chapter 16 （ part-1） #2
when she reaches at the gate, she hears the voice that her ears longed to hear.Tears start falling from her eyes and stops in the hall after seeing the scene in front of her. everything was scattered on the floor
.Rudra and Karan Both were standing face to face at some distance between the hall and Harshvardhan stands on the side behind Rudra.
And Rudra and Harsh's back in front of Ashnoor.
.she stood there ,gulp down the lump form in her throat , tried to fight back tears.
Seeing his father so angry and hurt for first time because of his past actions, he is feeling extremely ashamed and guilty that he has hurt his father so much and break his trust .Lowering his head, he waits for his father to calm down a bit so that he can give his explanation.
" esi kya jarurat aan padhi thi ki apne itni badi bat hum sab se chupyi or aap itne bade hogye hai ki aap itne bade bade nirnye khud lene lge..........
or kitne varsh tak aap is bat ko chupane Wale the ....
yha batate wale tte bhi ki nhi .......ek bar bhi aapne Hume bata jaruri nhi samjha...
aapko itna bhi bharosa nhi tha apne bapusa pr....
itne warsh aap hume dosh dete rhe pr humne kuch nhi kah or hum bi khud ko dosi mante rhe apni beti ke...
ku rakha aapne humari beti ko humse dur itne wrsh .... jawab dijiye Hume dev.. yuh moh Mt rahiye.....hum.....".
(What was the need that you hid such a big thing from all of us......
and you have grown so much that you have started taking such big decisions yourself alone.....
And for how many years were you going to hide this thing....
were you going to tell it or not........
You didn't think it necessary to tell us even once...
You didn't have that much faith in your father....
You kept blaming me for so many years but I didn't say anything and I also kept blaming myself for my daughter's...
Why did you keep my daughter away from me for so many years......
Answer me dev....don't be silent like... this...)
Rudra suddenly stop ,feeling the presence behind him and when he turns around, he freezes at his place.
Seeing his daughter alive in front of him, all his anger vanished in air .
He take look at Ashnoor from top to bottom to ensure whether she is fine or not And his feets move forward her.
He still can't believe that his little daughter has grown so beautiful and is standing in front of him alive.
Rudra can't stop his tears anymore and it tears start falling from his eyes too , he lovingly called her by her name.
"priya...".
" baba...".
On hearing her name, Ash hug him tightly and Rudra also takes his daughter in his arms , and plant few kisses on her head and caress her head gently.
" meri bacchi...'
ash felt warm and fuzzy in heart.She used to miss him a lot after his death.
she sobbed heartbreakingly, her tears of sadness falling like a shower as she sobbed.
Even Harshvardhan's eyes are filled with tears seeing Ash crying like this.
As if he can feel her emotions, her pain And he himself is feeling a lot of emotions like unbelievable, eagerness ,joy , hurt ,gratitude....
Rudra separate his daughter from himself and gently takes her face with his hand , wipe her tears and kisses her on forehead
Harshvardhan unable to see her crying like this ,calls her in quavering voice while coming closer to her.
"chotti.... chuhiya.. tum.. hum Hume kese bhul gyi..
( you Little... mouse .. how did you forget about me..)
Hearing his voice voice, Ash's attention goes to him and she tries to smile but failed then Harshvardhan pull her for hug and she also hold him tightly .
When his twin sister died, he was longing to reconnect with her. and feel as if a part of him died along with her.
But seeing everyone scattered , he had to stay strong, so he never let anyone feel his emotions .but he was the one who was in the pain most.
he use to feel abandoned and alone in this world.
As she struggled to breathe, she let out a series of hiccups, tears of sorrow still streaming down her face.
Karan feel bad for her so he goes near Ash and says to his father while wipe her tears .
" aap Jan na chahte hai na ki ku chupaya humne to thik hai hum batate hai ".
"us din us aag me humne Noori ko us aag se bacha liya tha ,or ap sab ke ane ke se phile hi raghuveer ki sahayta se inhe surakshit sathan pe bhej Diya tha upchar ke liye or aap sab ke samne natak Kiya ki enki maritu hogyi taki yeh surakshit reh sake pr enki esthiti bohot karab thi...
unke sr pe gehri chot lagi thi.... hum enhe puri tarah kho hi chuke the pr Mahadev ki kripa se hume madhav samye pe mil gaye or unhone Inka upchar Kiya pr humaari behen ne apni yaddasht,apni pehchaan kho di thi ,
hum dar gye the apni behen ko dobara khona nhi chahte the esiliye humne unhe gupt santhan pr rakha tha sabse dur, taki yeh thik ho shake , surakshit reh kar joh ki Rajmahal me sambhav nhi tha." .
(You want to know why I hid all this, so I will tell ,That day in that fire, I saved Noori from that fire And before all of you came, with the help of Raghuveer, she was sent to a safe place for treatment.
And pretended in front of all of you that she had died so that she could be safe but her condition was very bad...
she had a deep injury on her head.... We almost lost her completely, but by the grace of Mahadev, we found Madhav on time.
And he treated her but my sister had lost her memory, her identity, I was so scared .....
I didn't want to lose her again That's why I kept him in a secret place, farthest away so that he could recover and be safe, which was probably not possible in the palace.)