Chapter 15
IT WAS THE COUNTRY OF HER BLOOD, AND AS SHE WATCHED it rise and fall and spread outside the truck window, Iona understood it was the country of her heart.
It settled into her like a sip of whiskey on a cold night, warm and comforting.
Green hills rolled under a sky layered with clouds, stacked like sheets of linen.
The sun shimmered through them, making intermittent swirls of blue luminous as opals.
Fat cows and woolly sheep dotted emerald fields bisected with rough hedgerows or silvery gray rock walls.
Farmhouses, barns, pretty little cottages scattered over the land with postcard charm as the road twisted and curved. Dooryard gardens reached for spring, with brave blooms opening in wild blues, sassy oranges, delicate whites, topped here and there by the heralding trumpets of daffodils.
She would have spring in Ireland, Iona thought, the first of a lifetime. And like those brave flowers, she determined to bloom.
The road might turn, curve out like a tunnel with high, high hedgerows of wild fuchsia hugging the sides of the twists, the turns with their blooms dripping like drops of blood. Then the world opened again to the hills, the fields, and, thrillingly, the shadows of mountains.
“How do you stand it?” Iona wondered. “Doesn’t it constantly dazzle your eyes, take your breath, make your heart ache?”
“It’s home,” Boyle said simply. “There’s nowhere I’d rather be. It suits me.”
“Oh, me, too.” And finally, she thought, she felt she suited it.
The wind kicked, and a splatter of rain struck the windshield. Then the sun ran behind it to turn the drops into tiny rainbows.
Magick, Iona thought, simple and mysterious.
As was Ballintubber Abbey.
Its clean lines lent a quiet dignity to the old gray stone. It made its home on pretty grounds backed with fields of sheep spread before the green hills, the loom of mountains.
Simple grandeur, she thought, finding the oxymoron the perfect description of the ancient and the life going quietly on around it. She climbed out of the truck to study the pathways, the gardens defying winter’s last shivers, and smiled as the breeze carried the baaing of sheep.
She thought she could sit on the grass and spend an entire day happily just looking, just listening.
“I suppose you’ll be wanting the history of the place.”
She’d read some of it in her guide, but enjoyed the idea of Boyle giving her his take.
“I wouldn’t mind.”
“Well, it was Conchobair who built it—Cathal Mor of the wine-red hand, of the O’Connor clan, so he’d be one of yours.”
“Oh. Of course.” How deep her blood ran here, she thought. And how marvelous was that? “Like Ashford, before the Burkes won it.”
“There you are. Back in 1216 it was. I know the date, as they’re after restoring the east wing, I think it is, for its eight-hundred-year celebration.
And so the legend—or one of them—says while Cathal was the son of King Turloch, he was forced to flee from Turloch’s queen, and spend some time laboring and in hiding before he took the throne.
And there was a man who treated him kindly, and Cathal, now king, asked him what he could do to repay him.
It was a church that the man, now old, wanted, in Ballintubber, and so Cathal ordered it built. ”
They walked the path as he told the tale, with his voice rising and falling on the words, the sheep baaing their chorus. Ridiculously happy, Iona took Boyle’s hand to link them, to seal the moments.
“After some years, the king saw the old man again, and was scolded for not keeping his word. It seems the church had been built right enough, but in Roscommon.”
Laughing, Iona looked up at him. “Oops.”
“So you could say. But Cathal ordered another church built, and it came to be Ballintubber Abbey.”
“A man of his word.”
“So it’s said.”
“I like knowing I have a grateful and honest king in my ancestry.”
“And it’s a lasting legacy, as it’s said to be the only church in Ireland founded by an Irish king and still in use.”
“I think that’s wonderful. People too often knock down the old for the new instead of understanding that legacy.”
“What comes before now matters,” he said simply. “Pierce Brosnan was married here a few years back, and that’s been a newer claim to fame. Older it’s the start of Tórchar Phádraig.”
“The pilgrimage route to Saint Patrick’s mountain. I’ve read about that.”
“It’s also said Seán na Sagart, who was a nefarious priest hunter, is buried in the cemetery here. There.” Boyle lifted his hand to point to a large tree. “So it’s said.”
“It’s a good place. Clean, powerful. And I feel this recognition somewhere deep, this connection. Is that weird?”
He only shrugged. “Your blood built it.”
“So you made it our first stop.” Smiling, she leaned her head against his arm. “Thanks.” She glanced down at an old, pitted stone and its carving. “The Crowning?”
