Chapter 39
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Private Message | EchoZone Internal Chat
From: MustLoveMusic
To: AlyEuphoriaEvents
Date: February 27, 2001 11:42 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Are you there?
You shouldn’t watch it.
They’re vultures picking at ghosts.
There’s so much I want to tell you, but I can’t. Not now. Everything’s being recorded, spun, monetized. Every word feels dangerous.
But if it means anything—I didn’t do what they’re saying.
I was there, but I didn’t do it.
And sometimes I think that’s worse. Because I still see it when I close my eyes.
I’m sorry you’re getting dragged into this. I didn’t mean for that to happen. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen.
You were supposed to be safe from all of it.
Anyway, I should go. PR call in the morning. Eddie says to keep quiet. I’m trying.
Thank you for writing back.
You don’t know what that does to me.
—D