19. Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Nineteen
Adrien
K issing Ana just feels right . Like I’m returning home from a war. Like she could be the person I spend my forever with. I never thought I would want to be monogamous with one woman but Ana has proven me wrong.
After almost losing her, I know I want her. It’s not just about sex. I want all of her. If I’m being honest, holding myself back from love was always tiring. Never allowing myself to get close to anybody before was a lonely existence.
But I don’t feel lonely anymore.
Ana lets out a soft moan as she arches into me. I still remember what she tasted like on my tongue. Now, I want to claim all of her, including her heart.
I sit up and help her lift her summer dress off. She winces slightly when I brush her arm.
“It’s still sore,” she says.
“Then I’ll make sure I’m careful.”
I make quick work of her bra and the sight of her in nothing but her panties makes me hard beyond belief. I need her now. All of her.
I kiss down her body to her stomach. Ana arches and rolls her hips around, clearly desperate for this. I know how badly she’s wanted an adventure since we first met. Well, now she’s finally getting it.
It just took me a minute to catch up.
I pull her panties down and lay a kiss to each of her thighs before pressing my hand between her legs. The soft moan that escapes her mouth makes my cock grow even harder. I can feel the wetness seeping out of her pussy. She wants this as badly as I do.
I run my fingers over her clit. Over and over and over. Ana continues to moan and arch her hips into my hand, seeking more.
“I’ve got you, baby.” I murmur. “I’ve got you.” I press down right on her nub and it’s enough to make Ana tremble as her orgasm hits her.
There’s a desperation to her cry. Tears fill her eyes but she blinks them away before they can fall.
“I’ve needed this,” she admits. “Needed you to try with me.”
“I’m not going to stop trying,” I promise. And I mean it. I was being a stubborn asshole when it came to my emotions. But the worst happened. Ana could have died but she didn’t. I still have her with me. I can allow myself to fall in love with her.
After standing up, I strip my own clothes off. Ana’s eyes fall right to my cock and widen slightly. For all her bravado, she’s never experienced this before. I love being her first and I love knowing I’ll be her last.
I settle myself between her hips. My hard cock brushes against her inner thigh, desperate to enter her. But I can’t just fuck her like I have with other women in the past. This moment is more than fucking. It’s a moment of promises where we’re going to choose to love each other.
“Ready for me?” I ask in a strained voice.
“Yes.” No hesitation.
I wrap my arms around her body and pull her flush to me. Our eyes lock. I don’t want to look away from her as I truly show her what pleasure can do. As I choose to love her.
I line my cock up to her entrance and gently thrust my hips forward. Ana clings to my shoulders, crying out as I settle myself fully inside of her. I can’t stop my own groan from escaping my mouth.
“God, you feel so good,” I say, giving her a kiss on the forehead. I’m never tender like this. But with Ana, I can be. I can choose to be.
“Take me,” she says. “Please.”
I roll my hips around. My cock presses against all of her inner walls. Our chests our flush together. Our eyes never leave each other’s gazes.
The more I begin to move, the more Ana responds. She matches my pace, bringing her hips up as I bring mine down. Together, we find a perfect rhythm that works for us.
She clings to my back like she’s scared I’ll leave her and I understand why. I didn’t show up as a husband when we first met. I didn’t care at all for love. Marriage was just a business prospect.
But with Ana, marriage has become more. It has become about love. I know in my heart that I don’t want to ever lose her.
I never thought this would be possible for me but here I am. All I had to do was learn to trust.
Ana was ready for an adventure and I’m ready to go on it with her.
I grind my hips down, entering her further. The choked cry that escapes her is sexy. She’s letting herself get lost in the pleasure. Lost in me. Lost in us.
I interlace our fingers together and bring her hands above her head as I thrust into her. This isn’t rough fucking. This is lovemaking. I’ve never experienced that before.
I guess there’s a first time for anything.
“Come for me again,” I groan out, moving into her fast. Ana clamps her legs around my waist. Her soft moans spur me on harder. “I need it. Ana, please.” Never have I sounded more desperate.
With a gasp, Ana shudders her second release of the night and I follow right behind her.
I groan into her neck as I catch my breath. She wraps her arms back around me, pulling me in closer. I hold her tight.
It seems that neither one of us wants to let the other one go just yet.
“Was that the adventure you were looking for?” I ask her.
She laughs softly. “It was. Let me love you, Adrien. Let me be in love with you.”
I look into her eyes and smile. Everything in my gut tells me that this is right. “Then let me love you too.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.” Nothing has ever felt more right to say.