Chapter 22 Alik
ALIK
Iam a monster. A deranged man about to fuck a virgin against his very hard front door.
A man who has no business touching this woman because, holy fuck, just thinking about being the first inside her is making me so hard I’m lightheaded.
Sera is so very wet and hot and her pussy is gripping the head of my cock so tight I could happily die right now.
But Sara’s gone rigid, not enjoying our position nearly as much. Fuck. Badly done, you asshole. Really badly done.
“Sera, baby—you okay?”
We’re nose to nose. I have a front row seat to the emotions kaleidoscoping through her eyes. “Yes.” Her voice comes out strained, her fingernails digging through my suit. “This is just a little, um…awkward.”
This? I want to laugh, or scream. I can’t tell which. This—what we’re doing, how we’re doing it—it’s beyond awkward. It’s unhinged.
Still, I don’t think I can stop. Not unless she tells me to. I use my grip to adjust the angle of her hips and brace myself to say goodbye to the most exquisite feeling of my life. “Do you want to stop?”
“What? No!” Sera is so vehement her entire body moves. I can’t help but sink deeper. She sucks in a startled breath and my legs tremble. “I, um, just didn’t think this position through before, um…you know…”
“Taking my cock out and jumping on it?”
The woman who did exactly that turns bright red and I smile. I can’t help it. She’s gorgeous. Unexpected and rebellious and breathtakingly gorgeous. And, right now, very much mine.
I kiss her quickly and lift her away from the door. “Your instincts were spot on, moya voitelnitsa. This position can be amazing, but maybe not for your first time.”
Sera mutters something as she wraps her arms around my neck, her long legs twisting around my waist. I try to keep her hips as steady as possible as I move us into one of the adjacent rooms. It’s a large sitting room with plenty of sofas to choose from.
I move us into a section partially lit by the foyer’s dim chandelier but not visible from the entrance and sit down on an overstuffed loveseat.
Sera is spread wide over my lap, her knees pressed into the cushion on the outside of my hips, the sweet curve of her ass hovering over my thighs.
She steadies herself, gripping the back of the loveseat, one hand on either side of my head.
Her hair is tumbling free of her top knot, and a fine film of perspiration coats her skin.
I smother the impulse to drag my tongue between her breasts. “Is this better?”
Sera nips her lower lip. I move my hands to the arms of the loveseat, gripping it for all it’s worth. Her cheeks are deliciously flushed when she gives me a tiny nod. “Yeah, I, um, think so.”
“You have all the control now, moya voitelnitsa. You decide how deep I go.”
“I do?” Her mouth kicks up in one corner, and I can’t stop myself from kissing it. Her eyelashes flutter, her dreamy gaze finding mine, and that’s the moment I realize: it’s going to kill me to give her up.
Sera and I are not destined for forever.
She’ll never be mine to keep. I’ve known it since the moment I laid eyes on her.
She’s fought tooth and nail to survive the horrific things her family has put her through.
She needs a man who can help her get away from that kind of darkness, who can help her have the life she deserves.
Not a man whose parents shaped him into a murderer at an early age, raised him to rule a brutal bratva.
A failed protector who couldn’t keep his baby sister safe.
I’ll never be worthy of Sera’s future, but I can’t deny myself from having her right now.
Especially not when she starts to test our new position.
The first rock of her hips is tentative, shaky. She comes to an abrupt stop when my cock meets her body’s internal barrier. “This is going to hurt, isn’t it?”
I’ve never had sex with a virgin, not even when I was one, so I am going off pure conjecture when I say, “Probably, at least a little. But I think I can help.”
I release my death grip on the loveseat and coax her in for a kiss, one hand cupping her skull as I smooth the other up and down her spine. It doesn’t take long before she’s leaning into me, making tiny needy sounds as the kiss gets hotter, deeper.
