Chapter 1 #2
The truck was still running, and I’d barely put on my seatbelt before I was reversing out of the space. Good thing too, because Barry had come to the door of the office, probably to catch me. I gave him a wave as we passed by him, but I didn’t slow.
“We’re really doing it,” Jesse said quietly.
“On our way,” I said, checking my mirrors, even though I knew that nothing in the back would move. I’d been tying shit down in the back of a pickup since I was twelve years old. Back then, it had been dirt bikes.
Finn needed a dirt bike. I bet he’d love that shit. I added it to my mental list of things I wanted to give the kids at some point.
I checked the time.
“Who’s hungry?” I asked.
“Me,” Finn said, leaning forward to put his hands on my shoulders.
“You buckled?” I asked, looking in the mirror again.
“Yeah.”
“Your seatbelt’s supposed to be over your shoulder, dude,” I said. “What did I tell you? Keep the seatbelt on right, or we’re going back to the booster seat.”
“We threw out the booster seat,” he shot back.
“I’ll buy another.”
“What are you? Made of money?” he joked, throwing my own words back at me.
“Nice,” I grumbled. “Smart ass.”
“If we’re going south, can we get burritos?” Jesse asked as I pulled onto the freeway.
I calculated in my head and nodded. “Yep.”
“I wanted a burger,” Finn said with a sigh as we hit traffic. “But a burrito works.”
“You always want a burger,” Jesse said, turning to look at him.
“I do not.”
“Name one time you haven’t,” I said in amusement, glancing at him in the mirror.
“I don’t know,” Finn said in exasperation.
“We’ll do burgers next time, yeah?” I asked, smiling as he met my eyes.
“That’s fair,” he said, looking out the window.
We got burritos at a stand Jess and I had found a couple of years before.
It wasn’t anywhere near our neighborhood, but anytime we had to go south, we made a point to stop by.
They were excellent, no matter who was working the stand, and we ate them in the truck, washing them down with sodas in glass bottles.
As soon as Jesse had thrown away our garbage and recycling, I turned the truck back on, and we were on the move again. I stopped at a gas station just off the freeway.
“Here,” I said, handing them cash. “Go in and grab some snacks. Get me a water.”
I watched until they’d disappeared and then turned and hooked the pump to the truck.
Leaning against the door, I let the familiar smell of diesel wash over me as I watched the front of the store.
There was something supremely satisfying about a full tank of fuel.
It cost more than I wanted to know to fill the old truck, and the kids were done before I’d finished.
They climbed inside and waited until I was done, with Finn hanging out the window to tell me about the snacks he’d picked and why he’d picked those and not others.
“Did you use all of it?” I asked Jesse as I climbed inside the truck.
“Didn’t know how long we’d be on the road,” they replied quietly, gesturing to the water bottle, two energy drinks, soda, chips, candy, and donuts between us.
“Not planning on living in here,” I joked as we pulled back onto the street.
Jesse just nodded and looked out their window.
I checked the time again.
Then I turned and followed the signs to the bus station.
It took Jesse more time than I’d expected to look at me in alarm.
“We’re staying together,” they said emphatically.
“Of course we are,” I replied, reaching over to squeeze their knee.
“Then why?” They looked between me and the road.
“Picking up a friend,” I said quietly, glancing back at Finn. He had his nose in a book—something he must’ve brought home from school because I hadn’t packed it.
“What friend?” Jesse asked cautiously.
“Have I ever steered us wrong?” I asked, checking my blind spot as I changed lanes. “No? Then relax.”
They were practically vibrating with anxiety as we got closer to the bus station, and when I pulled into the parking lot and found a spot near the back, their knee had started to bounce.
“What are we doing here?” Finn asked, his head popping up from his book.
“Just waiting for a friend,” I said, glancing at the clock again as I backed into a spot.
“What friend? Sara? Are we picking up Sara?”
“Not Sara, bud.”
“Are we going to get to our new house soon?” he asked. “Where is it? Does it have a pool? Hayden’s apartment complex has a pool, and it’s awesome. Are we moving to an apartment or a house?”
Of course, he’d picked exactly the wrong time to start asking questions. He hadn’t cared where the hell we were going or why when he’d come home to a packed house, but now that he was bored, he wanted all the details.
“Just a second, Finn,” I said, watching as a man walked out the front doors of the bus station.
He was tall and dark, with wide shoulders covered in a black T-shirt.
His arms were covered in sleeves of tattoos that I couldn’t make out from so far away.
From one hand, a squat black leather bag dangled.
In the other, he carried a gray flannel.
He had a beard and needed a haircut about a month ago.
He paused and scanned the parking lot before starting toward us.
“No way,” Jesse muttered, watching him.
“Climb in the back, Jess,” I ordered quietly.
“That’s your friend?”
“Backseat,” I said again, jerking my chin as the man got closer.
Jesse stared at me for a long moment, and I nodded encouragingly.
There had been many times when we’d had to rely on silent conversation because Finn was curious about everything and had been since he could talk.
I just hoped it wouldn’t fail me. My eldest’s eyes roamed over my face, moved to the window where we could see the man moving our way, then back to me.
Then they tossed their bag and climbed over the front seat.
I watched the man get closer and closer, my tongue sticking to the roof of my mouth.
He was gorgeous. Not in a normal way, but in an I-didn’t-realize-people-actually-looked-like-that kind of way.
His face held zero emotion as his gaze met mine through the glass, but even so, I was a little stunned at how attractive he was.
Jesse’s ass was barely in their seat when the man stopped outside my door.
I rolled down my window.
“Theodora?” he asked, his voice low and rough.
“Curtis?” I replied.
His gaze roamed from me to the kids in the backseat to the loaded bed of the truck. Then, out of nowhere, his expression transformed into the most gorgeous smile I’d ever seen in my life.
Before I could comprehend what was happening, he’d dropped his bag to the asphalt and was reaching in through the window. His hand wrapped around the side of my neck, and he pulled me forward until our lips were an inch apart.
I was too stunned to move as his brown eyes searched mine.
“Grease sent me,” he murmured quietly.
Then, in front of my kids, he kissed me like the goddamn world was ending.