Chapter Five #3
“Eat!” he says more sharply. “Anastasia, I have an issue with wasted food. Eat.”
“I can’t eat all this.” I gape at what’s left on the table.
“Eat what’s on your plate. If you’d eaten properly yesterday, you wouldn’t be here, and I wouldn’t be declaring my hand so soon.” His mouth sets in a grim line. He looks angry.
I frown and return to my now-cold food. I’m too excited to eat, Christian. Don’t you understand? my subconscious explains. But I’m too much of a coward to voice these thoughts aloud, especially when he looks so sullen. Hmm, like a small boy. I find the thought amusing.
“What’s so funny?” he asks.
I shake my head, not daring to tell him, and keep my eyes on my food. Swallowing my last piece of pancake, I peek up at him.
He’s eyeing me speculatively. “Good girl,” he says. “I’ll take you home when you’ve dried your hair. I don’t want you getting ill.”
There’s some kind of unspoken promise in his words. What does he mean? I leave the table, wondering for a moment if I should ask permission but dismissing the idea. Sounds like a dangerous precedent to set. I head back to his bedroom. A thought stops me.
“Where did you sleep last night?” I turn to gaze at him still sitting in the dining room chair. I can’t see any blankets or sheets out here—perhaps he’s had them tidied away.
“In my bed,” he says simply, his gaze impassive again.
“Oh.”
“Yes, it was quite a novelty for me, too.” He smiles.
“Not having…sex.” There. I said the word. I blush—of course.
“No.” He shakes his head and frowns as if recalling something uncomfortable. “Sleeping with someone.” He picks up his newspaper and continues to read.
What in heaven’s name does that mean? He’s never slept with anyone?
He’s a virgin? Somehow I doubt that. I stand staring at him in disbelief.
He is the most mystifying person I’ve ever met.
And it dawns on me that I have slept with Christian Grey, and I kick myself.
What would I have given to be conscious to watch him sleep?
See him vulnerable. Somehow, I find that hard to imagine.
Well, allegedly all will be revealed tonight.
In his bedroom, I hunt through a chest of drawers and find the hair dryer.
Using my fingers, I dry my hair the best I can.
When I’ve finished, I head into the bathroom.
I want to brush my teeth. I eye Christian’s toothbrush.
It would be like having him in my mouth.
Hmm… Glancing guiltily over my shoulder at the door, I feel the bristles on the toothbrush.
They are damp. He must have used it already.
Grabbing it quickly, I squirt toothpaste on it and brush my teeth in double time. I feel so naughty. It’s such a thrill.
Grabbing my T-shirt, bra, and panties from yesterday, I put them in the shopping bag that Taylor brought and head back to the living area to hunt for my bag and jacket.
Deep joy, there is a hair tie in my bag.
Christian is watching me as I tie my hair back, his expression unreadable.
I feel his eyes follow me as I sit down and wait for him to finish.
He’s on his BlackBerry talking to someone.
“They want two?… How much will that cost?… Okay, and what safety measures do we have in place?… And they’ll go via Suez?… How safe is Ben Sudan?… And when do they arrive in Darfur?… Okay, let’s do it. Keep me abreast of progress.” He hangs up.
“Ready to go?”
I nod. I wonder what his conversation was about. He slips on a navy pinstriped jacket, picks up his car keys, and heads for the door.
“After you, Miss Steele.” He opens the door for me looking casually elegant.
I pause, fractionally too long, drinking in the sight of him.
And to think I slept with him last night, and after all the tequila and the throwing up, he’s still here.
What’s more, he wants to take me to Seattle.
Why me? I don’t understand it. I head out the door recalling his words—There’s something about you.
Well, the feeling is entirely mutual, Mr. Grey, and I aim to find out what his secret is.
We walk in silence down the corridor toward the elevator. As we wait, I peek up at him through my lashes, and he looks out of the corner of his eyes down at me. I smile, and his lips twitch.
The elevator arrives, and we step in. We’re alone. Suddenly, for some inexplicable reason, possibly our proximity in such an enclosed space, the atmosphere between us changes, charged with an electric, exhilarating anticipation. My breathing alters as my heart races.
His head turns fractionally toward me, his eyes the darkest slate.
I bite my lip.
“Oh, fuck the paperwork,” he growls. He lunges at me, pushing me against the wall of the elevator.
Before I know it, he’s got both of my hands in one of his in a viselike grip above my head, and he’s pinning me to the wall using his hips.
Holy shit. His other hand grabs my hair and yanks down, bringing my face up, and his lips are on mine.
It’s only just not painful. I moan into his mouth, giving his tongue an opening.
He takes full advantage, his tongue expertly exploring my mouth.
I have never been kissed like this. My tongue tentatively strokes his and joins his in a slow, erotic dance that’s all about touch and sensation, all bump and grind.
He brings his hand up to grasp my chin and holds me in place.
I’m helpless, my hands pinned, my face held, and his hips restraining me.
His erection is against my belly. He wants me.
Christian Grey, Greek god, wants me, and I want him, here… now, in the elevator.
“You. Are. So. Sweet,” he murmurs, each word a staccato.
The elevator stops, the doors open, and he pushes away from me in the blink of an eye, leaving me hanging.
Three men in business suits look at both of us and smirk as they climb on board.
My heart rate is through the roof. I feel like I’ve run an uphill race.
I want to lean over and grasp my knees…but that’s just too obvious.
I glance at him, and he looks so cool and calm, like he’s been doing The Seattle Times crossword.
How unfair. Is he totally unaffected by my presence?
He glances at me out of the corner of his eyes, and he gently blows out a deep breath.
Oh, he’s affected all right—and my very small inner goddess sways in a gentle victorious samba.
The businessmen exit on the second floor. We have one more floor to travel.
“You’ve brushed your teeth,” he says, staring at me.
“I used your toothbrush.”
His lips quirk up in a half smile. “Oh, Anastasia Steele, what am I going to do with you?”
The doors open at the first floor, and he takes my hand and pulls me out.
“What is it about elevators?” he mutters, more to himself than to me as he strides across the lobby.
I struggle to keep up with him, because my wits have been thoroughly and royally scattered all over the floor and walls of elevator three in The Heathman Hotel.