Chapter 58
Addie woke up the next morning to the smell of coffee and bacon. Her stomach actually gave a grumble, and she pulled herself up until her back was resting against the headboard.
She closed her eyes for a moment and just breathed in deep. So much had happened that it felt almost anticlimactic to just wake up and sit here.
It felt like she should be somewhere or doing something. For so long, her life had been nothing. Just work, eat and sleep, then repeat.
She hadn’t had a social life. She hadn’t had friends. She certainly hadn’t had a boyfriend or sex. She’d never had sex before now. And she had to say, it was pretty magnificent.
But now her life had completely changed. She was going to be living in a new city with a new man without her support system, and that was kind of terrifying when she had a moment to think about it.
Monroe was now in Mexico. Addie kept waiting for something to go wrong, but she’d gotten there safely.
Dotty was boxing up some stuff to send to her. Cash thought it was better that she didn’t send anything to Monroe, so there was no way to trace where she was. It was good to be cautious, she guessed.
She’d need to go and get a new computer and desk since it wasn’t worth shipping hers here and would take too long anyway. She also needed some more clothes. She’d slept in one of Cash’s T-shirts and she didn’t even have any clean underwear to put on.
The door opened and she glanced up as Cash stepped into the room. He was wearing a pair of gray sweatpants.
And nothing else.
Her heart skipped a beat. Was there anything sexier than a man wearing only a pair of gray sweatpants?
She ran her gaze over his tattooed chest and arms and down to where his sweatpants rode low so she could see those little notches in his hips.
Yum. Yum.
“Baby, the way you’re looking at me now, we’re going to have to reheat breakfast.”
“Then we have to reheat breakfast,” she said huskily.
He walked over, and she moved so she was sitting on the side of the bed, and he was standing between her spread thighs.
“It’s the most important meal of the day,” he said. “We don’t want to miss it.”
“There are other important things,” she said as she ran her hands over his chest. She didn’t know where this newfound sense of confidence had come from, but she just knew that she needed him now.
“Like celebrating the fact that I’m here with you, that we’re together.”
“That seems like a good reason to celebrate to me,” he replied huskily.
She reached for the top of his sweatpants and then glanced up at him. “Can I?”
“What a good girl for asking,” he praised her. “Yeah, baby. Take them down.”
As she pulled them down, she realized that he wasn’t wearing anything underneath. She licked her lips as she stared at his cock.
“You’re looking at me like you want to eat me all up.”
Could she do that? Could she take him into her mouth?
She had no idea what she was doing. Would she hurt him?
“Stop thinking so much,” he commanded as he took hold of her chin and tilted her head back.
“Now, you’re going to take my cock into your mouth and you’re going to suck.
” He put his thumb between her lips as though he was demonstrating what he wanted her to do.
“Just keep your teeth back. Stay relaxed. I’ll help.
All you have to do is enjoy yourself, okay? ”
“Will you come in my mouth?” she asked, as he pulled out his thumb.
He ran his wet thumb over her lower lip. “Yeah, baby. I will.”
Oh, goody.
“You’ll tell me what to do?” she asked.
“Always,” he promised. “Take hold of me around the base.”
She wrapped her hand around the base of his shaft.
“That’s it. Now hold me nice and tight. Keep a firm grip. That’s good.”
Really? This wasn’t hurting him? But she guessed he would tell her if it was hurting, so she just kept hold of him as she leaned forward.
“Now, lick across the head. That’s it. Good girl. You can lick your way down the shaft if you want. Fuck, yes. You have no idea what it does to me to see you playing with my cock like this. Your tongue running up and down it. So fucking good.”
She liked that she could hear the hunger in his voice, that she could do something to make him feel good. It made her feel a hundred feet tall.
As though she was capable of anything.
She really had come a long way from the girl who couldn’t even talk to him.
“That’s it, baby. Good girl. Now take the head into your mouth and suck. Just the head. Just get the feel for it.”
She wrapped her lips around the head of his cock and did as she was told. Oh, wow. She liked this a lot. She loved the feel of having him in her mouth. She liked that he was breathing heavily and obviously affected by her touch.
Never in a million years had she actually imagined that she might like giving a blowjob. But she seemed to be learning new things about herself all the time.
“Good girl. Now take my dick further into your mouth. You’re doing so well.
Okay. Once you’ve taken as much as you can comfortably, stop.
That’s it. Suck. Fuck, yes. Now move back up the shaft.
Nice and slow. Hell. You have no idea how fucking good your mouth feels.
How wet. That’s it. You can move faster now.
Such a good fucking girl. Up and down. Just take me as far as you’re comfortable. ”
Sucking on him like this was making her wet. She couldn’t believe how much of a turn on it was. Then again, listening to his commands was also a huge turn on.
“Move your hand from around my cock and cup my balls. Nice and gentle at first. That’s it.”
She was nervous touching him there, knowing how delicate that area could be for a man, but he seemed to enjoy it as he groaned.
“Christ, baby. I’m not going to last long. This is ridiculous. Your mouth is like nothing I’ve felt before.”
He placed his hand around the base of his dick.
“Lick your way across the head again. That’s it. Now open up for me. I’m going to take over for a while.”
He started to thrust into her mouth, moving his hips. She stayed still, so he could move himself as fast as he needed to. She just tried to suck while keeping her teeth away from his shaft. He made her feel so beautiful and powerful.
