or break her.
"He went through the anomaly carrying Malachar's research," she says. "He chose that over coming back for me."
"I know."
"I've been trying to be angry about it. I think I should be angry about it." She looks at her hands. "But I understand him. He saw something worth the cost, and he paid it. That's what people do in this world. They calculate what they can afford to lose, and they lose it."
"And you were what he could afford to lose."
Her jaw tightens. "Apparently."
I cross the room. Sit beside her, close enough that our arms almost touch, that the bond thrums with the static-charge intimacy of near contact. I don't reach for her. Not yet. Some conversations need to happen in the space between bodies, not pressed against skin.
"I'm not who I was," she says. The words come slowly, tested against her teeth before she releases them.
"I was a mechanic with a debt contract I didn't understand and a father I was still defending.
Now I've informed on people who trusted me.
I've killed a man during the siege. I've chosen you over the debtors who looked to me as one of their own.
" She turns her head. Meets my eyes. "Does that make me a monster? "
The question hangs in the air between us, and I feel the weight behind it through the bond. Not just the words. The fear underneath them, the genuine uncertainty of a woman standing at the edge of who she's become and not sure if the ground will hold.
I could reassure her. Could tell her she did what she had to, that survival demands compromise, that the people she informed on were planning violence that would have killed thousands. All of it true. All of it beside the point.
"It makes you mine," I say.
Her breath catches. I feel it in my own lungs, that hitch, that split-second recalibration. The bond translates it instantly: relief and recognition and something fiercer underneath, something that doesn't want comfort. That wants to be seen exactly as she is and claimed anyway.
"That's not an answer."
"It's the only one that matters."
She stares at me for a long moment. The mark at her throat glows, soft and steady, a rhythm that matches my own pulse exactly.
Six weeks ago I put that mark on her skin as a brand of ownership, a declaration to every person on this station that she belonged to me and would be treated accordingly.
She hadn't chosen it. Hadn't wanted it. Had looked at me with eyes full of hatred and terror in equal measure.
Now it pulses with something else entirely.
She reaches for my hand. Takes it. Guides it to the mark at her throat, pressing my palm flat against the warm glow of it, and the bond opens like a door thrown wide.
"Feel this," she says. "Feel all of it."
I do.
It floods through the contact point, unfiltered and raw in a way she's never allowed before. Every barrier she's built, every wall she's maintained even as the bond drew us closer, gone. What rushes in isn't simple. Isn't clean.