Chapter Ten
Beck
I let out a loud groan the second I’m inside her. It’s a groan that’s half relief and half amazement. I haven’t been bare with a woman since Kelsey and I fucked for the last time ten years ago. And it feels every bit as amazing now as it did back then.
“Fuck, Kels,” I whisper, my mouth finding her ear, nibbling and sucking at her lobe and neck. “You feel so fucking amazing, baby. So tight, so wet.”
Kelsey writhes beneath me, her nails digging into my back as she moans, “Fuck me, Beck. I really need you to fuck me.”
I smile as I kiss my way across her jaw to her mouth. “Oh I will, baby, I will.”
I slide one of my hands under her neck, gripping it tightly so I can hold her in place as I kiss her hard on the mouth.
Sliding my other hand down her body until I reach her knee, I hitch it higher over my hip so I can get deeper, pushing my hips against hers.
Both of us moan at the contact and I still for just a second so I don’t completely lose it.
Then I pull out, almost all the way, before slamming my dick back inside her.
“Beck…” she moans, her nails raking down my back to my ass.
I can’t help but smile as I pull her bottom lip between my teeth, gently biting and sucking before pushing my tongue into her mouth.
My hips continue moving, a pounding brutal assault led completely by my dick.
Kelsey’s fingers are gripping my ass, hanging on and at the same time, forcing me deeper.
I want to get even closer, so I let go of her neck and sit up on my knees, taking Kelsey with me so she’s straddling my lap.
As I pull her up, we both watch as her pussy slides down over my now rock-hard and throbbing cock.
Kelsey groans again as her head falls back, her long neck exposed to me.
I latch on with my mouth, alternating between sucking and biting, knowing I’m marking her, but not giving a single fuck.
As my hands grip her hips, Kelsey starts to move against me, riding me hard and fast, just like she used to.
I know this isn’t going to last long, but at the moment, it’s what we both need and both want.
All of the frustration, not just at today’s events, but the last ten years, being worked out the best way we know how.
I let go of her hip with one hand and slide it across to her pussy, my thumb brushing lightly over her clit, earning me another loud moan. I smile again, loving the sight of this woman bouncing up and down on my cock, her tits bouncing with every movement that takes me deeper and deeper inside her.
As Kelsey speeds up, I settle back on my heels, watching my dick as it slides in and out of her. Fucking hell, this is like nothing I’ve ever felt before. And it’s so much better than I remember it ever being with her.
“Ride me, baby,” I tell her, my voice low, as one hand grips her hip, the other still teasing her clit.
Kelsey moans again, a deep guttural sound and I know it means she’s close. Just watching her, hearing all the sounds falling from her mouth has my balls tightening with desire, and I know I’m not going to be able to last much longer either.
“Beck…” she yells, her hands on my shoulders, nails digging in. “Fuck, Beck…”
“Say it, baby,” I tell her. “I want to hear you say it.” Kelsey’s head snaps up, her eyes wide as she looks first at me and then down at my dick as it moves in and out of her. “Tell me,” I command her again.
She swallows hard, her hips still pounding against mine as she says, “I’m gonna come…I…”
And then her eyes close as though she can no longer control what’s happening with her body as it starts to fall apart around me.
With a single thrust, I push up with my hips and press my mouth hard against hers as I explode into her.
I feel Kelsey’s pussy tighten around my dick as she screams my name and comes, her pulses milking me as I continue to spill inside her.
Eventually she collapses against me, her hot sweaty skin pressed against mine, her breathing hard and labored against my ear.
“Fuck, have I missed this,” I say, my head falling onto her shoulder.
She tightens her arms around me and I smile, biting her skin as I push us back onto the bed.
I settle my weight on top of her, my dick still inside her as I kiss her gently now, my fingers brushing the hair from her face.
Kelsey wraps her legs and arms around me as she kisses me back, her tears long gone now.
