11. No Turning Back
NO TURNING BACK
BISHOP
I drop to my knees after pulling down Blue’s scrub bottoms and panties. Her sweet scent fills my nose, and I groan. There’s absolutely no stopping this train from leaving the station. I’ve been wanting to do this forever, and I’m not giving it up.
Finding out that Blue was put in harm’s way and I didn’t protect her awakened something inside of me. All the angst and turmoil I put myself through would’ve been for nothing. What if I would’ve lost her before I even had her?
I can’t begin to think about losing her right now. I need to bury myself as deep as I can go, so I can feel that she’s still here. That it isn’t too late.
“Your pussy is so pretty, baby. I knew it would be,” I whisper, amazed by her beauty.
I knew that if we ever had sex that I would never be able to go back to pretending I didn’t want her. This is a door that I tried to keep closed, but it’s been blown off the hinges now. There’s no turning back.
Blue Grace Anderson is mine!
“Bishop, please don’t tease me,” Blue pleads.
She’s going to beg a lot tonight. I’m going to take my time and savor her. Nobody will be able to rush me, and nobody will be able to interrupt us. Not this time.
“Just relax and take everything I give you. If something is too much, tell me to stop.” I stand so I can run my hand down her face, and she closes her eyes.
It’s the last bit of restraint that I have. Touching Blue freely breaks my resolve, and I grab her face and pull her to me. My mouth is on hers in an instant, my tongue probing her luscious lips. Blue moans and opens up for me like I knew she would.
I groan when I taste her unique flavor. I pummel her mouth like a crazed lunatic. I can’t get enough of the feeling of her lips on mine. My hands roam her body; getting to touch what should’ve already been mine is a heady feeling.
I feel her hardened nipples through the scrub top she has on. I rub and pinch them through the soft fabric. Blue groans, pushing her lush body into mine. Even though I’m well over six feet, and she’s about five foot nothing, she fits my body like a missing puzzle piece.
My right hand continues to pluck her nipple while my left travels down her body, over her pierced belly button, and teases her naked pussy.
I slide my fingers down her wet slit. Loving the silky feeling of my personal heaven. I keep sliding my fingers over her puffy lips. Blue whimpers when I pinch her engorged clit, so I do it again.
“Moan for me, baby. Your pussy is plump for me. I can feel your juices sliding down my hand. I can’t wait to taste you. Do you want me to taste you, baby?”
“Ummm. Yes, please,” she moans, thrusting her hips to the rhythm my fingers have set.
Her hips move faster even though I’m keeping the same pace. I know she’s about to cum, but I don’t want her to yet. I’ve been waiting for a long fucking time to get my hands on her, and I’m about to fuck her so good she won’t be able to remember her name.
“Don’t you cum yet. I didn’t tell you to cum…” I harshly whisper into her ear.
“But it feels so good, please. Please, let me cum,” she groans, begging so sweetly.
“You heard what I said.”
I stop, pulling my fingers out of her wet pussy. Blue breathlessly whines, but I will give her what she wants soon enough. I stick my fingers in my mouth and my eyes shut on their own. I couldn’t have imagined a better tasting meal.
“Goddammit! I knew you would taste fucking incredible. I fucking knew it!” I lean back, looking at her in amazement.
Blue’s face is flushed; her dark mahogany skin has a red tint. She’s breathing hard, and I’ve never seen a woman look more beautiful. I lost control for a second, and I was about to fuck the woman of my dreams in a conference room on a damned table.
I gotta get my shit together.
“Here, baby.” I reach down, grab Blue’s pants, and hand them to her. “Put these on. I need you in my bed.”
Blue looks at me, confused, but I don’t give her time to argue. I start helping her put her pants on by sliding them back up her legs. She stands silently, watching me. It’s the first time that I’ve ever seen her so quiet.
She’s probably in shock that I just fingered her after yelling about a cartel.
The shock will wear off once I’m inside of her.
And I plan to be inside of her for the rest of the night.
Once her clothes are back in place, I grab her hand and pull her out the door and towards my clubhouse bedroom down the hall.
