Chapter Six Liza
“Look Liza, I don’t answer to you. I don’t need to explain to you what I do or who I do it with. I mean shit, we had a good time, but you weren’t the only pussy I was riding. I don’t know why you think you’ve got some golden pussy that can trap a brother into thinking that he only needs one.
But I’m not going to settle down, especially with a bitch who has two kids and thinks her shit is so hot because she goes to college. I mean, you’re a patch chaser. That’s why you got close to Peyton and Parker, you saw the opportunity. I mean, it was fun for a while, sure,
but I need a little variety.”
Looking at the man I fell in love with, the man who’s baby I am carrying and immediately am brought back to a time when my high school boyfriend did the same shit.
Except he knew what he was doing, he knew who I was and what fucked up thing it is to say I was just trying to become an ol’ lady because I didn’t want to leave the club and wanted an easy ride to continue to matter in it.
It’s disgusting. Why do these men think it’s okay to fuck whoever they want and not tell the other person.
I mean shit, if he would’ve told me he was still fucking around, I would never have let him go bare.
I look at the girl who is now sitting on his couch avoiding looking me in the eyes and a laugh bubbles out of me. She immediately looks up at me with confusion in her eyes and his head also snaps towards me with a look of confusion in his eyes.
“Thank you so much for proving me right. You’re so right, I should’ve known you were too good to be true. I mean I saw your family and the way they treated women and thought, ‘Fuck, this guy is different from all the other assholes that I’ve dated.’. I guess I was wrong.
Don’t worry I won’t make that mistake again. But sweetheart,” I say as I look at the woman on the couch, “I’d get yourself checked too. I mean he went without condoms with me and who knows how many other people.”
Looking back at Cane, no Dragon, “You’re disgusting. Your mom, she would be ashamed. Don’t ever come near me or my boys again. You do and I will cut off your fucking dick, you get me? You are a piece of shit.”
I turn and head out of the house, not before slipping the key off my key ring and throwing it back at him.
“Here, take that. You can give it to the next pathetic bitch you convince you have feelings for. Maybe next time make sure you don’t put her at risk for anything like you did me. I wouldn’t have given a shit if you would’ve told me this was casual.
I would’ve fucked every dick that hit on me for the past year and a half. Would’ve been nice to know, your mediocre fucks really made me miss a real man. Newsflash asshole, I don’t need a boy. I need a real man.”
I see his jaw tense and his lips thin. I know he wants to say something, but I know he won’t or I just don’t give a fuck. I turn and slam the door. Once the door is closed I hear a scream and crashing noises of what sounds like furniture being thrown around.
I wake up from the dream that has haunted me for months now.
The night that everything went ot shit. That night I pretended this man sitting in the chair next to me holding our baby didn’t break my heart.
Looking at him sitting there with Jaxon in his arms looking down at him like he is the most amazing thing in the world.
I mean honestly all three of my boys are so amazing.
I got so lucky. Especially with the twins given who their birth father is.
That is not a worm hole I want to go down.
I don’t want to think about the last time I got pregnant, or that I’ve had two baby daddies who have been horrible in their own ways.
One was a kidnapper and a rapist, the other well, he broke my heart.
He was a cheater and someone I thought was different.
Someone I thought I was safe with. Turns out, I am a horrible judge of character.
“Hey, how are you feeling?”
I’m snapped out of my thoughts by him. I look up and see him watching me. His eyes are full of concern, longing, regret, I don’t know. Frankly, I don’t care. He’s months too late for that apology he keeps trying to give me.
“I’m fine, just a little sore. Did any of your family come by?”
He shakes his head, “No, I asked everybody to give us a little time. I told them I’d call them when you’re ready for visitors. I think Peyton went back home though to see the kids. One of your phones has been buzzing nonstop.”
I look at him confused because I don’t know what he is talking about, I swear I left my burner turned off.
“One of my phones?”
He gives me a look that tells me to stop acting like he’s stupid. I mean, I can’t help it. He is a fucking idiot.
