14. Chapter Fourteen #2
But I can’t hide the pleasure inside of me as he brings our bodies flush together. In one motion, Nico sits down and settles me on his lap. My legs spread on either side of him.
This new position allows him to sink even deeper inside of me. It gives me some control.
I settle my hands on his shoulders. “I don’t know what to do,” I admit.
“Just trust your instincts.” He wraps his hands around my hips and rocks me back and forth on his cock. I grind my hips down. It’s what feels natural.
“Oh,” I moan, dropping my head back. I never knew sex could be this freeing. This electrifying. So consuming.
Nico kisses along my exposed neck, sending goosebumps right up my body. “Feel me inside of you.”
“I do,” I gasp.
He grips the back of my head and lifts it up so we’re eye to eye.
Our noses are touching and our lips are so close to kissing but we don’t.
Instead, we continue to make eye contact as our bodies move together.
It’s more intimate than anything I’ve ever experienced, including Nico’s mouth between my legs.
Staring into Nico’s eyes makes us connected in a way that will be impossible to break. I’m letting myself get lost in him, even after he almost killed my sister. It’s messed up but it’s how I feel. That’s the power he has over me.
Nico helps me move my hips faster and faster and faster. Our pace becomes frantic. Both of us have been waiting for this moment – even if I pretended I didn’t want this – for so long that now we can’t control ourselves.
With a groan, he presses me onto my back and holds my legs by his hips and really thrusts into me. It’s rough and frantic and wild.
It’s perfect.
That’s why I can’t stop myself when my next release hits me. “Nico,” I cry out his name.
It spurs him on and he really takes me like he’s been wanting to. Every thrust of his hips brings me to new heights of pleasure as my orgasm courses over my body.
His gaze pins me to the bed. “You are mine,” he grunts right before his own release consumes him too. I’ve never seen Nico tremble and lose control like this. Not even when I put my mouth on him.
He shudders once more before relaxing and placing his forearms by my head, keeping his weight off me.
We both catch our breath as our eyes lock once again.
“I knew I could get you to scream my name,” he murmurs, kissing along my neck.
“I didn’t scream your name. I only said it.”
“Sounded like a scream to me.”
I gently nudge him off me and he rolls onto his back. Soreness is already spreading through my body but it’s a good kind of sore. It’s the kind that makes a person want to come back for more.
“So, how was that for you?” Nico asks, placing his arm behind his head, making his bicep flex. Of course, it only makes him more handsome.
“I don’t want to feed into your ego too much.”
“Come on. You can tell me.”
I avert my eyes as I answer him. “It was…”
“Yes?”
“Great, ok? It was great.”
Nico laughs as he pulls me into his arms. The sound is like warm water when you’re taking a bath. It sounds like home.
“I’m glad I could please you,” he teases. “Just tell me whenever you’re ready for round two.”
“Oh no. You’re not getting me right away again. I have to make you wait for it.”
“You’re being mean.”
I poke him in the chest. “You’re the mean one.”
“If that’s the case, then why are you snuggling against me?”
I pause and realize I’m doing exactly that. “You’re so full of yourself,” I say, pushing away from him.
“Come back here,” he growls in a lighthearted way. I laugh as he wraps his arms back around me. “Let me hold you. I don’t want to lose you, Sasha. Stop running from me.”
Laying in Nico’s arms makes it easy to never want to leave him again.
But I know my life – and my feelings – are not that simple.
Natalya
I’m shaken when I enter my house. Nico almost killed me and he took my sister back with him. I failed her. Again.
When Mikhail returns home, I run into his arms and break down in tears.
“Baby? What’s wrong?” He holds me closer, right where I know I belong.
“Sasha is back in the city,” I say, wiping at my eyes. “I tried to save her, Mikhail but Nico found us.”
“Are you ok?”
“I’m not hurt. But… he did try to kill me.”
“What? That motherfucker.”
“Sasha stopped it. He just took her away before I could do anything. You have to get her back for me, Mikhail. Please. It’s killing me knowing she’s in danger with Nico. Please. Save her.”
“Nico’s house is swarming with guards. It’s impossible to get to her. But I will kill him for trying to hurt you. That I can promise.”
I shiver at his words. “What are you going to do?”
“I’m doing what I’ve needed to do for a long time. Just trust me to handle this. The less you know, the better.”
I grab his hand before he can walk away. “Just promise me Sasha won’t get hurt in your quest for revenge against Nico.”
He hesitates and that tells me everything I need to know. “I have to kill Nico. You just told me he tried to kill you.”
“Nico’s death isn’t worth it if Sasha winds up hurt. You understand that, right?”
Mikhail cups my face harder than he ever has before.
“I will not lose you to him. He does not get the right to hurt you. I am going to kill him.” With those chilling words, Mikhail walks down the hallway.
I flinch when I hear his office door slam shut.
Whenever he’s in his office, he’s working, meaning he’s planning something. A way to kill Nico.
I wanted my husband to help me save my sister and now I’m worried I just made it worse.
If Sasha gets hurt because of Mikhail’s wrath, I won’t be able to look at myself in the mirror ever again.
Did I just sign my own sister’s death warrant?