Chapter 6 #2
He didn’t give me a chance to reply, kissing me until I thought I would faint. Then he pushed me back on the table and knelt. I whimpered as he moved my thighs over his shoulders and ate me out like his favorite treat.
A few times.
I was lying there gasping for air as he stood and wiped the back of his mouth. The feral smirk on his lips was of a man knowing he’d rocked a woman’s world.
He pulled me up and lifted me. “Ride me again. Fucking ride me like you own me.”
He sat on one of the chairs and moved me so I took him inside of me. He buried his face in my breasts while I moved with his help, his huge hands on my ass.
“I can’t, I just can’t,” he growled after a few minutes of us moving together.
I blinked down at him, hoping for more because that didn’t make sense.
“You’re too fucking gorgeous,” he said, sounding almost angry. His hand moved to my neck possessively as he pulled my face to his. We kissed and I got close, whimpering and tightening around him. “That’s it. Soak my cock. Come again. I can’t stand how perfect you are, but I can’t resist you.”
Great? I had no idea, but we maybe needed to work on his idea of sweet-talking a woman?
I finished first and then he did deep inside of me, bumping my cervix as he did.
A feral grin formed on his lips when he made me finish again that way. “Oh, they don’t give that to you, huh? They can’t please you—”
“Shut up,” I screamed as I enjoyed my pleasure. Once I was done, I realized he wasn’t happy and mentally winced. I gave him a soft kiss. “You being possessive is hot. You being jealous and bringing up my past while I’m orgasming isn’t great.”
He narrowed his eyes at me. “Onyx isn’t your past.”
I frowned. “He’s not my—we’ve not had sex.”
Thorn chuffed. “He’s seen you naked, Sagan. I know that look when a man has seen a woman naked. It’s the same one I have looking at you.”
He didn’t give me a chance to reply, standing with me and thrusting hard so I had to move my arms around his neck for balance. Which is exactly what he wanted from the feral look in his eyes.
Thorn spread me wider—almost too wide—and drilled me. There was no other word for it. It was… He fucking drilled me in a way I’d never experienced before.
“You like this,” he grunted.
“Yes,” I admitted.
And then screamed it a few times along with his name.
Yes, I fucking loved it and would absolutely demand he fuck me like that again.
He brought me once more and then seemed to realize it was too much for me to keep going that way. “Did I hurt you?”
“No, but my hips are—I can’t stay—I’m not used to—”
“Don’t throw fuel on my fire. I want you not to be able to walk tomorrow and sore because I fucked you all night.”
Okay then.
“Bedroom.”
I pointed behind him and he brought me there.
He glanced around and let out a long breath. “All new, right? Only me?”
I swallowed loudly, a bit shocked with how far he was going with this. But I wasn’t going to lie and nodded.
“Good. I know you can’t promise no one else with this fucking contest, but at least you christened the bed with me. At least I had you in it first.”
I tried to say something, but really… What did you reply to that?
He climbed on the bed with me and moved me on my side. “Best fucking heat ever. You’re not a queen, but one of our goddesses.” He pushed my knee to my chest and then took me again.
It was different, more intimate, and he couldn’t seem to stop kissing and touching as much of me as he could. It was the best sex of my life.
The whole night was and I couldn’t believe it could even be like that. I didn’t even have the energy to do anything when we finished. I was so tired and just remembered thinking that I would get cleaned up in a few minutes.
Then I woke snuggled against his chest and his arm around me.
“Good morning,” I muttered when I saw he was staring down at me. “Did you just wake?”
“It’s been a bit,” he answered as I pushed my hair out of my face and sat up with the sheet covering me.
Something was off with him and it took me a minute to put it together. “You don’t remember?”
“No, just flashes and…” He sighed. “I think part of me wanted to show it was your heat and changing instead of feeling like my asshole uncle who uses his strength and status as Alpha to pressure women. I felt…”
“What?” I asked.
“I don’t know, but now I’m just upset I don’t remember and like I forced that on you too.”
That was actually really sweet. “You got me the answer I needed about whether I was drugged or not. I appreciate that.” I gave him the best smile I could as I turned to him a bit more.
“Besides, going forward we can have sex without either of us on the potion and one day we won’t even care about the three times one of us doesn’t remember. ”
He frowned and pushed to sit up. “One day?”
I gave a half shrug. “I’m sure couples don’t remember every time they have sex or—”
“We’re not a couple.”
I snorted. “Of course not. I’m not an idiot, Thorn.” I wanted to roll my eyes when he seemed to relax. “That’s the goal though. I mean it’s not like this is a one-night stand. We’re moving towards—”
“Sagan, I’m not trying to be prince,” he said with his eyebrows scrunched together. “You think I’m going to settle for that when I was meant to be Alpha of Starhaven? It was stolen from me. I’m going to get it back, not be one of several mates.”
I blinked at him but didn’t really see him. I wasn’t sure if it was because tears were in my eyes or if my brain just unplugged. Maybe I felt like I was seeing him for the first time or just couldn’t process what I was hearing?
I wasn’t sure and I didn’t know how long I was like that, his hand touching my arm snapping me out of it. I was out of the bed with the sheet before I even realized it. I grabbed my robe and slippers.
“Sagan, wait,” he said as I heard rustling and then what sounded like him trying to get dressed. “I’m sorry that was—”
It didn’t matter. I was already at the main door to my suite and covered.
I opened the door and tried to keep calm as I met the gaze of the guard I saw first. “Please escort the Alpha Heir to his room and then talk to whomever about making arrangements for him to stay at a hotel until his interview. Also, he’s to be removed from those allowed in the residence wing. ”
“Sagan, hold up,” Thorn growled as he hurried after me.
I moved out of the way in time so he couldn’t touch me, but I also couldn’t look at him. “I apologize for misunderstanding the situation and wish you all the best. I hope you accomplish the goals you desire and will do my best to handle it all fairly as your queen.”
I turned and walked away, ignoring when he called after me… And went right for Treena’s room.
She seemed to sense my upset or maybe smelled that I was there because the door flew open and she hurried me inside. She was furious as I told her what happened as I tried to ignore that I was blinking back tears.
“Fuck him,” she said when I was done. “No one said you have to take multiple mates.”
But we both knew she didn’t believe that any more than I did.
“I don’t even blame him if he can’t handle that,” I whispered. “I wouldn’t either, but then why be possessive with me? Why make a scene that Onyx saw me naked? Why take the potion and come find me?”
“Because men are fucking stupid,” she sighed. “He wants you but not what that means for his life.”
“I hate this. I hate this so much and all of them for making me do this,” I choked out, finally saying what I’d been hiding and trying to swallow down.
“I hate my parents for leaving me in this position and not loving me. I hate them for not preparing me emotionally or giving me the tools to understand this part of life. I hate everything as it is.”
She hugged me as I broke down crying.
Well, broke down for me. There were tears. I didn’t make noise. Tears fell as I just stared off and tried to get a grip.
Yes, I was that broken emotionally that I couldn’t even cry normally.
I think most people would hate their parents for that too.