Devon
The muffled creaks and moans in the house are a stark contrast to the groans and humming of men and pipes. The large open space in the bedroom makes me feel exposed, and I fight the urge to change the layout of the furniture. My back won’t be vulnerable if the bed is farther from the door.
It’s only been a few weeks out of lockup, and I can hardly expect my body to unlearn years of conditioning. A part of me is waiting for the other shoe to drop, looking over my shoulder as if someone is going to grab me and shove me back into my cell.
My whole body tenses when the click of the door opening echoes in the dark room.
“?” Cami whispers, and I only relax a smidge as I raise onto my elbows. Squinting, I try to make out her form lingering in the doorway.
“Yeah?”
She walks in, closing it softly behind her, and her padded footsteps are barely audible as she approaches me. The bed jostles slightly as she climbs onto the mattress, and my stomach contracts sharply when her hands brush against my side. She settles on the pillow next to me, holding her hands under her head as she stares at me.
I turn to face her, grabbing onto her thigh and pulling her closer to me. “What are you doing?”
“I missed you,” she says.
Smiling, I glide my hand up to her ass and knead it. “It’s only been a few hours since dinner.”
She scoots closer, her fingers caressing the collar of my t-shirt. “No, I missed you. ”
“Oh, you want my dick?”
When she tries to jerk back at my words, I pull her in and kiss down her neck. She lets out a breathy sigh and arches into my lips. “Yeah, you want my dick. Don’t you?” I tease her.
“, please…”
I kiss her, my hands slipping under the large t-shirt she has on and squeeze the flesh on her hips. Cami gasps into my mouth when I slide a finger along her wet slit, and then into her drenched pussy.
Turning her onto her back, I lift myself above her on one hand, fucking her with my other. My hips settle between her parted legs. I envisioned her under me like this a million times. Our kiss deepens as she rocks her hips onto my fingers.
She pulls her mouth away, gasping for breath as my thumb circles her clit. I don’t look away from her face as her cheeks turn red, her mouth parts, and her pussy clamps down. A little moan escapes her throat as she comes.
“So fucking responsive,” I mutter, watching her with awe.
Her eyes flutter open to meet mine, and her lips curve in a satisfied smile. “You’ve trained me well.”
“Hmm.” I pull my fingers out, sucking them into my mouth and devouring the taste of her.
She pushes at my chest, and my eyebrows knot in confusion.
“Lay down,” she instructs.
I do what she asks, and my cock hardens further as she straddles my thighs.
“I’ve always wanted to do this to you,” Cami whispers, pulling my shorts down and wrapping her hand around my shaft. She scoots down so her face lines up with my groin. My breath stops at the first swipe of her hot tongue.
I throw my arm over my eyes, focusing on the feel of her mouth on my cock. It’s something I’ve fantasized about almost every night for years. The image of her puffy lips stretched over my shaft, the sound of her gags as I shoved myself down her throat, and the tears that would track down her face as she took it.
Her tongue runs up my entire length, making me let out a shaky breath as she sucks the tip of me between her lips.
“Just like that, baby,” I say with a whispered moan. Her tiny hand wraps around my base, stroking up as she tongues around my crown. Her cheeks hollow as she tries suck me down. She can’t take me very far, but even a small amount of her mouth is heaven.
Her nails drag down and glide against my balls. I jerk my hips up, shuddering at the pleasure of her touch. It pushes my cock deeper into her throat and she gags, pulling away quickly.
“Sorry, baby. It felt too good,” I say, cupping her cheek and bringing her towards me so I can kiss her. Cami moves up my body, straddling my lap as our kiss deepens and my fingers tangle in her hair.
Her slick pussy rubs against my length, drenching me with her wetness. I thrust up against her, my tip sliding along her folds. When our next movement has my dick bumping into her swollen clit, she pulls back with a cry.
“Inside me,” she gasps out.
I pull the shirt off her, baring my favorite tits to me. Kneading them in my palms, I ignore her request for a moment.
Cami lets out a whine. Her hands slide between us and grip my cock. She lifts onto her knees, glancing down at my lap as she lines me up at her entrance and sinks down. My fingers squeeze her breasts as my eyes roll back in my head. I’ll never get over the feeling of her tight, warm pussy wrapped around my cock.
“Oh god. It feels—” She chokes on the rest of her sentence as I grab her waist and impale her the rest of the way. Her body shudders as she’s forced to stretch to take me, and I feel her walls pulsing with resistance.
