Chapter Thirty
DAISY
Nerves ran through Daisy like a freight train as Daddy gently held her hand and they walked into the living room. She was about to get her first spanking, and she didn’t know how to really feel about it. Should she be excited, or should she be dreading every second?
Daddy sat on the couch and brought her between his legs. “Daddy wants you to listen to what he has to say.”
She focused on him.
“This is your first spanking. I want you to know that if you need to say your safe word, you can,” Daddy explained. “But I want you to know that if you use your safe word, you aren’t getting out of the punishment. We’ll just figure out what to do after it. Understand?”
She nodded.
“Words, Little Flower,” he reminded her.
“Yes, Daddy.”
“I won’t be mad at you if you can’t take a spanking, all right? I never want you to think that and push through it,” he said.
“I understand, Daddy,” she replied.
“All right, let’s get those pants and undies off and have you lying over my lap.”
Her eyes grew wide. “Naked?”
Daddy took her hands and gave them a small squeeze. “Yes, Little Daisy. I always spank bare skin. That’s not going to change.”
“I don’t know if I can do that,” she replied.
“Do you need to use your safe word?” he asked. “Think about it for a second. We’re in no rush.”
Daisy thought about getting spanked on her bare bottom. Was she really going to expose herself like that? Would it be triggering or just make her—no, she couldn’t think that.
“Does the thought of you getting spanked in the nude make you scared? Or does it make you uncomfortable because it’s never happened before?” Daddy asked.
“Maybe uncomfortable?” she whispered.
“Uncomfortable, because it’s never happened before or because it’s going to expose you, and you might be a little turned on because of that?”
Daisy looked away from him. He knew. Of course he knew what was going through her head right now. She was an open book, waiting for Daddy to read everything about her and then make it okay again.
“Little Daisy,” he gently said. “Can you look at Daddy?”
She shook her head.
“Little Flower, I’m going to need you to look at Daddy. Now,” he commanded.
Her eyes found him, and he gave her a small smile.
“Good girl. You don’t have to say any words, but I would like you to nod or shake your head when I ask these next questions,” he said.
“O-okay,” she stuttered, anxiety rolling through her as she waited for him to speak.
Were they going to expose her even more? Would they make her want to go back home?
No.
Daddy wouldn’t do that to her. He was going to take good care of her and make sure everything was okay. He always did that, and she knew he would continue to do it.
“First question, and I want you to think about the answer before you nod or shake your head,” he explained. “Does the thought of you getting spanked on your bare skin make you scared and triggered?”
Daisy shook her head.
“Good girl,” he praised her. “Does it make you uncomfortable because it’s never happened before?”
She nodded.
“Does it make you uncomfortable because you are going to be exposed and you don’t know whether it’s okay for you to feel a little turned on?” he asked.
Her cheeks flamed as he said those words, but ultimately, she bobbed her head once again. Daisy would have never been able to answer these questions with words. The sheer embarrassment rolling through her would have prevented her from doing that.
“Good girl for answering my questions,” he gently said as he ran his knuckle against her cheek. “Daddy is so proud of his Little Flower for answering.”
She leaned into his touch and closed her eyes.
“I want you to know that it’s okay to be turned on by the thought of it.
A lot of submissives who get spanked, even if it isn’t for pleasure, get turned on.
There is nothing wrong with that,” Daddy explained.
“And if it happens to you, then it’s okay.
But you won’t be getting any release after a punishment spanking. ”
Daisy pushed her bottom lip out. “Why not? I think that’s a little cruel.”
“Because you were naughty, and there is no pleasure after,” he stated.
“For how long?” she asked.
Daddy chuckled. “Are you really worried that it’ll be a long time before you get to come?”
She shook her head.
“To answer your question, it depends. It may be a couple of hours, or it may be the next day. But it will not be right after the spanking,” Daddy said.
“That’s just mean,” she whispered.
“Daddy can be such a meanie sometimes, can’t he?” He smiled at her. “But sometimes Daddy needs to be a meanie even when I don’t want to. Now, let’s get those pants and panties off. Grab hold of my shoulders.”
Her hands found his shoulders, and he hooked his fingers under the band of her undies and pants, pulling them down, completely exposing her to him.
“I don’t know,” she whispered.
“Everything is going to be okay,” Daddy gently said. “Lift your left leg. Good girl. Now your right.”
Daddy neatly placed her pants on the coffee table behind her before turning his to her.
“Remember what I said. If you need to use your safe word, you can. Can you tell me what your safe word is?” Daddy asked.
“Red,” she mumbled.
“Good girl. Now, let’s get you over my lap.”
Daddy helped her, placing one leg over hers before his hand gently rubbed her bottom, making her flinch.
“You’re okay. I’m just letting you get used to my touch to help you relax a little,” Daddy explained. “Are you comfortable there, or do you need to move into a different position?”
“I don’t think anyone would be comfortable in this position,” she mumbled.
“Daisy,” he grumbled.
“Yes, Daddy. I’m okay in this position. Nothing is hurting yet,” she replied.
“Let me know if it changes.”
