Chapter 10 #2
I pushed Ever’s hair to the side, running my fingers up the length of her spine.
Dark hair, featuring the whisper of waves lapping against the small of her back, contrasted with alabaster skin unmarred by blemishes.
She shuddered against my touch, and her body fell back into mine with the push of my hand against her clavicle.
Fingers trailing to her throat, I lightly held her neck, turning her head to the side so that I could whisper in her ear.
“Tell me, Ever, who did you think about last night when you were teasing me with your phone?” I turned on the vibrator, running it down the space between her breasts. “While using this.”
Ever’s voice shook, and the full weight of her body pushed against my chest, her legs already losing stability. “You.” Her voice was as quiet as snow falling in a meadow. If I listened long enough, I may even be able to hear the beating of her heart from deep inside her chest.
“What was that? I couldn’t hear you.” I trailed the vibrator down her abdomen, to her pelvis, stalling at the apex of her thighs. A gasp escaped from her as I clutched her tightly against my body, parting her labia with the vibrator and forcing it to hover just shy of her clit.
Her body trembled while her hand clasped onto my arm as though mooring herself to something sturdier to stay on her feet. “You, V. I thought of you.”
“How often do you think of me?” I moved the toy up a fraction of a millimeter, gripping Ever even tighter when her body seemed on the verge of crumbling.
“Every day since I felt your presence watching me.”
It was my turn to be taken off guard. How long had she known I’d been watching her? I’d taken so many precautions to make sure she never saw me. Well fuck, I guess I did, in fact, suck at being a stalker, after all, which was maybe a good thing?
“Do you think of anyone else, or am I the only one?” The vibrator was now a breath away from its intended destination, and I could feel Ever trying to position her body to make contact with the silicone toy. Her whimpers became music to my dick.
“Someone is losing their patience.” I pulled the toy away, chastising her.
“Did I give you the impression that you were in control here? Because I don’t recall giving you that impression, little bird.
Now answer my question, who else do you think of when you’re alone in your bed with this buried inside of you? ”
“No one.” Her response came out as a plea. “It’s only ever you.”
I smiled behind my mask, wishing that I could just rip it off and look at her face-to-face.
“It’d better be. You’re mine, Ever. I want to be the only man in your fantasies.
” I moved the vibrator to its intended target, applying pressure to just the right spot.
“And the only one fucking this tight, little pussy.”
Ever let out a shriek the moment the vibrator made contact with her clit, throwing her arm behind her body and gripping my leg with her hand.
Her nails dug into the denim of my jeans, and I would be lying if I said I didn’t suck in a breath of my own when they felt like they were impaling my flesh.
Moaning, she arched her back while I held her head against my chest with my hand still around her throat.
Abruptly and without warning, I turned off the vibrator, catching Ever when she collapsed to the floor. “I think you should be punished for what you did to me last night,” I whispered near her ear.
“What? No. I absolutely do not agree with that assessment.”
I chuckled, turning the vibrator back on. “Stand up straight for me.”
On unsteady legs, Ever complied, gasping when the vibration from the toy once again assaulted the bundle of nerves between her legs.
The other half of it was made for stimulation inside of her, but I withheld that from her, allowing it to hover just shy of her entrance as my hand drifted from Ever’s throat to her breast, taking her nipple between my thumb and forefinger.
“V,” she moaned my name. Her senses were becoming overstimulated. God, I loved hearing her scream my name from those full, pouty lips of hers. If only it were my actual name, but I guess beggars couldn’t be choosers.
“Do you have any idea how much it sucks to have a raging hard-on and not be able to do anything about it?”
Her voice shook when she answered me. “No, but I’m beginning to think you’re going to show me.”
“Bingo.” I pulled the vibrator away again. “I want you to picture me sitting in a car, reading your texts and seeing a tiny glimpse of the place I want to be every second of every day and not being able to have it.”
“You can have it anytime you want.”
Shit. If she kept talking like that, I might forgo the whole fake punishment thing and fuck her right here, right now.
Ever’s legs buckled again when I brushed the vibrator against her clit, applying even more pressure than I had been.
Hand still firmly cupping her breast, my thumb caressing her nipple, I slowly inched the other half of the toy inside of her.