“Oh well, they’ve more than the abbey, and the graves and such. That’s part of the Stations. They’ve added that, a Rosary Walk, and over there, a little cave that’s fashioned as a stable, for the Nativity. It’s a bit odd.”
“It’s wonderful.” Tugging his hand she followed the path, finding other stones and markers among the trim and pretty gardens. “It’s so abstract, so contemporary, and a really creative contrast against the antiquity.”
She paused at a little stream, its bank blanketed with low, spreading bushes as it rose to rough stones. Three crosses topped it to represent the Crucifixion.
“It should be sad, and I know it should be reverent. It is, but it’s more . . . compelling. And then this.” She stepped into the cave to look over the statues of Mary, Joseph, the Baby Jesus. “It’s wonderful, too—sweet and a little kitschy. I think Cathal would like what’s been done.”
“He’s made no objections that I know of.”
They went inside, and there she found hushed reverence.
“The Cromwellians set fire to the place,” Boyle told her. “You can see from the ruins outside the monastery that the quarters and such fell. But the church stood, and still does. The baptismal area there, they say, is a thousand years old.”
“It’s comforting, isn’t it, to know the things we build can survive. It’s beautiful. The stained glass, the stone.”
The way her footsteps echoed in the quiet only added to the atmosphere.
“You know a lot about it,” she commented. “Did you study up?”
“Didn’t have to. I had an uncle worked here on some of the repairs and improvements.”
“So my blood built it, and yours helped keep it. That’s another connection.”
“True enough. And I’ve had two cousins and a couple of mates married here, so I’ve been around and about it a few times.”
“It’s a good place for a wedding. The continuity, the care, the respect. And the romance—tales of kings and priest hunters, Cromwellians and James Bond.”
He laughed at that, but she only smiled. She felt something here. A kinship, a recognition, and now a kind of knowing.
She’d come here before, she realized, or her blood had come.
To sit, perhaps, in that quiet reverence.
“Candles and flowers, light and scent. And music. Women in pretty dresses and handsome men.” She wandered again, painting it in her mind. “A fretful baby being soothed, a shuffle of feet. Joy, anticipation, and love making a promise. Yes, it’s a good place for a wedding.”
She wanted it for hers, this place of age and contrast and endurance.
She went back to him, took his hand again. “Promises made here would matter, and they’d hold, if the ones making them believed it.”
Back outside she wandered the ruins, brushing her fingers over old stone, moved through the cemetery where the long dead rested.
She took pictures to mark the day and, though he grumbled about it, persuaded Boyle to pose with her as she took a self-portrait with her cell phone.
“I’ll send it to my Nan,” she told him. “She’ll get a kick out of seeing . . .”
“What is it?”
“I . . . The light. Do you see it?” She held out the phone to him.
On the screen they posed with her head tipped to his shoulder. She smiled, easy, and Boyle more soberly.
And light, white as candle wax, surrounded them.
“The angle maybe. A flash from the sun.”
“You know it’s not.”
“It’s not, no,” he admitted.
“It’s this place,” she murmured. “Founded by my blood, kept by yours—that’s part of it. It’s a good place, a strong place. A safe one. I think they came here, the three. And others that came from them. Now me. I feel . . . welcome here. It’s a good light, Boyle. It’s good magick.”
She took his hand, studying the back of it where dark magick had spilled blood.
“Connor said it was clean,” he reminded her.
“Yeah. Light banishes shadows. Meara was right about that.” Still holding his hand, she looked into his eyes. “But like promises made, the light has to believe it.”
“And do you?”
“I do.” She lifted her free hand to his face, rose on her toes to brush her lips to his.
She believed it. Deep down in her belly she carried faith and resolve. And her heart came to accept what she understood as she’d walked with him along the paths and tidy gardens that opened for spring, among the spirits and the legends, into the promise kept by one of hers.
She loved. At last. Loved as she’d always hoped. He was her once in a lifetime. And with him she had to learn patience, and hold only to that faith as well. The faith that he would love as she loved.
She put on her best smile. “What’s next?”
“Well there’s the Ross Abbey. Actually, it’s a friary. Ross Errilly. It’s not far, and you’d probably like to poke about in it.”
“Bring it on.”
She glanced around as they walked to the truck, and knew she’d come back. Maybe to walk the Stations or just stand in the breeze and look out at the fields.
She’d come back, as her blood had come.
But now, as he drove away, she looked forward.