“Still scared?” I tease, slowly pulling out of her as I roll off and fall onto my back on the bed beside her. The rain continues to pound the windows, but the thunder is distant now, as though the storm has passed.
Kelsey relaxes on the bed beside me, her breathing still erratic as she says, “Ha, ha smart ass, I think you know the answer to that.”
I smile in the darkness as I roll onto my side, curling around her still hot and sweaty body. She smells amazing, like the salty sea air and sex. With my mouth at her ear, I whisper, “That was fucking amazing, baby. So much better than I remember.”
And it was, because all my fantasies over the last ten years have had shit on what just happened between us tonight.
Tonight was a million times better and not just because it was the real thing, but because it was all so familiar, but so new at the same time.
It reminded me of everything I once had and all the things I’ve been missing out on since I let it go.
It made me fall even more in love with her.
Made me realize I’m completely fucked too, because I know there’s no way I’m going to be able to walk away from this woman again.
Kelsey lets out a loud sigh of satisfaction as I press my lips to her neck, kissing the mark I know I’ve left on her skin.
“I’ve missed your tight little pussy, baby,” I whisper, smiling as she shivers against me.
Kelsey always did love the dirty talk and I always loved telling her just how much I enjoyed every single part of her body.
In graphic detail. “My dick has missed being inside you like that.”
Kelsey turns now, so her mouth is only inches from mine. “Yeah, about that…”
I press a quick kiss to her lips before saying, “The last woman I was bare with, was you, Kels. I haven’t fucked anyone like that since you.”
I see her smile. “Neither have I.”
“Good,” I growl, feeling suddenly possessive as I plant a hard kiss on her mouth that leaves us both breathless. We eventually pull back and Kelsey rolls over, so her back is against my chest, her gorgeous little ass pressed firmly against my still semi-hard dick.
“You keep rubbing up against me like that,” I say, my fingers on her hip. “And sleep’s the last thing you’ll be getting, babe.”
“Mmmm,” she murmurs and I can hear the exhaustion in her voice.
Seeing her reaction to what happened tonight and knowing everything this fucking asshole has been putting her through, I’m not surprised.
The last half hour was fucking amazing, but it was only a distraction, a temporary reprieve from everything she’s been forced to deal with.
I’m glad I could provide it for her, but I know, come tomorrow; we’re going to be back where we started, and not just when it comes to finding Jason.
Kelsey’s body finally starts to relax against me, her breathing slowing as she succumbs to her tiredness. “Go to sleep, babe,” I whisper, sliding my arm around her waist and pulling her against me. “I’ve got you.”
Two seconds later, she’s fast asleep, and it’s only minutes after that I’m drifting off too, a feeling of comfort, of finally finding what I’ve been looking for, washing over me.
The next morning I’m woken by the sun streaming in the window and a hand curling around my dick. I smile as it starts to slowly move, slowly stroking up and down my already hard length.
“Morning,” Kelsey whispers, her breath hot in my ear.
“Morning, baby,” I say, turning my head so I can capture her mouth with mine, our kisses slow and gentle, just like her hand.
When Kelsey pulls back, I open my eyes and see her give me a wicked little smile as she starts to kiss her way down my body. I grin, knowing exactly where this is going, as I tuck my arms behind my head.
“Oh, fuck me…” I murmur as Kelsey’s hot, wet mouth closes around the top of my dick. “Fuck, Kels…”
Her hand grips the bottom of my shaft, holding it tight as she starts to work her mouth up and down my length, sucking as she slides me in and out of her throat. I feel my toes curl as her other hand slides under my ass and grips it, her nails digging into my skin.
I force my eyes to open so I can watch her and find Kelsey already looking up at me, my cock in her mouth as she works me over.
“Jesus Christ, Kels,” I say, my eyes locking with hers.
She looks so fucking amazing as she sucks me off, her tongue curling around my head, her teeth gently scraping my shaft.
When she starts to move her hand in combination with her mouth, my eyes close, my head falling back onto the pillow as I feel myself start to lose control.
