Thane
Sienna is a goddamn miracle worker. I’m not sure what would’ve come if she hadn’t convinced Grey to agree to the contract.
It’s been nearly impossible to control the urges of the mark since she’s been gone, and if Grey had chosen to run, I’m almost certain it would’ve been only a matter of time before I snapped.
I just pray that the things in this contract are enough to keep the monster in me at bay.
There’s no telling what will happen if I lose control, and no part of me wants to find out.
After what happened on Halloween, just the thought that I might hurt her makes me want to rip my own heart out.
That night nearly broke me, and if Kole hadn’t been around, I’m not sure what I would’ve done.
It’s like I need her underneath my skin.
I need her soul woven into mine until we are one entity.
Marking her was the worst mistake of my life, and now I have to spend the rest of it paying the price.
Because despite her feeling the pull of the bond too, she’s made it clear she wants nothing to do with me, and I can’t blame her.
After everything I’ve done to her, I’m just lucky she’s agreed to these requests.
Every waking moment away from her is torture, and I only have myself to blame for it. That day in the forest, I should have just walked away. I knew then that there was something different about her, but my ego wouldn’t let her go.
At the very least, I should’ve locked her up in the pen or dungeon and been done with it. But no. I had to own her so wholly that the only way to satisfy my greed was to mark her.
Little did I know back then, there was no owning someone like her. Sure I could take her blood and even her freedom. But the one thing I want now can’t be taken.
It has to be given.