Sliding my hold down to her hips, I guide her up and down my cock. Her eyes roll back and she leans forward, nails digging into my chest. She lets out a whimper when I thrust up again, pushing till I reach the end of her. Cami tries to keep pace, rocking her hips in uncoordinated jerks.
“Just let me fuck you,” I growl, wanting to turn her over and fuck her till she passes out.
Cami’s hooded eyes lift to mine up, her nails pinching at my skin. “I want—I’m going to…”
Her pussy tightens its hold on me, and I groan. I pull her down till her ass is flush with my pelvis.
“You want my cum, huh? You want me to fill your cunt with my seed. Put my baby in you,” I grit out, thrusting harder.
She cries out, and the pulsing of her snug walls around my cock makes my breath catch as she rides out her orgasm. I struggle to not follow her over the edge as I hold on to her hips hard enough there’s no way she won’t bruise.
When her eyes flutter open, I flip her onto her back and pull her thigh over my hip as I start to pound into her. Her mouth parts, body trembles, and breasts bounce with each thrust.
My hand falls to her lower stomach, pressing down on it as I fuck her. “I’m going to fill your womb, Cami. I’m going to make you mine . This belly is going to swell with my kid, and my kid only.”
I bury myself till my balls press hard into her ass, and then I unleash wave after wave of my cum. There’s so much of it that it starts to leak out around us, but my cock doesn’t stop, throbbing with each spurt that spills inside her. I collapse over her, barely catching my weight and falling over to my side.
My chest is heaving, my heart beating wildly as I take in large gasps of air. I’ve never come so hard in my life. We lie there for a moment, our soft pants the only noise in the room as the chilling night starts to seep over our slick bodies. Cami shivers next to me and grabs for the sheet, pulling it over us as she moves closer to me.
Her head rests on my arm, and her face is buried in my ribs. I stare up at the ceiling, stiff and uncomfortable as I try not to move. Her breathing shallows and I know she’s falling asleep. I only fucked two other women before I got incarcerated, and both times I didn’t mind when they stayed over. But now, Cami’s presence next to me is hard to adjust to.
I’m not sure how long we stay like that before I finally relax enough to fall asleep with her. It only feels like a few minutes since I closed my eyes when I’m jostled awake.
A body shifts next to me and I sit up quickly, disentangling myself from the limbs clinging to me. I push at the body, and a soft cry barely pierces the blood pounding in my ears as I jump off the bed. Stumbling into the dresser at my back, I grab the first thing my hands touch and brace to swing as the lights flick on.
“?” Cami says quietly. She pushes off the floor slowly, palms held up in front of her naked body.
My fingers ache at how hard I have the TV remote clutched.
“?” Cami calls again, her face pinched in concern.
I register that there’s no danger, but it’s hard to unlock my tense muscles from the adrenaline still pumping through me. Licking my lips, I close my eyes and try to calm my breathing.
A soft footstep snaps them open and I glare at her.
“Don’t,” I growl.
Cami swallows, dropping her hands to the side. “I wasn’t going to touch you. I was going to lay back down.”
I set the remote down and open a drawer to pull out a t-shirt, tossing it to her. “I think you should leave.”
She catches it with a frown. “What?”
Running a hand through my hair, I sigh, grab my shorts off the floor, and put them on. “I want to be alone, Cami. Just go back to your room.”
“You’re kicking me out? You fuck me and then just toss me out of your bed like some… some whore.”
My teeth grind together, and I sit on the edge of the mattress. I rest my elbows on my knees and drop my face into my hands. I don’t bother dignifying her stupid comment with a response.
She huffs, and I hear the rustling of clothing as she snatches her pajamas from the floor. “Whatever, .”
I glance up as she storms to the door. “Cami, wait.”
She pauses, keeping her back to me. I’m still too jittery to stand and touch her, so I just stare, taking in her bare legs and a peek of her ass under my t-shirt. Then I see the red mark blossoming on the back of her thigh and I know that’s from when I pushed her off the bed.
“It’s not you, baby. It’s me. I’m fucked up, and I didn’t even realize it. I just—I don’t want to hurt you.”
Cami turns, her face softened and eyes somber. “Okay.”
“I’m sorry.”
She shakes her head, giving me a sad smile. “Don’t. I should have—I made it about me. And I’m sorry.”
We stare at each other for another moment, something shifting in our relationship that scares me.
“I love you,” I choke out. The overwhelming sense I’m losing her makes my throat ache.
“And I love you.”