2. Hops
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Hops
She's been sitting at the end of my bar for two hours eating like she's taking notes, and I think I've been waiting for someone to eat like that my entire career.
That's not entirely true. What I've been waiting for is less abstract than that. But I'm not going to examine it too closely on a Tuesday afternoon with a full pub to run.
I am professionally very calm about this.
She's in Silver Ridge for reasons she hasn't shared. She's not working in kitchens right now, which she told me like a disclaimer before she'd said anything else personal, which means it's the thing she most needs me to know. There's a story there. I've been behind a bar long enough not to push.
What I can work with is: she's the most interesting person who's walked through my door in four years, and she came back the next morning, and she's currently standing in my fermentation room with her face close to a sampling port and her eyes shut.
"Yeast," she says. "Something fruity under it."
"It'll clean up as the fermentation finishes," I say. "Cleaner than it smells right now."
She opens her eyes and looks at me. She is extremely good-looking in a way she seems either unaware of or strategically uninterested in.
Dark auburn hair, more burnished than red, more autumn than copper.
Freckles across her nose and cheekbones.
She moves through the fermentation room the way she moved through the pub: contained, precise, the body of someone who learned to navigate tight quarters at speed.
She walks the length of the room. I follow her because I want to see where she stops.
She stops at the conditioning tank for the saison.
"The one I called out," she says.
"Yes."
"How long has it been conditioning?"
"Eleven days."
She looks at the tank for a long moment. Not at me. The saison. And then: "The pairing wants something preserved. Dried fig, or something cooked-down and acidic. Patient flavour to meet patient beer." She glances at me. "Can your kitchen do a fig jam? Low sugar, more acid than sweet?"
"They can do anything I ask."
"Then ask."
I look at her. She's already moved on, walking toward the next vessel, and I have a completely unprofessional thought about the line of her shoulders that I set aside with the practiced ease of a man who runs a business and can't afford to be useless.
We end up in the tasting room. She describes the saison's flavour in language I don't have for it. She doesn’t use technical language, but something between chemistry and poetry, the way a gap in the mid-palate becomes a structural fact rather than a vague dissatisfaction.
I've known this beer was missing something for two months. She names it in four sentences.
"You're very good at this," I say.
She looks at me and frowns. More to herself than to me. "I used to be better."
The tasting room goes quiet.
"Better at what," I say. Leaving the door open.
"Cooking." Like the word costs her something. "I was a sous chef. Vancouver. I… burned out."
She says it with the practiced plainness of someone who has found the shortest version of a long story. The longer version is in the pause before burned out, in the stillness of her hands on the table.
I let it sit. Outside, through the tasting room window, I can see Bev at the far end of the pub, not looking at us but very aware of us, because Bev notices everything and tells me roughly forty percent of it.
"And now you're in my brewery?"
"A friend said the culinary menu was interesting." A guarded almost-smile. "She was right. More than I expected."
"High praise."
"Qualified high praise." She picks up the glass, tips it slightly. "I've been traveling since I left. Taking notes. Decidedly not cooking." She sets it down. "I was planning to leave by the end of the week."
"I have a harvest festival entry in two weeks," I say. "A beer I've been building toward all autumn. I need a food pairing that makes the case for it." I look at her. "I want you to design it."
"I told you I'm not cooking."
"Not working in a kitchen. I heard you." I lean on the table. "This isn't a kitchen. It's a tasting room. I need your palate and your vocabulary. My kitchen executes." I wait. "Come taste the festival beer. That's all."
She looks at me for a long moment. Trying to find the catch. There isn't one — or there is one, which is that I'm not entirely neutral on the question of whether she stays in Silver Ridge, and I'm aware of that, but it doesn't make the offer dishonest. It just makes it two things at once.
"When can I taste it?" she asks.
"Thursday."
She nods. Picks up her jacket. Goes.
I watch her cross the parking lot through the tasting room window. She walks like someone who spent years in places where you couldn't afford to move wrong. Every step placed. Economical. I watch until her car turns back toward the main road.
Bev appears in the doorway. She has her end-of-shift apron balled up in one hand, which means she's been here since ten this morning and is heading home to the house she shares with her sister on the east side of town, and she will be back at seven tomorrow because she always is.
"New friend?" she asks.
"Possibly."
"She's good." Bev sets the apron on the bar and starts straightening the glasses I didn't actually leave crooked. "Also carrying something. You can see it in how she holds herself when she thinks nobody's watching."
"I know."
"Are you going to ask about it?"
"When she's ready." I tip the saison glass. "Or when she decides I'm worth telling."