Chapter 19 #2
His father sat at the head of the table like a king holding court, his golden mask catching light from the chandelier overhead.
His mother and sister on either side of him looking equally nervous.
Greyson felt Shadera’s subtle hesitation beside him, a fractional pause that only he would notice, before she straightened her spine and followed him into the room.
“Ah, my son arrives.” Maximus’s voice cut through the silence, measured and cold.
Maximus’s gaze fixed on Shadera, taking in the dress, the boots, her mask. His silence stretched long enough to become uncomfortable, a deliberate tactic Greyson had seen him employ countless times. Finally, he spoke.
“How fascinating.” Two words, dripping with disdain. “Please, sit.”
They took their places at the table, Greyson pulling out Shadera’s chair before seating himself between her and Lira.
Servants materialized from alcoves, silent and efficient as they poured wine and placed the first course. He watched Shadera from the corner of his eye, noting how she mirrored Lira’s movements, taking her cues on which utensils to use.
Smart. Adaptable. Dangerous.
“Your bride’s transformation is quite remarkable,” his father started, speaking as if Shadera was not sitting next to him. “One would almost forget she tried to put a bullet in your head no less than a week ago. Almost.”
Shadera’s hand tightened around her fork, and Greyson felt rather than saw her preparing a retort. He pressed his knee against hers beneath the table—a warning, a plea for caution.
“So, Miss Kael,” Maximus began, swirling wine in his glass. “I understand you’re quite accomplished in your field. Fourteen confirmed kills of Heart officials, if my intelligence is correct. Quite the résumé.”
Shadera’s knife paused above her plate. “It’s not, actually.” Her voice was cold, measured. “My numbers are much higher.”
Greyson tensed, but Maximus merely chuckled—a sound entirely devoid of humor. “A flaw in my system, I’ll have to investigate that.” He took a careful bite, chewed it thoroughly, then swallowed. “Tell me, how are you finding Heart hospitality compared to your accommodation in the Boundary?”
“It’s cleaner, I’ll admit,” Shadera replied casually. “The knives are sharper. The people, less so.”
Lira coughed quietly into her napkin, and Greyson caught the flash of what might have been amusement in her eyes. Maximus, however, didn’t react beyond a slight tilt of his head.
“Amusing,” he said, his tone suggesting it was anything but. “How do you think your lover is doing in your absence? Jameson Vine, I believe his name is?”
Greyson felt Shadera go perfectly still beside him, the name silencing her. He hadn’t known that name—hadn’t known there was someone specific in her life. The thought shouldn’t have bothered him. It did.
His father continued. “The Ghost is what they call him, isn’t it?”
Greyson’s stomach hollowed.
Ghost.
He hadn’t even considered the connection. He had never seen his face when they traded information, only ever received a name. Ghost—the rebel leader. His contact in the Boundary.
The tremor in his hand flared to life and he pushed his hand under the table to hide it as Shadera’s eyes slowly dragged toward his father.
“I don’t know who you’re talking about,” Shadera said, but the lie was transparent, her voice too controlled, too careful.
“Come now.” Maximus set down his fork. “Let’s not insult each other’s intelligence.”
The servers returned, clearing plates silently. Greyson watched Shadera’s profile, saw the muscle in her jaw flex and release, flex and release. Her own hand had disappeared beneath the table, and he suspected it was now curled into a fist on her thigh.
He wanted to reach for her. To let her know he was there, that violence here, in this room, wouldn’t get them anywhere but the platform. But he stayed still as his heart began to rapidly accelerate.
“I’m curious,” Maximus continued as the second course was served, “how he will react when he learns you are the Executioner’s whore.”
The slur landed directly in the center of Greyson’s chest as if it were lighting a fuse. Rage ignited outward, searing through his veins as Shadera shifted forward in her seat beside him, preparing to lunge.
Greyson spoke before she could move.
“Show her some respect,” he said, each word edged with warning.
“Respect.” His father tasted the word. “Like the respect you have shown me by letting her parade around the Heart, bringing her to my table in that abomination?” He gestured to the mask.
“I wanted something that would honor both traditions,” Lira spoke up smoothly. “The Heart’s masking laws and Shadera’s background.”
Maximus’s eyes shifted to Lira, who met his gaze without flinching. “Her background,” Maximus repeated. “Please, Ms. Kael, do tell us about your background. I’m sure my wife would be fascinated to hear how the less fortunate manage.”
