44. Caspian
CASPIAN
Leona and Chiara were safely tucked away in her room, and I had just gotten out of the shower in “my” room when there was a knock at the door. I wrapped a towel around my waist before opening it.
A cocky grin met me. He tilted his head against the door frame while his eyes dragged all the way from my legs, over my bare chest, and up to my eyes.
“Ryuji.”
“Bodyguard.”
I gripped the towel around my waist tighter and tried to ignore the pulse of desire in my gut. He’d been fucking teasing me, and it had been driving me crazy. I had come to terms with the fact that I wanted to try things with him, but I didn’t have to like how vulnerable it made me feel.
I wasn’t afraid of liking it. I was nervous I’d like it too much, and if I did, Ryuji would somehow use it against me. Because he was an asshole, and that’s what he did.
“Are you going to let me in?”
I could turn him away. Get a good night’s sleep by myself. But I sighed. I’d never know if I didn’t just try. With a swallow, I opened the door wider. He sauntered inside, pushing past me and letting his fingers brush my bare abdomen.
“Hey,” I choked out.
“What?” he asked innocently. He had taken his own shower, and the edges of his hair were still a little wet.
He was wearing a fresh black t-shirt and the athletic shorts he worked out in.
His muscles pulled against the fabric of the shirt as he looked around the room.
He looked casual, but this moment felt anything but. “Kind of empty in here.”
“All my stuff is in Leona’s room.” That’s where I had been sleeping, even when she was in someone else’s room. We’d been together for so long at the penthouse, it was going to take a little bit of time to get used to some extra space.
“You should come to my room then.”
I let one shoulder rise, then fall. I had nothing else in here except for the change of clothes I was about to put on. “Sure.”
“Really?” His voice turned up in surprise.
I smirked. If he were going to tease me, then I’d tease him right back. I walked closer, one hand still on my towel, even though I could feel the blood rushing beneath it. His throat bobbed when I got close. “Why not, Ryu? You’ve practically been begging me to.”
“I don’t beg.”
“We’ll see about that,” I said. My heart thundered as I poked his chest with my finger. “I bet you’d like to beg for once.”
“Big talk.” He snagged my hand and pressed it against his shirt. “Are you going to chicken out, or are you going to come to my room?”
“I’m not backing down.”
Ryu grinned that cocky grin that made my pulse leap, and he pulled my hand toward the door.
“Wait, let me grab my clothes,” I said, trying to swipe them off the bed.
“Why? I’m just going to take them off when we get there.”
I rolled my eyes while he dragged me down the hallway to his room. He pushed me inside and then closed the door. “So, what was this about not backing down?”
This was happening. I could either embrace it and finally admit that I wanted it, or I could chicken out and leave and go back to my room. For some reason, I knew he wouldn’t chase me.
“Fuck it,” I grumbled. I grabbed the fabric of his shirt and yanked him forward to fuse my lips to his. The kiss was fucking searing, and at the first brush of his tongue, I was completely hard.
Yeah, I liked it.
Fuck, I wanted more.
Our hands practically tore at each other, trying to get closer and closer. I deepened the kiss, if that was even possible. He cupped my cheeks; I tugged at his hair. It was a battle for dominance, exactly like every other interaction we’d ever had.
He pulled back and stared at me.
“Fuck me, bodyguard.”
I sucked in a breath, and my heart lodged in my throat.
“What? Can’t picture the idea of your dick in another man’s ass?”
I surged forward, hand gripping his neck. My mouth crashed against his, and it was my turn to sweep my tongue through his mouth. The kiss was hard and consuming. “No. It’s that I can only imagine how sticking my dick in your ass will only make you even more insufferable than you already are.”
He grinned, darting forward to steal another kiss. “So you imagine it. Your dick in my ass.”
My eyes dipped down to his lips while my hand tightened on his throat. “And your lips around my cock, shutting you up for once.”
“And your balls in my hand.”
My palm squeezed. “And my cum coating your tongue and face.”
“Oh, bodyguard, you know I won’t waste a drop. I’ll swallow it all.”
I groaned before plastering my lips to his again.
He kissed me right back, hands flat against my abs.
The towel slipped down my hips and pooled on the ground.
I dipped my fingers into his shorts before I shoved a hand inside to find his hard cock just waiting.
My hand closed around his shaft and I squeezed.
“Fuck, Ryu,” I breathed against his lips. His fingertips dug into the skin of my waist, spreading over the V of my muscles. I jerked. “Fuck.”
“You like it?” He smiled against my lips.
“Yes, I fucking like it,” I growled. I dropped to my knees, pulling his shorts down just enough to get my lips around his cock. He sucked in a breath, and a groan slipped from his throat. My tongue swirled around his tip, and then I took him as far as I could.
“Fuck. Cas—” His eyes fluttered closed. His hair had come a little loose from its usual bun. His cheeks were ruddy and red, and goddamn it all to hell, this was better than I ever imagined it could be.
I popped off his cock and pushed his chest backward. His knees hit the bed, and he fell onto it. “I like the look of you naked, Cas.”
I stroked myself, letting my thumb drag over my tip and spread the pre-cum beaded there. “You want to be fucked?”
His eyes locked onto my slow-moving hand. “Yes, I do.”
“Get naked.”
He pulled off his shirt and tossed it to the side.
Then he shucked off his pants and kicked them away.
With his tattoos on full display, he stretched, and my mouth watered at the idea of licking a line up that skin break between them.
His hand closed around his cock and he stroked up and down, slowly, matching the pace of my own movements. My eyes lidded. Yeah, I wanted more.
“I like watching you touch yourself,” I said softly. I climbed onto the bed, on my knees, watching the way his wrist flexed.
