Chapter 4 #3
“I’m not cutting you off with no notice.
We ain’t together; we ain’t in a situationship.
Ain’t shit complicated about what’s going on.
I bend you over from time to time and let you suck my dick.
That’s it. So don’t fucking come over here with that bullshit.
I cut you lose years ago when yo’ selfish, jealous ass decided to allow ya ignorant ass friends to have a say in our fucking relationship.
So don’t come over here playing dumb and shit. ”
Tears instantly filled Cherish’s eyes and rolled down her cheeks, which pissed Norie off to no end.
Shaking his head, he sighed because he ain’t have time for this bullshit.
There used to be a time when her tears would’ve broken his heart, and he would’ve moved heaven and earth just to see her smile.
But she ain’t know what she had, and now Norie didn’t give two fucks about her feelings.
Physically, he still thought she was pretty as fuck.
Her dark brown skin was so pretty and soft.
Her red hair that she had styled into a mohawk with a bang, her big brown eyes, big titties, and a banging ass, size fourteen body was enough to make any man want to slide up in between her thighs, and she was smart as fuck and had a gorgeous smile.
Norie thought he’d hit the fucking jackpot when they got together.
He’d fallen hard and fast for her the night he met her in the parking lot of The Total Body Fitness gym seven years ago.
He thought she was the one and had even considered proposing to her very early on in their relationship.
But after she fucked up, Norie was turned off and wanted nothing else to do with her.
“You was fucking other niggas, Cherish. Now, you want me back ‘cus they ain’t treat yo’ ass like I did. Grass ain’t as green as you thought that shit was, huh?”
Cherish was always accusing him of cheating, so she just assumed it was with Evie since she was the first woman that came after her, but he never cheated.
Not once. And never wanted to until he found out just how truly dirty her hoe ass was.
And now, he secretly got off on pretending to give her hope and taking it away.
He didn’t want her in the least, but he enjoyed getting his rocks off and fucking her from time to time.
And fucking with her emotions. He didn’t cum in her anymore, and he used two condoms to prevent ever being tied to her permanently.
“You might as well quit all that fucking crying; you fucked up. Now you gotta live with that shit. You know ya tears don’t fucking move me anymore.” He handed her a couple pieces of tissue from the foyer table.
“Norie, I’m so sorry. I’ve apologized a million times.
I want you back. It’s been years. I’m sorry I believed Janice over you when she lied and said you had come onto her.
I didn’t know she wanted you to herself and was trying to break us up.
I’m sorry I cheated before that. But men were offering me too much money to fuck me and cum on me just to turn it down.
I said I was sorry a million times. Why are you still so cold toward me?
” she asked as she wiped her eyes and wrapped her arms around herself.
“Why won’t you give me another chance to make things right?
I swear on my life, I’ll never hurt you again. ”
“You ain’t gotta do all that swearing shit,” Norie said as a dry chuckle left his lips.
“‘Cus’ I’on care nothing about that shit.
Ain’t nothing you can say or do that’ll ever make me take you back.
I ain’t intentionally being cold toward you; you just getting to know the version of me that’s no longer in love with you.
That’s why that shit feels so harsh and hits so hard.
We’ll never be a couple again, Cherish.”
“Why you still fucking me then, Norie?” She cried as she shifted her weight to lean against the wall. “Just because you’re not kissing me and only hitting my pussy from the back and letting me suck ya dick is still a form of intimacy to me. It still gives me hope that?—”
“Nah,” he shook his head. “Now you know better than to even let that shit come outta ya mouth. I fuck you wit’ condoms only.
I don’t make love to you or even allow you to lay down.
I let you get yours, and I get mine, and that’s it.
I don’t even kiss you, and you know I fucking love kissing on the upper and the pussy lips.
You volunteer to suck my dick. So what the fuck I look like turning you down?
You've always given great head. You approach me every single time on some fuck shit, and sometimes I'm horny, and I let you do you. So don’t say shit I do give yo’ ass hope for us rekindling shit when you know exactly what this ain’t.
” He explained as he crossed his arms over his chest. “When I’m all in a relationship, I’m all in and ain’t checking for or fucking no other bitch.
In or out of the bedroom. But I barely fuck you without another bitch in the room with us now.