I slide my palm down her spine and don’t stop until I’m cupping her ass. Sera rocks forward and I’m immensely proud of myself when I don’t just give in and drive deep. Sera tears her mouth from mine, gasping. Her internal muscles flutter around me, her skin wonderfully slick.
“Sera, baby. Look at me.”
She does, a tiny crease forming between her eyebrows. I pour my focus into reading her expressions, determined to help her make this feel as good as possible. I draw my hand forward, tracing my thumb along the crease where her thigh meets her torso until I reach her slit.
I slip deeper, parting her folds and finding her clit. I touch her there, spreading her slickness across the bundle of nerves before circling it, over and over. “How does that feel?”
Sera starts to close her eyes but stops when I squeeze the back of her neck. “Uh-uh, eyes on me, sweetheart. Tell me how that feels.”
“Good.” Her voice is breathy. “It feels good.”
“And how about here?” I slide my thumb into her slit, between her lush lips until I reach the place where we’re joined. Sera’s eyes flare as I trace where she’s stretched around my cock. The fucker kicks inside her at the sensation. We both moan. “You take me so well. Such a good, good girl.”
The praise unlaces something in her. I can feel the rush of arousal that meets my thumb, feel her body soften to take me deeper.
Another inch, two. I struggle to keep my own eyes open as Sera sinks into my lap, teases her lips across my jaw as she taunts, “And how does that feel?”
“Too fucking good. Everything about you feels too fucking good.” It’s the God’s honest truth.
I don’t know how we’ve gotten to this point, how I went from being within strangling distance of Burim Shkodra, to killing a man for daring to touch Sera, to having her ride me like a wet dream come to life.
Tonight’s sequence of events makes no fucking sense, but everything about the way Sera feels on me, around me, against me, is absolutely right.
“Touch me more,” she whispers. “I need more.”
Palming the back of her head, eyes locked on hers, I circle her clit again, teasing out sensation until she’s rocking on me in earnest. “Yes, moya voitelnitsa. That’s it. Take me deeper.”
On the next rock, I feel my cock nudge her hymen. Sera stiffens briefly then kisses me, biting my lip. I stroke her clit, fondle her where she’s hugging my cock, stroking, teasing, until we’re both out of breath and she can’t stop herself from sinking the final few inches, barrier broken.
I bottom out inside of her.
Sera gasps, her brows pinching together.
“You okay?” I can feel how tense she is and I despise myself for causing her pain. And absolutely fucking love that I’m the first man to ever touch her like this.
“I, uh…” Sera punishes her lower lip between her teeth and tentatively nudges her hips forward. Her eyes are unfocused, her concentration inward as she gets used to the intrusion.
“You’re doing so good, moya voitelnitsa.” My voice is rough, sharp-edged gravel in my throat, but she needs to hear this. She needs to know. “Such a good fucking girl. My good fucking girl.” My praise has the intended effect. The last of the tension leaves her body, her channel slick and welcoming.
The flick of her hips is hypnotic. Her smile pure siren.
“Fuck, Sera. Fuuuck.” I should say something more eloquent, more appreciative of just how fucking amazing she’s making us both feel, but my brain is deteriorating by the second, my body little more than heap of cravings and sensations.
Ones that intensify when she murmurs, “You feel really fucking good inside of me.” Sera starts to tremble in my lap.
She finds my hair, digs her fingers in. Her grip tightens, I groan, and she really starts to ride.
“God, I didn’t know it would be like this.
That you’d be so deep, that I’d feel you so much. ”
I didn’t know either. Didn’t know that being inside this woman would be like touching the surface of the sun, brilliant and so dangerous.
Sera picks up her pace, her ass bouncing against my thighs as her tits sway in my face. I wrap my lips around one tip and suck. Sera’s pussy spasms, sending electricity straight up my dick and into my spine.
I let the nipple pop free, feral at the sight of it wet from my mouth. “You like that, don’t you? You like me sucking on these gorgeous fucking tits.”