I pull Blue into my room and slam the door shut.
We have a lot to discuss because the thought of her not coming to me when she was in trouble makes my blood boil.
I know we haven’t been on the best of terms lately.
Hell, I haven’t even seen her for the past month.
I know her ass has been avoiding me, but that’s okay.
We’re gonna make up for all the lost time.
Even though Blue doesn’t protest me pulling her into my room, she still looks at me, confusion lacing her gorgeous features. I wish I didn’t have to be such a bastard to her just now, but the reality of her being involved with the cartel has me fuming.
Even though her confusion isn’t just from me yelling tonight, I know she’s confused about the one-eighty I pulled. I’ve always flirted with her, but I never took her to the places I plan to go tonight. I’ve been keeping Blue away because she makes me feel things that I haven’t in a long time.
The truth is, I haven’t had a relationship since my wife died, and I know that’s what Blue deserves. I can’t fight my feelings for this woman any longer, and I don’t want to. She’s mine now, and I’m hers.
Blue walks across the room as far away from me as she can get.
My room is one of the largest in the clubhouse.
As the V.P., I stay here a lot, and I do a lot of business here.
It’s more convenient, so I need to be comfortable.
But I don’t need her to avoid me right now.
Right now, I need her as close to me as she can get. Neither of us is running after tonight.
“Come here,” I growl.
The little gasps she lets out tell me I sound as feral as I feel. I’m usually all about control. I live my life by rules I’ve created to remain in control. But my balance is off, and there’s only one way to fix it.
“Bishop, I…”
“Do you want to leave?” I interrupt before Blue can say anything.
“What? No, I…”
“Then, I need you to follow my directions. Come here.” My eyes are trained on her, but I don’t move.
I wait for her to come to me like I told her to. I know she wants me like I want her, so she will do what I asked.
Blue slowly walks towards me, and I can’t help the smile that splits my face. I know she can see the wicked intent that covers my face because I see her shudder. She has no idea what she just consented to by staying here.
“You know what this means, right?” I question.
“Yes,” she replies softly.
“Good, don’t run from me again.”
“I haven’t been…”
“Bullshit! You’ve been avoiding me, coming to the clinic and leaving without so much as a fuck you. No more,” I rumble.
Blue looks away, but I slide my finger under her chin and make her look at me. I get directly in her face, so that she has no choice but to look me in the eyes. I recognize the hesitancy in her deep brown pools, and I know it’s my fault.
I know she wanted me to be her man, but I hope she’s ready for what that means. I’m a selfish bastard, and I won’t be able to let her go no matter what. I’m also possessive, controlling, and a little bit crazy, but I’ll do my best not to fuck this up.
“You’re the one who keeps stopping us, Edward. Not me.”
“I know, baby. I’m sorry. I promise I won’t stop this time. And you know I don’t make promises I don’t keep. So, are you ready?”
“Yes,” she whispers.
I strip off her clothes, slower than I thought I had the patience to do. I’ve seen her pussy and sampled a taste, but now it’s time I bask in her. Once she’s fully nude, I stand back and admire her beauty.
“You’re so fucking beautiful. And you’re all mine. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
I strip off my clothes while she watches me closely. When we’re both naked, I pick her up and place her gently on the bed. I stroke every inch of her body as goosebumps pop up on her flesh.
My fingers find her center once more, and she is still warm and wet. I circle her nub, putting light pressure on it as she moans out her pleasure. I capture her sweet groans in my mouth.
We kiss and caress each other until I can’t take anymore. I roll over on my back and pull Blue up, so she hovers over my dick. She sinks down on my rigid length, and I have to close my eyes at the feeling.
I pump up into her warm center as I pull her down. Blue moans as she starts throwing her hips in a circle. She rides me up and down, round and round. The feeling of her pussy pulsating and clenching damn near has my eyes crossing.
I knew her pussy would feel like this. That’s why my crazy ass tried to stay away from her. I threatened every brother in the clubhouse about her, and we weren’t even together. I’m gonna end up killing a motherfucker over her. I just know it.
Oh well, there’s no turning back now!