Chapter 18 Thank You #2
Power. This was what real power looked like, Shadera realized. Not the brutal strength she’d known in the Boundary, but this frictionless movement through a world designed to serve you.
The streets grew wider as they approached the military district.
Buildings became more utilitarian, less ostentatious, though still bearing the Heart’s signature glass and platinum aesthetic.
Veyra in black uniforms patrolled in precise formations, weapons visible but not drawn.
A show of force, carefully choreographed to appear both casual and overwhelming.
Greyson pointed toward a massive complex surrounded by high walls. “The trading base. We maintain trade relations with the three other city-states there.”
Shadera absorbed this information, filing it away. Jameson had suspected other cities survived the collapse, but confirmation was valuable.
“What do you trade?” she asked, cataloging every detail—the number of Veyra per rotation, the access points that might be exploitable.
“Technology mostly, each city-state manages its own resources.” His voice took on a lecturing quality, as if reciting from a textbook. “New Found Haven is the largest of the three and its agricultural production is sufficient for our population, assuming proper rationing.”
“Proper rationing,” she repeated flatly. “Is that what you call starvation?”
“No. That’s what my father calls efficient resource management.”
The distinction was subtle but clear. Not we. He never said we when he spoke of the Heart, it was always ‘my father’. Shadera filed this away too, unsure what to make of it.
The car continued past the weapons manufacturing facilities, enormous complexes that hummed with activity even visible from the street.
Workers moved with purpose, their masks marking them as Cardinal residents permitted temporary access to the Heart for labor.
Greyson provided details about production capacity, distribution protocols, security measures—all information that would be invaluable to the resistance.
She wondered if he realized what he was giving her, or if he believed her so thoroughly trapped that such knowledge posed no threat.
“The agricultural sector,” Greyson announced as they approached a series of massive glass domes that rose like bubbles from the immaculate Heart landscape.
Shadera’s breath caught in her throat.
“Stop the car.” The words came out almost frantic before she had a chance to steady her voice.
Chapman glanced in the rearview mirror, seeking confirmation from Greyson, who nodded once.
The car slowed, pulling into a private entrance that bypassed the main security gate.
The vehicle glided through a decontamination chamber, then emerged inside the perimeter of the first dome.
Shadera stared at the abundance behind the glass, feeling something hollow open in her chest.
She had heard of these, of course. Everyone in the Boundary knew of the farming domes. But seeing them was different from hearing rumors. The sheer scale was overwhelming—acres of protected cropland, gleaming in the sun.
“Would you like to see inside?” Greyson asked softly.
Shadera nodded immediately.
She hadn’t noticed that Chapman had exited the car until her door swung open, the climate-controlled air hitting her skin with a pleasant warmth that reminded her of stories she’d been told about the world before—before the collapse, before New Found Haven, before everything went wrong.
The scent was what struck her next—clean soil, growing things, a sweetness she couldn’t identify.
Finally she exited the car as Greyson made his way around the back of it.
“This way,” Greyson said, tipping his head toward an entrance that connected directly to the main dome.
The doors slid open silently, and Shadera stopped in the threshold, momentarily stunned by what lay before her.
Fields.
Actual fields of crops, stretching farther than seemed possible in an enclosed space.
The dome’s transparent ceiling soared overhead, filtering sunlight to create perfect growing conditions.
Workers moved through rows of plants, tending, harvesting, pruning.
Every shade of green imaginable, punctuated by the colors of ripening fruits and vegetables.
She stepped forward slowly, reverently. Her palm pressed against the clear barrier that separated the viewing area from the fields themselves as her heart expanded then clenched in her chest.
The emotion that began to saturate her veins wasn’t anger this time, wasn’t rage. It was despair. There was food. There was so much food.
“This is just one of twelve domes,” Greyson said quietly, coming to stand beside her. “There are others for different climate needs, plus facilities for livestock.”
Shadera swallowed hard, her throat suddenly tight, a static beginning to buzz in her ears.
