Chapter 29 #2
I took in every single thing he said, tossing it around in my mind.
Would I be willing to take the leap for him?
Could I trust what he was saying? He’d had his moments before, but this time felt different.
He’d literally chased me down courtesy of his sister-in-law just to tell me how much he cared for me, not even knowing if I’d give him another chance.
Sitting here, pondering his words, I couldn’t hold myself back anymore.
I practically hopped up from my chair to throw myself into his lap, straddling him and wrapping myself around him. His arms felt like home, and his scent filled me with utter ecstasy, feeling like things had finally fallen into place.
“I love you, Kade,” I breathed, sitting up and meeting his eyes once more.
“I love you, princess,” he smiled, hitting me with a sucker punch of happiness. “I’ll never let you go again.”
He gently held my face, and the amount of admiration in his eyes was enough to make me melt.
He brought his face close, and his soft lips met mine, and all felt right with the world.
I pulled away from him, a devious idea already infiltrating my gutter of a mind. Especially feeling his chiseled muscles under my fingertips, and remembering the last time he had made me fall apart beneath him.
“Kade?” I asked breathlessly, glancing towards my bungalow on the beach, and hoping he got the hint.
“Yes, princess?” he asked with a smirk, and if the lust in his eyes and his erection growing beneath me were any indication, his mind was just as dirty, and his body was just as wanting as mine.
It’s what makes us so perfect for each other, right?
I said nothing as I peeled myself away from him, already missing the feeling of his skin underneath mine, I grabbed his hand and led him towards the beach house.
I had never been so happy to splurge a little extra for privacy.
However, I didn’t necessarily plan on having to worry about anyone hearing me screaming Kade’s name when I first booked it.
Liquid pooled in my belly just thinking of what was to come, and as soon as I walked through the doorway, Kade turned and shut the door, slamming me against it and crashing his lips to mine in complete and utter need.
His signature taste of bourbon filled my mouth, and I drank him in, never wanting to forget it.
He took both of my hands and lifted them above my head, pinning them with one of his hands.
He was holding nothing back in this moment, and I relished in it, not wanting him to slow down or go easy on me.
If Kade had taught me anything about myself, it was that I didn’t have to worry about asking for what I wanted when it came to sex, and I liked it rough.
His free hand trailed down my body, skimming over my bikini top and already causing my nipples to pebble, before tortuously taking his time to my bottoms, and skimming the band of it with his finger.
As his hand moved back up, I heard his intake of breath as his fingers passed over my scar, and saw his eyes begin to sadden and the guilt begin to seep in.
That just won’t do.
“Stop blaming yourself, Kade. Enjoy this with me,” I said gently, and I could tell my plea didn’t entirely work, as his lips met mine again at a gentler pace.
A thought crossed my mind, one to distract him from his darkening thoughts, and I broke away from him, kneeling before him.
“Soren,” he groaned, already reading the intentions all over my face.
“Please, let me do this for you. Let me finally return the favor,” I replied, pulling his swim trunks down and allowing his erection to spring free.
I gasped slightly, my mouth already watering, almost forgetting how big this man was, and questioning how I’d ever taken him before.
“See something you like?” he teased, and I already knew my plan to keep him here with me and out of his mind was working.
“Always,” I smiled, before taking his length in my mouth slowly, savoring the taste of him and the way his cock felt against my tongue.
Never in a million years would I have thought I’d enjoy giving a man head, but watching Kade’s reaction alone to my mouth on him made me never want to stop.
“Undo your bikini bottom strings,” he rasped. “I want to watch you play with that pussy of mine.”
I moaned around him, the pleasure already too much from his demands. I kept working him over as I undid my strings with one hand, leaving me bare before him. I began circling my clit with my fingers, building up the pace.
“Fuck, Soren,” he growled, before gripping my hair and fucking my mouth, letting my other hand free. “Play with those perfect tits.”
I could have exploded with just his words alone, palming my breast and taking my nipple between my fingers. With his noises of approval and the stimulation I was giving to myself, I could already feel an orgasm cresting, and I began to cry out around Kade’s dick.
“Come for me, Soren,” he demanded, and it was enough to send me over, my fingers working quickly and sloppily over myself to work through my orgasm.
Kade took himself out of my mouth, his cock leaving with a wet pop, and practically dragged me over to the four-poster bed. He laid down flat on his back, ushering me on top of him so my legs were straddling him.
“Sit on my face baby, I want to taste you,” he said, wiggling down the bed so my cunt was hovering over his face.
I did what I was told as he gripped my ass in his hands, and he worked magic with his tongue, lapping up every bit of my arousal that I had to offer. It was almost enough to make me combust again, but I couldn’t resist not having him inside me anymore.
“Kade,” I whimpered. “I want you.”
“Where, baby?” He asked, his words muffled against me.
“I want your cock inside me, Kade, please,” I practically begged, for once feeling no shame at demanding what I wanted. If his moan of approval was anything to go off of, he was happy to oblige.
He scooted himself closer to the headboard, positioning my entrance right above him, ready for him to claim me again as his own, and to thrust inside me and fill all the cracks of my soul that were already beginning to heal.
We were staring into each other’s eyes, speaking without words, waiting to see who broke first. I couldn’t hold much longer, ready to have this man inside me.
But he beat me to the punch, slamming me down onto his cock, causing me to gasp at the way he filled me, stretching me deliciously around him.
“I can’t believe I forgot how perfect you fit around me.
How your pussy was made for me. I’m going to need a reminder every day,” he said in between thrusts, pounding me without mercy.
And I didn’t want mercy. I wanted him to give me everything.
I wanted him to fuck away every little worry that was left in my head.
I wanted him to take every thought away, so I didn’t have to process anything anymore.
I wanted my brain and my body to only be filled with Kade.
And that he did, as I became lost in him, the only sounds being flesh on flesh, him fucking me relentlessly, and our heavy breathing. As my orgasm built so intensely, I knew that soon the room would be filled with me screaming his name.
“Kade,” I moaned, using his name as a way to let him know he was about to push me over the edge for the third time, and I wanted to take him with me.
“I’m there, baby,” he growled, using the last of his energy to thrust in me harder and harder, leading us both into release.
“Soren!” He practically roared, and I had never been more turned on to hear my name fall from his lips. It was the most erotic thing to hear him lose control and it was by my doing.
I fell against him, chest to chest, my forehead resting on his shoulder, and both of us panting for breath.
I felt like I could stay in this little bubble of ecstasy forever, thoroughly satisfied, and not having a single worry in my mind.
“I could get used to this,” I mumbled against him.
“I could too,” Kade agreed, finally pulling out of me, and moving me to his side so he was holding me in his arms.
“I don’t know where life is going to take us, Soren, but I can promise you that I’ll never leave you again. If you’ll have me,” he teased.
“I would love nothing more,” I replied, because he was right. Without a shadow of a doubt, I’d be by his side. He had sacrificed everything to be with me. If that wasn’t true love, I didn’t know what was.
I was just grateful that after everything I’d been through, I had finally found him.
Granted, he was my dark knight, but he had saved me nonetheless.