Dangerous Secrets (Payback Mountain #1)
Chapter One
Walker took the turn off the highway,
passing the sign welcoming him to the town of Sisters, California.
The irony wasn’t lost on him. There’d be no welcome mat laid out by
the town leaders. In fact, if they’d known he was coming back,
they’d’ve likely blocked the highway. But they didn’t so they
hadn’t, and here he was ready to stir things up. He’d done his
damnedest to stay away from the people who lived in this valley,
but unfinished business and the need for home had drawn him back.
Now they’d have to deal with him.
For the past six years he’d
crisscrossed the country, checking in with his grandfather and
brother every month or so, working one odd job after another, and
never staying put more than seven or eight months before an itch
had him moving on. Circumstances had changed and now he was done
with all that. Coming home meant ripping the scabs off old wounds.
Maybe it was what was needed for them to heal properly.
A whine came from the passenger seat.
Without taking his eyes off the road, he reached out to pet the
little dog buckled into his harness. “You gotta pee, I know. Almost
there. You’ll be out of the truck in ten minutes.”
He hadn’t meant to keep the stray
who’d shown up at his door two years ago, but he couldn’t let the
scraggly mutt starve so he’d fed him. He’d been in Alberta then,
and since it got miserably cold in the mountains, and the dog had
looked so damned pathetic, he’d let him in at night. Then when it
was time to move on, he could hardly leave the dog behind. So here
he was, coming home with a not quite brown, not quite gray,
bug-eyed, butt-ugly dog.
The town sign read
Welcome to Sisters in
loopy script. It stood next to a trio of tall pines and a
house-size boulder that forced a curve in the road. Passing the
familiar landmarks smoothed out some of the rough edges he’d been
feeling.
He’d gotten used to living among
strangers, never staying in any one place long enough to really
connect. This town, in the shadow of Payback Mountain, held
memories that meant something. He pressed his foot harder on the
gas pedal, the sense of urgency that’d been dogging him for days
suddenly sharper.
He’d left the lousy roadside motel
south of Seattle at four that morning, sped through Oregon, and hit
the California border around noon. Now at a little past sundown his
eyes felt gritty, and a burning in his gut told him the burger he’d
grabbed at a truck stop a few hours back had been a bad
idea.
He’d been planning on returning home
when he’d gotten the call from his brother that’d hit him like a
sucker punch to the face. Their grandfather was dying. Walker had
tied up loose ends as quickly as he could, stuffed the few things
he cared about into his truck, figured out a dog restraint so if he
crashed, Bud wouldn’t get pitched through the windscreen, and
started driving.
He sighed heavily as he thought of his
grandfather. The man had been a giant in his life. James McGrath
had stepped in to raise Walker and Sawyer when their parents had
been killed in a stupid freak accident. A tree had fallen during a
heavy rainstorm, its trunk landing squarely across the front
windshield, killing his parents but sparing the two boys in the
back. It couldn’t’ve been easy taking on two half-grown,
grief-stricken kids, but that’s what James had done.
Now the time Walker had missed with
Pop was another weight to add to the load of guilt he
carried.
Laney sure as hell wouldn’t be
welcoming him back home. His mind pulled up the memory of her
standing outside the prison gate when he’d finally walked out a
free man. After being given the balance of his commissary account,
and waiting through the excruciatingly slow process to be released,
he’d walked out of prison with no plan except to get as far away as
he could from the seven by ten cell he’d been caged in.
The prison van was supposed to take
him and the other releasees to the Greyhound station, with a stop
in a parking lot for those lucky enough to have people who cared
enough to pick them up.
Then his name had been called. He’d
told his brother and grandfather he didn’t want them to come. No
one should be there for him, but he’d stepped out of the prison’s
van and there she’d been. Delaney Bryant with her sky-blue eyes
that’d always sucked him in. Seeing her had nearly brought him to
his knees. And true to form, he’d done what worked when forced to
deal with the shitload of emotions it seemed his fate to carry
around. He pushed his feelings for her down and walled them off
until they no longer threatened to destroy him.
She’d been standing next to Pop’s old
pickup, her fingers fiddling with the keys, her blue eyes shifting
from side to side. She’d worn white shorts and a flowered top. Her
long arms and legs bared in the summer heat of the Central Valley.
He’d thought she looked as fresh as a spring meadow and he’d been
fucking furious.