That should’ve let you know right there that I’on feel shit toward yo’ ass no more.
It’s crazy too ‘cus. I never thought I’d feel the way I feel about you now.
I was faithful to a fault. You really fucked up, and I’on give out second chances around this muthafucka. ”
“I know you were, but I was too,” she released a disappointed sigh. “Up to a certain point. So that should really count for something, and now that we’re not together and I’ve fucked you with other bitches, that should let you know how desperate I am to get you back.”
Norie chuckled again as he raked his hands through his dreads.
This damn girl is too smart to be actin’ this fuckin’ dumb.
“Cherish, come on now. You know better than to even say that crazy shit. You may be desperate, but we both know that when I do fuck you after you’ve begged for it, that that shit is only about bussin’ a nut, nothing more.
And if I'm being honest, I didn’t care how you felt, and I still don’t care how you feel.
Regardless of all that, though, this shit is over starting now.
You need a clean break, and so do I. So, go enjoy ya life and?—”
“Is this about Evie, Norie?” Cherish asked as her face scrunched up into a nasty scowl.
“I mean, be real with me. What the fuck does she do for you exactly? Hell, at this point I wanna fuck her because I’on see shit else that she has going for her.
” Smirking, she shook her head in disbelief.
“As fat as she is, looking like a fucking glazed donut, you can’t really find her attractive foreal. ”
Chuckling, Norie scratched the back of his neck as he looked at his ex, and for the first time since he’d known Cherish, he pitied her hating ass.
“Nah, that girl is fine as fuck, and you know it. But yeah, this is about her. No matter how much I try to fight it, Evie’s my person.
She was made just for a nigga. Furthermore, I actually find everything about her sexy ass fucking attractive.
I lick and suck on her stretch marks just like I lick and suck on her asshole and fat pussy, with extreme excitement, intense passion, and very fucking greedily.
I think her belly is sexy as fuck. I love kissing and caressing all over her fluffy ass, and I love the way that shit bounce and clap on my dick every time I put her ass through the mattress.
I love sitting her big, fat ass, juicy pussy on my face, and I couldn’t give a single fuck if I drown in that drenched muthafucka while making her cum.
I love when she put them big fluffy ass thighs all over me.
Man, she’s just so soft and fucking fluffy.
And while don’t nothing about her pretty ass look like a fucking donut, she damn sho’ feels, smells, and tastes like one though. All the fucking time.”
Instantly, Cherish’s face fell as hurt ate her ass the fuck up.
And Norie loved to see that shit. Not because he enjoyed seeing her broke or anything, but because he hated how Cherish always talked down on the less fortunate and to people who were bigger than her.
Or prettier than her and getting more attention than her.
Which was sad because she was a beautiful woman but had a nasty spirit.
It was like she had to say something negative about somebody else to make herself look good, and it was one of many reasons he’d left her childish ass.
“Now look at you, ya standing here wit’ ya fucking feelings hurt, looking crazy.
And we both know you deserve that shit. Don’t ask questions yo’ ass don’t want the answers to.
Speaking of questions though, let’s get back to that last one.
What does she do for me exactly? Any and every fucking thing I want, any time, any place I want.
And her pussy is… fuck, she got some of the best pussy I’ve ever had.
Yo’ shit is decent, but it ain’t shit compared to the fucking water company that Evie got nestled between her thighs.
I got a question for you though. Why you so pressed about a woman I ain’t even dating, Cherish? ”
“Cus, you in love with her, Norie, the fuck ,” She spoke in a soft, broken tone with tears in her eyes.
“I’on know why y’all ain’t together. Don’t know if she fucked up or you did, but the way that you look at her when she walks into a room is straight up out of an erotic romance novel.
You’re in love with that girl. And even though you were in love with me once upon a time, you never looked at me the way you look at Evie. Why?”
“I’on know.” he shrugged, then smiled and said, "I guess she’s the one.”
“Why wasn’t I the one, Norie? I loved you. I still love you. And I haven’t loved many men in my lifetime. You were my everything.”
“Mannnn,” He chuckled as he scratched his beard. “Gon’ with all that fake shit. Playing innocent ain’t gon’ cut it, love.”