“Who are they?” she asked, nodding toward the workers.
“Cardinal residents. Specialized agricultural technicians.”
“Do they get to take any of this home to their families?”
Greyson’s silence was answer enough.
She turned to face him, the mask hiding the pain she knew was written all over her face but not the crack in her voice. “Why are you showing me all this?”
He didn’t answer immediately, his gaze fixed on the fields beyond the barrier. When he finally spoke, his voice was measured, careful. “In a few days you’ll be my wife. You’ll have a role to play in the Heart whether you like it or not. You should know the truth about what happens here.”
“The truth?” The rage was coming now. “The truth is—”
“I know the truth,” he cut her off, something hard entering his voice. “I’ve always known it and I am trying to change—” He stopped himself, as if he were about to say too much, show too much. “Knowing and changing are different matters entirely.”
Before she could respond, he was moving back toward the exit, his steps quick and purposeful.
Shadera followed, her mind racing to process everything she’d seen, everything he’d said.
He was hiding something crucial from her, she could feel it.
There was a current of anger running through him that she hadn’t expected—not defensive rage, but something deeper.
They returned to the car in silence and Chapman opened her door for her as Greyson slid in from the other side.
Something in that conversation had made him tense, had put him on edge.
His hand flexed against his knee as if he were trying to regain control of whatever emotion was sweeping through him.
She watched him bury it, could see it in his body as he slowly pushed it back down, swallowing every ounce of proof that it had ever been there.
He cleared his throat. “Next is the Entertainment District,” Greyson said as they passed through another checkpoint. His voice had returned to its neutral cadence, the momentary crack in his composure sealed over.
Here, the Heart’s aesthetics shifted. Still pristine, still controlled, but with a veneer of indulgence that hadn’t been present in the other districts.
Theaters, restaurants, private clubs, all designed with the same elegant restraint that characterized Heart architecture.
Signs glowed subtly, promising pleasures to those with access.
“This is where Callum works?” she asked.
Greyson nodded with a soft chuckle. “This is what Callum owns. His main establishment is in the back end of the district, but he owns everything in one way or another.”
“So, he just manages everything?” Shadera pressed.
“Officially you could say that. Unofficially . . . Let’s just say, outside of my father, he is the most dangerous man in the Heart.”
“I thought that was you, being the Executioner and all.”
Greyson glanced over at her. “No, the elites don’t fear me because it’s not them I kill on that platform. But Callum, he doesn’t need a platform to instill fear. The secrets he collects do that for him.”
Shadera found herself oddly curious about this man who seemed to move between worlds. “And you trust him with your secrets?”
There was no hesitation in Greyson’s answer. “I trust him with my life.”
She didn’t answer, just turned back to the window, and the car continued its circuit.
Shadera watched as people entered restaurants where a single meal would cost more than the rings saw in a month.
Watched couples disappearing into theaters, their masks glinting in the afternoon light.
Watched wealth and comfort parading itself while miles away, people were killing each other for credits.
“The Heart consumes,” she said softly, more to herself than to Greyson. “It takes and takes and gives nothing back.”
She turned to look at him again, studying the rigid line of his shoulders, the careful way he held himself while sitting beside her. “What’s your purpose in it?”
The question seemed to catch him off guard. He went still, his breathing changing slightly. “I was born to serve its function,” he finally said. “To maintain order.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
Their eyes met from behind their masks—hers challenging, his guarded.
“What’s your purpose, Greyson?” she asked again. “Not what you were born to do. What do you choose to do with the power you have?”
He stared at her for a long moment, as if he was calculating his answer. But then the car slowed, pulling up to another checkpoint, and the chance to get answers was shattered as he moved to roll down his window.
Shadera leaned back in her seat, watching him retreat behind his walls. It struck her suddenly that they’d spent hours together, traveled through the Heart’s most secure areas, engaged in conversations that bordered on treasonous—and not once had she actively plotted his death during that time.