“Yeah? I bet you’ll like this even more.” He pushed me flat on the bed and then immediately closed his mouth over my cock.
“Oh, fuck,” I grunted. My hand instantly went to the back of his head. I didn’t apply any pressure, but the bobbing up and down was intoxicating. His tongue felt so good, it drew a moan from deep in my lungs. “Jesus, Ryu. How do you know what to do with that fucking mouth?”
He sucked me hard and then popped off. “I’m excellent at giving head.”
I laughed, gripping his hair and guiding him back down. “Keep going.”
God, the way his mouth moved. It was sloppy and wet and so fucking eager. This was fucking amazing. Why had I been holding back for so long? If he kept up with this, he would wipe my cum off his face in about ten seconds.
“Wait.” He popped off and looked up, a cocky but lustful look in his eye. I didn’t want to blow my load in his mouth. Not yet. I wanted his ass first.
He wiped his mouth with the back of his arm and sat back. His cock was still rock hard between his legs. “Do you want to do this, Cas?”
I did. I really did. “Yeah.”
He put a hand on my leg. “Are you sure? No jokes.”
The corner of my mouth perked up. “I’m sure. What about you?”
“I do.” He cleared his throat. “You can fuck me.”
“Come here, then,” I said as I reached for him. He grabbed my hair when he slammed his mouth on mine, straddling me. My arm wrapped around his waist, and I flipped us so he was on the bed and I was on top.
“You know what to do.” Who knew his voice could be so breathy and raw? “Lube’s in the drawer. I got some especially for you.”
I chuckled softly as I grabbed it. “I didn’t realize you were so fucking desperate.”
“It’s not like I’ve tried to hide—”
I kissed him. “Shut up.” His mouth was hot and wet. The feel of our naked skin together, all heat and goosebumps and nerves on fire, was going straight to my head. It was almost like my first time with Leona. I couldn’t believe it was happening, and I was relishing every single second.
I squeezed a little bit of lube on my fingers. My tongue pushed into his mouth at the same time my finger pressed against his hole. He groaned, dragging his nails down my back while he tilted his head back. My lips clamped on his neck, sucking mark after mark there.
“Hurry up,” he rasped while I stretched him. “You’re stalling.”
“You’re annoying.” I’d give him a thousand fucking hickies, bruise him over and over. Cocky asshole deserved it.
“You like it.”
“Not even a little,” I said, pushing in another finger. My teeth dragged down his neck, and his nails scratched down my back.
“Cas,” he groaned. “Come on.”
I bit his lip and pulled. “You’ll wait until I say you’re ready.”
“You’re a fucking asshole,” he muttered, but he rocked against my fingers.
“I’m going to fuck your asshole.”
“Ha. Ha.” He rolled his eyes, but I kept everything slow and steady. His chest moved faster and faster while he groaned. I didn’t want to rush this. I needed him to enjoy it as much as I was. “Then do it already.”
“Fine,” I said, pressing my tip to his ass. My eyes locked onto his. His lips parted slightly, and he moaned as I pushed inside him. I could feel the heat on my cheeks, the lust in my gaze. “You feel so fucking good.”
“I fucking told you.” Even with my dick in his ass, he’d still bicker with me. “I knew you’d like it.”
“Yeah, yeah.” I wrapped my hand around his cock and he arched his back off the bed.
“Fuck me for real,” he choked out. “Hurry or I’m going to come all over your hand and make you lick it off your fingers.”
My entire body flushed, but I spread one of his thighs even wider so I could bottom out.
His hands tangled in my hair, drawing our lips together again in a clash of heat and hunger.
I fucked him hard, the sound of our combined grunts and our skin slapping together made all rational thought leave my head.
“Turn over,” I said, slapping his thigh. I pulled out just long enough for him to roll onto his stomach before I pushed back inside him. His face buried in the bed, and the groan that came out of his mouth was electricity in my veins.
“Harder.”
My voice was strangled. “Ryu.”
I thrust even harder. His ass pushed back against me, so I reached around to fist his cock and stroke him. He started muttering in Japanese, and I knew he was getting close. The base of my spine tingled and my balls tightened. I wouldn’t last much longer either.
“I’m going to fucking come,” he moaned, just before he shot all over the bed and my hand.
“Oh, God, Ryu, me too.” I thrust as hard as I could, as deep as I could. The orgasm was so intense it made my head spin. I leaned my forehead against his back while I tried to catch my breath.
He started laughing, which drew a smile to my face. I slowly pulled out of him, every nerve on fucking overdrive, before I collapsed next to him. I yanked his arm over until his head rested against my chest.
“What’s the verdict?” he asked, still totally out of breath.
I pressed a kiss to what remained of his stupid man bun. “I don’t know. I might have to do it again before I decide.”
He sighed dramatically. “If you must.”
I gripped his chin and tilted his head up for a kiss. “So what does this mean, then?”
A questioning look filled his eyes. “What do you mean?”
“You just wanted me to fuck you once?” My thumb dragged down his cheek. “Were you just messing around? Trying to tease me?”
He grabbed my hand. “No, I wasn’t messing around. I told you before. I really do like you. You and Leona. You’re the only ones who make me feel like this.”
I didn’t have words.
“And what about you?” He sat up. “You just going to fuck me once and then back off? Run away? Decide you didn’t like it?”
“No,” I said softly. There was something about Ryuji.
Something that drove me crazy, like he had shoved his hand inside my chest and gripped my heart with an iron fist. I couldn’t get him out, and I’d long since stopped caring.
That’s probably why I’d felt so strongly about him even from the beginning. “I liked it. I like you.”
“Huh.” He leaned down and put his head back on my chest. “Okay, then. Next time I’m on top, though.”
My smile was buried in his hair. “Sure.”