Elara’s mask turned toward Shadera, but she remained silent, her hands perfectly still on the table. Greyson had long ago stopped trying to interpret his mother’s silence—whether it was agreement, fear, or self-preservation.
“It’s difficult,” Shadera answered carefully. “Resources are limited.”
“By design.” Maximus nodded casually as if that fact wouldn’t enrage her. “Limited resources create dependence. Dependence creates control. Surely, as a Daggermouth, you understand the value of control?”
Greyson watched Shadera’s throat work as she swallowed. “I understand plenty. I understand that while the Boundary starves, while the Cardinal is worked like slaves so the elite don’t have to lift a finger, the Heart bathes in unnecessary luxury, in excess.”
Greyson sucked in a sharp breath. Don’t rise to it, he silently willed her. It’s what he wants.
“Ah, the typical Boundary perspective,” Maximus sighed. “Resources must be managed. Distributed according to contribution. What exactly does the Boundary contribute, beyond violence and discontent?”
“Contribution?” Shadera shot back. “You’ve created an artificial scarcity to—”
“I’ve created order from chaos,” Maximus cut her off, his voice hardening. “Before the Serel regime, do you know what New Found Haven was? Warring factions. Overpopulation. We brought stability.”
“You brought subjugation.”
Shadera’s fork clattered against her plate as she set it down too forcefully.
Greyson saw his father’s eyes narrow—a predator sensing weakness.
Greyson’s fork was in his hand and underneath the table before he realized he was reacting, lodging its tines into her thigh to stop her from provoking him further.
Her body went rigid, her breath catching, but she didn’t cry out. Her eyes flashed to his, murderous behind her mask. She fell silent as she reached down, pulled the fork from her flesh, and used it to take her next bite.
“Now,” his father started again. “Back to this mask. Do you understand the position you’ve put me in? Either I publicly support this flagrant disregard for Heart policy, or I admit I cannot control my own family.”
“We could never have that,” Lira mumbled under her breath, sarcasm thick.
“What did you say to me?” Maximus snarled at her.
“I thought you would like it,” Greyson spoke up quickly, redirecting his father’s rage. “An act of unity with my soon-to-be wife wearing my mark.”
The air in the room had shifted, a subtle but palpable change that even the servants seemed to notice, their movements becoming more cautious at the threshold between rooms.
Maximus’s hand tightened around his wineglass, and for a moment, Greyson thought it might shatter. “An interesting perspective. Though I wonder if that’s how the general public will perceive it.”
“Isn’t that what Lira is for?” Greyson asked carefully. “To ensure the public perceives exactly what you want them to?”
A flash of something—approval, perhaps, or simply acknowledgment—crossed his father’s eyes. “Indeed. Though I question whether this particular narrative can be shaped to my advantage.”
“It can,” Lira said. “I’ve already begun drafting the announcement. The mask will be presented as a symbol of Shadera’s new allegiance, her embrace of Heart traditions modified to honor her life in the Boundary. To show that the rings can be unified.”
Maximus considered this, head tilted slightly. Then he turned back to Shadera. “And what of your Boundary allegiances? What of your Daggermouth loyalties? Can they be so easily discarded for a pretty dress and a comfortable apartment?”
Shadera’s back straightened, her chin lifting. “Nothing about my current situation is comfortable.”
“No?” Maximus’s voice took on the deceptively gentle tone that had always preceded his worst cruelties when Greyson was a child. “Not even my son’s bed?”
“Father,” Greyson snapped, unable to contain himself any longer.
“Are you protecting this trash?” Maximus’s laugh was cold, cutting. “The scum that tried to murder you? Whose clan killed your brother, my son? How far you have fallen. How disappointingly weak you’ve become.”
“Treating people with basic dignity isn’t weakness,” Greyson countered, trying to rein in his hatred. “Something you’ve never understood.”
“You presume to tell me what I do and do not understand?” His father rose slightly in his chair, leaning forward. “You, who have accomplished nothing beyond what I have given you? You, who exist at my pleasure, who hold power only because I allow it?”
The familiar litany of inadequacy washed over Greyson like acid rain, burning in old scars, festering in wounds that had never truly healed. He felt himself shrinking beneath it, felt the child in him wanting to bow his head, to apologize, to do anything to make the criticism stop.
But he wasn’t a child anymore. He was the only person that could stand between his father and his mother, his sister, and now Shadera. He opened his mouth to speak, but it was too late.