“Yeah, Liza, one of your phones. I know you have more than one. One Glitch provided and the other you use for everything else. Weird thing though, you don’t have a phone plan in your name. So what’s that about? It’s under Liza Rourke. Weird that is also what you are under at school,
but you’ve told me your last name is Monroe.”
“Cut the shit, Dragon. Obviously you know shit I didn’t want you to know. The question is how much? Also I just gave birth to your fucking child and you’re interrogating me?”
“Not interrogating, baby. Just asking. I mean we can change that shit to Liza Jacobson and it will have the same effect, except it will make me happy seeing your first name with my last name. Letting everyone know you are mine.”
I scoff at that, I mean what the fuck. We just had this talk when he came in here to see the baby. What is so hard to understand?
“Sorry, but I’m never going to be a Jacobson. Waylon and Walker are Rourke’s, I will stay that way.”
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“Here’s the thing about that, Glitch is not your baby daddy. So you want to clue me in on your past now? Or do you want to wait until after we get home and you can tell me with Glitch.”
I look at him in shock, “How do you even know Glitch is here? Let alone that I know him?”
He chuckles and I can tell by the look on his face it isn’t because he thinks I’m funny.
“Liza, you do realize he let us know he was coming here right. Let us know that some Skullz were going to be in town. He told me he was staying with the boys. I also think a couple of your brothers are here as well.”
Now that got my heart racing because my brothers can’t be here, what if Vandel follows them? What if he tells those people he was working with where I am? What if he finds out about the boys? They can’t go to that monster. They just can’t.
Cane must have noticed my panic, whether it was the look on my face or the shaking I don’t know. He stands and puts Jaxon into his bassinet before he comes over and sits on the side of the bed putting his hands on the sides of my face.
“Hey, what’s going on? Are you afraid of your brothers? Did they do something to you?”
I shake my head, “No, I just, they can’t——“
He looks at me and I see his face flood with concern.
“They can't, what baby?”
I shake my head again and I feel all the memories I’ve tried to bury the last three years try to resurface.
All the memories I try to push down. I know that the club has been working to take down Vandal, the people he’s associated with.
I don’t know what all is going on because I haven’t asked or wanted to know.
I even know I can’t know everything because of club business.
I’ve done everything to stay hidden and to keep my boys hidden. I squeeze my eyes shut tight.
“Liza,” he reaches his hand to me and I flinch, but don’t pull my hand away. “What’s going on? Why are you having this reaction to your brothers visiting you? I thought you’d be happy. From what Glitch said you haven’t seen them in person in years.”
With that my head snaps up, “What has Glitch told you?”
He looks at me with worry in his eyes, “Nothing, he just told me you were hiding out. Some shit was going on with the club. How about you tell me what the fuck has you so spooked?”
With that I pull my hand away, “It’s none of your business. I’m not your problem.”
He stands up with that and looks over at the bassinet, “You’re fucking wrong about that Liza, you are mine. Therefore you are my problem! Whatever is going on, I want to know so I can help you. Protect you.” He growls at me under his breath.
“I don’t need your help, can you give me my baby now please? Maybe see if Glitch feels like bringing the boys to the hospital to meet their little brother.”
“This isn’t fucking over, Liza.”
He walks over and gently picks up Jaxon bringing him to me.
“I’m going to call Glitch and see if he is ready with the boys. If they are feeling up to coming. If not, we can see them tomorrow and they can meet their brother at home.”
He gives me a look like he wants to say more, but he’s already used his stupid alpha male bullshit assuming he can tell me what the fuck to do.
I take a deep breath because I am beyond annoyed and angry.
“How about you just call him and have him bring MY boys here? Thanks. You can take your alpha biker shit and shove it up your ass.”
“Yeah, okay baby. You want to be in charge, you can be in charge. I like it when you boss me around.”
Before I can reply he winks and turns out of the room, hopefully to make the phone call I asked his stupid ass to make.