Sera’s head tips back, her throat vulnerable and exposed as she leverages herself up, up, up my cock before dropping all the way back down. She does it again, and again, the sound of our moving bodies forming a symphony around us.
“Do it again,” she begs, pushing her other nipple to my mouth.
I lap at it with my tongue, tracing the puckered point before sucking it deep. Sera’s fingers spasm in my hair, her body rocking hard against mine. I wrap my arms around her back and kiss her, ravenous for all the little sounds she’s making.
I feel the moment her clit brushes against my pelvic bone. My cock is buried so deep inside her, every flutter and flicker of her inner muscles is telegraphed straight to my brain. She’s so close and we both need nothing more than to get her there.
I break our kiss, drop both hands to her ass.
Grind her hips down as I thrust mine up.
Sera tightens her movements, gasping as she uses my body to get herself off.
Her hair has come completely free of its knot, spilling down her back until it brushes my thighs.
She’s a warrior queen riding me, conquering me, and I grab a fistful of hair, tugging hard as she bucks, her back arching as she comes on a glorious scream.
“Oh, fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck,” she chants, eyes closed, face to the sky. Her pussy locks so hard around my cock I swear I lose blood flow for a solid second.
The rush of her climax soaks us both, liquid pleasure bathing my cock and balls in the best heat I’ve ever felt. “Fuck, baby. Yes, like that, exactly like that. You are so fucking amazing.”
She’s gasping for breath as she comes down from her high. Sera rests her head on my shoulder, laughing roughly. “And you’re still very hard.” She accompanies the statement with a lazy circle of her hips.
“I really fucking am. I’m also not wearing a condom.”
“I’m on birth control. Dr. Ruiz sorted me out.” She pulls back the collar of my shirt and licks my neck. “So please, Alik, you can’t stop. Don’t stop. Except…” Her blush is fierce and adorable, just like her.
I kiss her softly, overwhelmed by a foreign feeling of tenderness, despite every inch of my body being so fucking hard. “Except…? Be a good girl and tell me.”
Her eyes spark, flare hot. “I want to be on the bottom.”
Just the thought of having her beneath me, open and willing makes my orgasm barrel forward. “Tell me exactly what you want, moya voitelnitsa.”
Sera gives me that siren’s smile. “I want your weight on me. Want you to press me into the ground as you fuck me. Hold me there as you come.”
Holy fuck. No woman has ever undone me so easily, so fast. I don’t realize I’ve moved until we’re both on the carpeted floor, Sera’s legs opened wide and pressed flat to the ground as I lean into her. “Like this?”
Hands in my hair, she pulls me down until our chests meet. “I need to feel you against my breasts.”
“Fuck, baby, you’re killing me.”
Sera’s smile gets wider, her pussy even softer around me. “Then you better fuck me while you still can.”
I grab both her thighs, spreading her so wide her knees are in line with her hips.
She’s pinned to the ground beneath my weight, her mobility limited, but instead of fighting it, Sera revels in it.
It’s exactly what she wanted. “Keep your legs there,” I order.
Praising her when she does exactly that.
She holds herself wide for me as I press my chest to hers, each thrust of my body dragging my shirt across her nipples.
She’s a gorgeous, wild thing beneath me and it doesn’t take long before my orgasm draws my balls tight and sends cracks of thunder up my spine.
I’m groaning and grunting, rutting against her like a lawless animal when she whispers, “Kiss me.”
And suddenly that’s more important than anything else. Her lips against mine. Her breath a benediction. I kiss her, lose myself in her, feel her body curl up around me as she comes a second time, the pulse and pull of her pussy pushing me over the edge.
I come so hard I’m shaking in her arms, my vision shot, my brain blank of everything. Everything except the knowledge that I’m bare inside of her. We didn’t use a condom. I’ve taken Sera’s virginity, fucked her raw, and have flooded her sweet pussy with my release.
There’s no way in hell I’ll ever be able to let her go.