34. Rhys

RHYS

I bury Malek Marlowe in the same ground where I buried his money four years ago, and I'm the only one who appreciates the joke, because I'm the only one left alive who knows it's there.

It's a clearing northeast of the cabin, an hour out, unremarkable, the kind of place a tracker files away.

Back when I was still taking the man's contracts, I cached a final payment up here, the blood money for confirming his daughter's death, because I couldn't stand to spend it and couldn't bring myself to throw it away, and burying it felt like the closest thing to justice I had.

Now I put the man himself in the dirt a few feet from his own coin.

He hunted her for years. He drove up this mountain to collect on his pride.

And he ends up in an unmarked hole next to money he never knew he'd lost, dug by the man he paid to find her and who lost her on purpose instead.

I don't say words over him. There are none I'd mean. I fill the hole and I tamp it and I take the bearing the way I take every bearing, automatically, a thing I'll never need and can't help recording, and I stand a moment in the falling snow looking at the disturbed ground.

When I got back to the cabin she was on two legs again, kneeling over Gideon with her hands red to the wrist, and nobody had told me yet, but I'd seen the wolf tracks in the snow by the treeline, a set I didn't know, smaller than ours, and I'd put it together the way I put everything together.

Her wolf came up. After all of it, after the man who locked it away bled out on her kitchen floor, the cage finally let go.

I don't know yet what that means for the fight that's coming.

But I know what it means for her, and it's the one piece of good news in a morning that's had none, and I carry it down the mountain like the only warm thing in my coat.

I think about the man I was when I buried that money.

Younger. Harder. A tracker who'd stopped asking who he worked for, who told himself the people he found had it coming, who'd never once in his life let a target go.

I was halfway to being the same kind of hollow thing Malek was, and I knew it, and the only proof I had that I wasn't all the way there was a girl I'd decided to lose and a hole in the ground with blood money in it.

She doesn't know it, but she saved me before she ever bit me in that ravine.

The choice to lose her was the choice to be a man instead of a tool.

Everything I am that's worth anything started in this clearing four years ago, with a shovel and a decision.

And now I've closed the circle. The man who'd have made me a tool is in the dirt beside the wage he paid me to do it, and the woman who saved me is down the mountain alive, and I'm the one still standing to know what it all meant.

I walk back down through the thin falling snow.

The cabin's quiet when I get back, the bad quiet of a house holding its breath over a wounded man.

Gideon's alive. That's the headline and we're all clinging to it.

Ember's stitching held, the shock got caught before it took him, and he's stable now in the sense that he's not actively dying.

But the wound's gone hot. I can smell it before I'm through the door, under the iron and clove, the sweet wrong note of a body starting to fight something it might not win, and Ember's face when she looks up from beside him tells me she smells it too and knows exactly what it means.

"Fever's climbing," she says. Flat. Holding herself together with both hands. "He needs antibiotics we don't have and a hospital we can't reach and rest he's not going to get. He's talking sense when he's awake. He's not awake much."

Cass is at the window. He's been at the window since Malek.

He hasn't slept, none of us have, we fought a war at dawn and buried two men and it isn't even noon, and the exhaustion is a physical thing in the room, a weight on all of us, the particular hollow you get when the adrenaline's gone and the body presents its bill.

I sit down heavy at the table. Knox is up on the roof, has been since the fight ended, because somebody has to watch and Knox is the one who can't not.

For a moment the four of us who are conscious just exist in the same space, breathing, alive, the snow coming down soft outside, and I let myself think the worst of it might be behind us.

Marlowe came and Marlowe broke. Malek's in the ground.

Maybe Easton's careful pack takes one look at what happened to the Marlowes on this mountain and decides she's not worth the cost.

I let myself think that for almost a full minute.

Then Gideon stirs on the table. His eyes crack open, fever-bright, and they find the window, and something in him, some animal under the fever, goes rigid.

"Cass," he says. Thin. Urgent. "The wind. Has the wind shifted."

Cass goes still at the glass. Lifts his head. And I see him scent it the way Knox would, the way Gideon just did from flat on his back half-conscious because his body knows this smell the way mine knows pine.

Iron. Wet stone. A coin held too long in a fist. The narrow old-blood smell I caught at the south line a lifetime ago this morning.

Easton.

"Easton," Cass says, and the word drops into the exhausted room like a stone into still water, and every one of us who thought the worst was over understands at once that the worst hasn't started.

From the roof, Knox's voice comes down through the boards, low and certain and carrying.

"I smell them."

Cass moves to the foot of the stairs, looks up at the ceiling, at the man on the other side of it. "How many."

A pause. Knox up there reading the wind, sorting the threads, doing the math the rest of us can't.

"Six," Knox says.

And then, after a beat, quieter, the part that matters:

"And one of them's a Bramwell. I can smell it on him. Same as Gideon. Made, not born."

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