Laney had no business being anywhere
near that hellhole.
She’d put her nerves aside and had
rushed to him, her smile wide and her eyes shining. She’d wrapped
him in her arms, pulling him into a hug he’d felt down to his
bones. He’d have to have been dead not to hold her close, to bury
his face in her hair, to breathe in the essence that was
her.
But he wore prison like a stain and if
she was with him, that stain would spread to her. It didn’t matter
that all charges against him had been dismissed and his record had
been wiped clean. He hadn’t wanted her to see the prison, to be in
any way associated with it.
Even doing something decent like
picking him up would make people think differently about her. He’d
forced himself to push her back, to set her away from him, and told
himself she’d get over the hurt clouding those baby
blues.
Anxious to get away before he ruined
her, he’d turned around to find the van had already driven away,
and once again, choice was taken from him. He’d let her drive him
home to Sisters, not responding to her repeated attempts to draw
him into conversation. He’d spent that night talking with his
grandfather and brother, then, like an asshole, had left at first
light without a word to her.
Pop had signed over the pink slip of
his pickup, the same one Walker still drove, and he’d taken off to
parts unknown.
He’d hit the highway and couldn’t put
the miles behind him fast enough. In prison he’d been a caged
animal. He’d never felt safe and had to watch his back every damn
minute. When he’d walked out, all he’d been able to think was that
he needed to be free, someplace with no walls and an endless sky
where he could breathe.
He told himself that him being gone
was better for Laney. Safer. He’d taken off, first south through
the deserts of Arizona and New Mexico, then east over plains and
mountains. He’d avoided the interstates, traveling the blue
highways, the ones winding across the map pages through
out-of-the-way towns and limitless back country.
Often as not he’d slept under the
stars. It hadn’t been until he hit the Atlantic that he’d stopped.
If he could have driven over the ocean, he’d have done that
too.
Instead, he’d spent five months as a
waterman on a crabbing skiff on the Chesapeake Bay. That had been
the beginning of what, when he was being introspective, he termed
his years of solitude.
In those years he’d found he liked the
north best. He’d worked at an airport in Maine where he’d learned
to fly small planes, at a logging camp in Oregon where he’d been
taught to fell tall trees without killing himself, and eventually
landed in Alaska operating a fishing boat in the gulf.
Wildness appealed to him. He figured
if he hadn’t decided his wandering was over and gotten the call
from Sawyer, he might’ve pulled up stakes again and ended up
crossing the Bering Strait and the Russians would have picked him
up.
But now he was back, and there was
going to be a reckoning. Those responsible for his wrongful
conviction would pay for their crimes.
Tall pines whizzed past in
the purple twilight. He eased up a bit on the speed when he spotted
a couple deer grazing on the side of the road. He also spotted the
white SUV with El Dorado County Sheriff emblazoned on the side
passing him going the other way. He tightened his grip on the
steering wheel when the rearview mirror showed the SUV pulling a
U-turn. Shit. It
passed a slow-moving van and edged in behind Walker’s pickup. He
let loose with a string of profanity. There was no surprise when a
red light joined the headlights shining in his rearview
mirror.
Blinker on, he pulled carefully to the
side of the road, turned off the engine, cranked down the window,
and then rested his hands on the steering wheel so they were
clearly visible. No use getting himself shot dead before he even
got to town. Cars sped by, stirring the cool air. He watched in the
side mirror as the officer exited the patrol vehicle and
approached, silhouetted against the cruiser’s
headlights.
Walker narrowed his eyes.
“License and registration,
asshole.”
“Fuck you.”
“Wrong answer. Exit the
vehicle slowly, keep your hands where I can see them.”
The dog growled low in his
throat.
“Easy there,
Bud.”
Walker pushed open the door and stood
in front of the officer, shoving his hands deep in his pockets. In
the glow cast from the interior of his truck he saw a grin split
the officer’s face. A moment later Walker was pulled into a tight
embrace. He pulled his hands from his pockets to return it. When he
was released, his brother kept a grip on his shoulder.
“Christ, it’s good to see
you. I’d know that pickup anywhere. What took you so
long?”
“Had some shit to tie up,
and it’s a long drive from Alaska. I’m here now.” He fingered
Sawyer’s sleeve. “Got some stripes there, Deputy.”
“That’s lieutenant to you,
son.” Sawyer must have read Walker’s expression correctly because