Thane
Sophia coming here better help curb this unyielding hunger I have for Grey, because I can’t afford to lose control again.
What if next time she’s too close to me when I shift?
Or what if the beast in me can’t be tamed in time, and I end up hurting her?
Seeing the pain on her face when she recalled the time I had burned her made me sick.
It’s hard to believe I had ever done that with the way I feel now.
Sure, she may get under my skin, and my temper may flare, but now the idea of hurting her makes me want to toss myself off a cliff.
Somehow, this bond between us has begun to tame the Alpha in me, all while bringing to life a new beast. One who needs to protect her and claim her all at the same time.
Every second I’m with her and every second I’m not is pure torture.
It’s like the universe is punishing me, and maybe that’s what I deserve.
To live in this in between of craving something I can never fully have.
I’ve certainly done enough bad things in my life to deserve such cruelty.
Maybe the heavens have finally decided to seek their vengeance, because that is what she feels like.
A poison meant to draw me in and kill me slowly.
Infecting every inch of my body and mind until I’ve gone completely mad just from the mere thought of her.