Kelsey lets out a low groan and I feel it vibrate down the length of my cock and all the way up my spine.
My balls tighten in response and I have just enough time to say, “Fuck, Kels, I’m gonna come… ” and then I do.
My hips push up off the bed, Kelsey taking my dick all the way to the back of her throat as I explode in her mouth, filling her.
Eventually Kelsey kisses her way back up my body, resting her head on my shoulder as her fingers trace random patterns on my chest. My entire body feels like jelly as I wrap an arm around her shoulders and pull her closer. “Perfect way to wake up,” I tell her.
Kelsey laughs and presses a kiss to my neck. “What are your plans for the day?”
I let out a deep breath; my eyes opening as I stare up at the ceiling.
“I’m gonna need to call the station, tell them I’m not coming back today like I thought,” I tell her.
“I’m also going to call in a favor on the phone trace for Jason’s cell and then call Finn and tell him to expect a call from my partner, Detective Ryan Summers. ”
“Thank you, Beck,” Kelsey suddenly says, her voice quiet.
“For what?”
“For helping Finn out,” she says. “For not trying to take over.”
I squeeze her shoulder, my eyes still on the ceiling. “Finn’s a good cop, babe. I do know that. And I know I flew off the handle last night, but it’s only because I just want to find that fucker, Kels. I can’t stand the thought of him hurting you, of him being in here. He should be behind bars.”
Kelsey lets out a deep breath, her arm wrapping around my waist as she says, “I know, I never should have gotten involved with him in the first place.”
A flash of anger shoots through me, not just at the idea of Kelsey with someone else, but also because of what this fuckhead’s doing to her now.
If I hadn’t fucking left her in the first place, none of this would have happened.
Kelsey and I would have stayed together and Jason wouldn’t even be in the fucking picture.
I swallow hard, forcing the guilt and anger down. I don’t want to think about that today and I definitely don’t want to get into another fight about me leaving and her staying.
Last night and this morning were so fucking amazing, and even though I still have no fucking clue about what happens when this is all sorted out, I know until it is, I don’t just want to look after Kelsey, I want to be with Kelsey. In every single way possible.
I take a deep breath and finally turn to look at her, smiling to let her know that everything will be okay. “As for you though,” I say, my fingers tucking strands of hair behind her ear. “You’re going to call that manager of yours and let her know that you won’t be in today…”
“Beck, no, I can’t do that.”
I kiss her quickly. “Yes, Kels, you can. You’ve had a shit couple of days.”
“Couple of weeks,” she cuts in.
I exhale, running a hand through my hair. “Couple of weeks then, which is all the more reason for you to take a day off, relax and do something fun, without worrying about that fucking asshole and what he might do next.”
Kelsey looks up at me with her big blue eyes. “What are you going to do though?” she asks, her voice suddenly sad.
I grin at her now, realizing she doesn’t understand what I’m getting at.
“Well, first I’m gonna suggest we take a shower together,” I say, running my thumb across her bottom lip.
“Then I’m going to recommend you get your gorgeous ass into a tiny bikini for me, so we can hit the beach and I can spend the day perving at you and fantasizing about what I’m going to do to you when we get back. ”
Kelsey laughs now and it makes my heart skip a beat. “Oh, is that right? You don’t want much now, do you?” she says.
I laugh, flipping her on to her back and pinning her arms above her head, my hands at her wrists as I hover over her. “Well, there is something else I want,” I tell her.
“Oh yeah,” she says, cocking an eyebrow. “What’s that?”
I grin at her as I lean in and pull one of her nipples into my mouth, sucking and biting until she’s squirming beneath me.
“Beck,” she breathes out.
“What, baby?”
“What else do you want?”
I let go of her nipple and stare up at her. When Kelsey finally opens her eyes and looks down at me, I say, “To return the favor, baby.” And then I kiss my way down her body, settling between her legs as I start to slowly lick and suck.