“Well, my bottom will hurt in a couple of seconds,” she said. “Can I tell you when that happens?”
“Brat.” He gently swatted her bottom. “And no, you cannot tell me when your bottom hurts. It’s supposed to with this spanking.”
She turned her head to look at him through the corner of her eye. “You said if anything changes to let you know.”
“You know what I meant.”
Oh, Daisy did, but he didn’t specify what she needed to tell him when things changed. Maybe she was trying to be a little bit of a brat to ease the unease inside of her.
“How many spanks am I going to get?” she changed the subject.
“Normally, I wouldn’t tell you, but your body is starting to shake,” he said. “We are going to do ten for this one. I don’t know your pain tolerance yet.”
“I think it’s just anticipation,” she murmured. “I’m not cold, and I’m not exactly scared. More like anxious because it’s my first one.”
“Then let’s get started,” he said.
Before she could utter a single word, Daddy’s hand landed on her bottom.
Once.
Twice.
Daisy cried out, trying to wiggle free to get away, but Daddy’s legs were firmly in place, keeping her utterly still.
“Daddy!” she screamed.
“Do you need to use your safe word?” he asked.
Tears pooled in her eyes. “N-no.”
Daddy kept his free hand firmly on her back as he switched where he was spanking her. Several landed on her sit spots, and she cried out, sobbing with the pain.
“Almost there,” Daddy said as he peppered her bottom with more spanks, harder than the ones before.
“Please,” she begged, tears running down her face. “Daddy!”
“Two more,” Daddy said.
But the last two were the hardest ones yet, making her scream out in pain before going limp over his lap.
“Shh, everything is okay,” Daddy whispered as he pulled her into him. “All is forgiven now. Everything is okay.”
Daisy continued to cry into Daddy’s chest, letting everything out.
“Daddy’s got you,” he cooed as he rubbed her back. “Just let everything out. I’ll take care of you.”
She continued to sob into his chest for who knew how long, letting him rub her back and whisper sweet nothings in her ear.
“You were such a good girl for taking your punishment so well. Daddy is so proud of you,” he whispered.
Daisy pulled back, and Daddy wiped the tears from her face.
“Really?” she asked.
“Yes, Little Daisy. You did so well. Was it too much? Did it bring back any bad memories?”
She shook her head. “I didn’t like it, but it didn’t bring up any bad memories and wasn’t too much.”
“Good girl for answering honestly.” He hugged her into his chest again. “We’re going to sit here for a while to snuggle and give you aftercare.”
“What about Chilli?” she asked.
“Why don’t you sit on the couch, and I’ll go let Chilli out of the pantry. That way you can snuggle up to me without worrying about anything,” he said.
But Daisy gripped onto his shirt when he tried to set her down.
“Not ready to let me go?” Daddy asked.
“No,” she mumbled and lay her head on his chest, taking a deep breath.
“That’s okay. I’ll take you with me,” he stated.
“What about your back?” she peeked up at him.
“Little Flower, I may be eight years older than you, but I work out. I won’t hurt my back walking with you in my arms. I’m insulted that you think I would.” He gave her a pointed look as he stood with her in his arms.
“I just know that once we start to get older, we think we can do a lot of things, but it may not be the case. I’m just trying to look out for you.” She placed her head on his shoulder and relaxed.
“I’m not getting a lot older, and I’m taking care of myself. If I hear you mention my age one more time, I’ll spank you again,” he threatened.
“No fair,” she whispered and let out a huge yawn.
“Come on, Chilli,” Daddy said as he opened the door. “Everything is okay. Your mama is perfectly safe in my arms. I know you probably didn’t know what was going on and were worried, but everything is okay,” he cooed at Chilli.
“I’m okay, Chilli,” she mumbled as she looked down. “Everything is okay.”
“I think we need to get your mama into bed,” Daddy said. “But we’re going back to the couch to snuggle with each other.”
She didn't say anything as Daddy walked into the living room and sat on the couch with her in his lap.
“Do you want to watch a movie?” Daddy asked.
“I don’t think I’ll be able to make it through one,” she whispered, her eyes already falling closed.
“Hmm, then we can just sit here and talk. Why don’t we do that?” Daddy asked.
“Okay.”
Silence filled the room, and she snuggled into his embrace, relaxing on his lap.
“When did you know you were a Little?” Daddy asked.
“I don’t really know. I think I’ve known for a while, but it was really solidified when I was working with an author.
I came across this book that she shared, written by her friend.
I no longer work with her, but she introduced me to the world of Daddy books.
I’m in love with them, and that’s when I realized that there was a part of me that related to these characters.
That’s when Janelle asked me to work for her.
So I did. And then we got along and found out that we are both Littles,” Daisy explained.
“But if I really think about it, I think it probably started a couple of years after I left my parents’ house and started to move around. ”
Daisy closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
“And you never wanted to have a Daddy until now?”
“I wanted a Daddy, but I was moving around so much and didn’t know when I would be moving again. Didn’t want to get attached to someone who I would eventually leave from and get my heart broken,” she sleepily said.
“What changed?”
“I think I finally feel at home,” she mumbled before sleep took over.