“You are so fucking amazing. Just like that. I’m close to coming. Get ready, baby. Remember to swallow me all. That’s it. Fuck.”
He groaned as he came and she hastily swallowed him down. The taste was odd but not bad and she knew she’d want to do this again.
Many, many times.
“Fuck, baby, let me go. Let me go.”
Huh?
Oh . . . she still had hold of his balls.
Oops. That could have ended badly. Thank God she didn’t squeeze or anything. Letting go of him, she eased her mouth away from his dick. He lifted his sweatpants up before kneeling in front of her and placing his forearms on her thighs.
“Are you all right, baby? That didn’t scare you?”
“Scare me?” she said. “No way. That didn’t scare me. Unless you’re talking about how much I liked it, but I wouldn’t say that it scared me.”
Cash grinned and moved back. “Good to know. Now it’s time for me to have some fun.” He pushed her legs apart.
What was he . . . ohhhh.
Dear Lord.
Again?
She was so freaking lucky.
“Lie back,” he commanded. “I’m starving and I can’t wait.”
Addie knew she was probably blushing as she lay back. But she didn’t protest. No way did she want him to stop. He placed her feet on the bed and drew her ass forward so it was close to the edge. And then he started to play.
He used his tongue on her clit as he pushed two fingers deep inside her wet pussy.
“Someone got wet sucking my dick,” he murmured.
Yeah, she sure had.
He drove her higher and higher before drawing away. It was almost too much. After five minutes she was trembling, her breath sobbing in and out of her. She desperately needed to come.
“Please, please,” she begged.
“Not yet, baby. I’m still playing.”
“You’re killing me,” she told him.
“You’re not going to die. It just feels like it sometimes.”
And then he went back to flicking her clit, driving her higher and higher.
“More, more!” she demanded, clenching down around his fingers.
“Come for me, baby. Come all over my mouth. I want to taste you.”
She didn’t need to be told twice. She cried out as she grabbed hold of the bed covers and came. It was more than she’d even expected, perhaps even more intense than it had been the very first time she’d come with his mouth on her.
“That’s a good girl,” he said, in between licks of her pussy while he ran his hands up and down her inner thighs. “Good girl, good girl.” He placed a hand over her mound, and she could feel his warmth. It was soothing, and helped bring her back into reality.
And then he shifted them both so they were lying on the bed, with him on his back and her on top of him. He held her tight, keeping her arms and legs trapped. It was like he knew that she felt out of control, and needed him to anchor her.
Her breathing gradually returned to normal, and that’s when she realized there was something hard pressing against her.
He was ready to go again? She moved and he let her go so she could sit up straddling his waist. She pressed back almost without thought so her ass was rubbing against his cock.
“Don’t do that, baby, unless you’re ready for more.”
“Who said I’m not?”
Suddenly, he sat and she probably would have gone flying backward if he hadn’t grabbed hold of her.
“I’m not going to ask twice,” he warned.
He shifted her around so she lay on her back before he took off his sweatpants and kneeled between her open legs. Reaching over into the bedside table, he grabbed a condom and rolled it on.
She took a moment to just stare at him. She didn’t know how she was lucky enough to have a man like Cash. Not only was he smart, protective, and caring, he was also hot as hell.
“Can I be on top of you this time?” she asked.
“Hell, yes, baby, you can.” And he lay back while she moved over him, straddling his hips.
It was then that she realized she wasn’t quite sure how to get him inside her, as ridiculous as that sounded.
“Reach down and hold my cock. Get it in the right position. Then push yourself down over me. That’s it. Good job.”
She managed to push herself down over his cock until he was filling her. Oh gosh, that was a different sort of feeling than when he took her, but she liked it a lot.
Once she had him fully inside her, she realized she wasn’t quite sure how to move.
Luckily, he always seemed to know what she needed. “Put your hands on my chest,” he instructed as he placed his hands around her hips. “That’s it. Now we’re just going to rock for a minute. Good. Fuck, that feels good. Does it feel good to you, baby girl?”
She nodded. Yeah, it did.
Addie could feel her breathing growing faster. She didn’t know if it was because of him or what, but she didn’t think it was normal to be this turned on again this quickly.
Cash moved her faster, drawing her up and down. She liked this position. She liked being able to look down at him, to feel his pecs moving under her hands.
“You’re so gorgeous,” she told him. He was always telling her how amazing she was, and she needed to tell him how she felt.
“Fuck, baby, I’m not the amazing one. Keep moving. That’s it. God, you feel so good.”
His finger moved to her clit, rubbing it gently as though he knew how sensitive it was. But it wasn’t long until she was breathing heavily and clenching down around him.
Then, suddenly, he rolled them so he was on top and she wrapped her legs around him as he pushed deep inside her.
“Fuck,” he moaned. “I’m so close again. Come with me, baby.”
“I can’t! I can’t!” she cried.
He smacked the side of her thigh. “Do as you’re told!”
Reaching between them, he played with her clit until she reached that peak, crashing over with a scream that would likely scare the neighbors.
It was followed quickly by his own moan of pleasure as he came. Then he collapsed next to her, both of them breathing heavily.
And she stared up at the ceiling with a huge smile on her face.
This was her life now.
And it was amazing.