She leaned her head back against my chest, moaning, taking every inch of it as pools of green and brown tried to search through my mask to make eye contact.
“And did I mention Cole was driving?”
A laugh became intertwined with a whimper when I withdrew the toy. “Please. Don’t stop.”
“I want you to beg for it like you made me.”
“I’m begging you, please, V.”
“Please what, little bird?”
“Fuck me with the toy like it’s you.”
An involuntary moan came from deep within the most feral cavern of my body. Obliging her, I plunged the other end of the vibrator into her. “Is this how I feel when I’m inside of you?”
“No.” From somewhere within her own core, Ever had summoned the strength to return to her legs, rocking her hips to match my own thrusts. “You’re much bigger. And—so—much—better.”
My erection begged to be released when Ever, knowing exactly what she was doing, ground her ass against my crotch.
There was no hiding how much control she had over me, and she knew it.
She knew how much her body had me simping for her day and night, and that the sense of control she was letting me have was exactly that, a sense of control.
“This toy is soaked,” I said, doing my best to growl through the modulator, hoping it gave more sexy Viking and less dying sasquatch. “You’re getting close, aren’t you?”
“I want it to be you inside of me.” Ever’s voice had grown hoarse, her breathing intensifying.
“Tsk, Tsk. Have you forgotten the last night we had together? You should know that it isn’t going to end after I make you come all over my hand.
” My lips hovered next to her earlobe, close enough to allow her to feel the heat from my breath.
“No, little bird, I have no intention of crawling back out of that window until I’ve left you unable to walk and that cunt of yours so imprinted by each thrust from my cock that you’ll never want another man to touch you again. ”
“God, V!” Ever’s body shook, her release taking over her in waves as I drove the vibrator inside of her once more.
Her already precarious legs gave way from underneath her, and I had to toss the vibrator aside to catch her before she fell to the floor.
Sated, she rested her head against my chest, and I carried her to her bed and laid her down, lying down beside her.
“You don’t have to look so pleased with yourself,” she said, propping her head up with her arm.
“I will never not feel like I’m the king of the goddamn world when your eyes are rolling in the back of your head while you speak something akin to tongues because of what I’m doing to your body.”
“God, it sounds like I look possessed.”
“You do. But in a hot way.”
She studied me, her eyes wandering down to the bulge in my pants. “It’s not fair that you can see my face, but I can’t see yours. Why can’t you take that mask of yours off? What are you hiding from me, V?”
“I—can’t. But I will. I promise you I will, Ever.”
She watched me, and I would have given anything to hear the thoughts going on inside her head as she got up from the bed to shut the window to quell the chill that had descended upon the room from the brisk autumn air.
On her way back to the bed, she took a detour as though a thought had occurred to her while walking, and she steered over to the light switch, flipping it off.
My eyes, adjusting to the darkness, caught Ever’s form climbing back into bed next to me. “Sit up,” she commanded.
I pushed myself up on my elbows, glancing at Ever’s outline next to me.
“Take off your shirt.”
This was going to either end up being really bad or really good, and to be honest, I was game for it either way.
Propping myself up into a sitting position like Ever commanded, I pulled my t-shirt over my head and tossed it to the floor.
In the darkness, her form made its way to me, straddling my lap.
I sucked in a breath when her fingertips brushed over the skin of my flank and made their way up to my shoulders.
“I have no idea what’s going on in your head, but if you need some time, I’m willing to give it to you, which requires a lot of trust on my part.”
“I know.”
“Since I’m trusting you, it’s only fair that you trust me, too.”
“I do, Ever. If I’m being honest, I think I may trust you more than anyone in my life right now outside of maybe Cole and a few others.”
“Good. Then I’m going to ask you to trust me by letting me do something.”
I swallowed hard, my mind racing with all the possibilities of what that ‘something’ could be. “Okay. I trust you.”
Ever’s hands skimmed the bottom of my mask as her fingers slid underneath it, gripping it and pulling it up to expose my mouth. She ran her hand along my jawline, feeling the stubble that had grown since I’d last shaved.
“Is there a part of you that isn’t ungodly perfect in any way?” she whispered as her hands explored more of my exposed face.