Chapter 6
Curious Sub
Would mine do that?
“You’re supposed to touch those on women but no one said anything about men.” Health class hadn’t been very informative, so I might’ve missed information somewhere. “How would we test mine?”
Just washing them in the shower hadn’t gotten the same reaction I’d given my Dom. “I know we don’t have to worry if they don’t work like yours.”
There.
Now he couldn’t stress about it.
Yes.
He smiled.
“I’m hoping we’ll come back to playing with me eventually, but what about us trading places?” My Dom looked around at the bed, taking the shift seriously. “You might like it if I stretched out beside you and held you down just enough to make you feel that you can’t wiggle or move.”
Hmm.
“Like a cock cage but for my entire body.” If I couldn’t move, then I couldn’t be held responsible if something went wrong. “Didn’t Conner say something about toys and restraints?”
I’d been slightly distracted, so I wasn’t going to feel bad about not remembering the whole conversation.
My Dom nodded, still looking calm and confident which was really very nice. “Yes. There is a variety of toys in the wardrobe. Should we pick out a restraint?”
“Yes, please.” What else? “Am I allowed to kiss your head if I agreed you can kiss mine? You said I could touch you anywhere on the outside of your body.”
Touching should mean kissing, but I wanted to make sure I did it right.
“Usually submissives who are trying to look cute and manipulate their Dom will start with cheek kisses and pair those with wide eyes.” He chuckled when I winced. “I know that’s not how you behave, but I wanted you to understand what you might see other subs doing.”
Ah.
“Thank you for explaining that.” He was really very good at explaining details. “What about heads? I was looking to show you that I appreciate you and I’m feeling warm toward you.”
He smiled.
He really was very smart.
“Thank you for that.” His thumb stroked my cheek and he looked pleased with me and not confused. “You can kiss me anywhere it feels right, but I think in this situation your sincere expression with a cheek kiss would send the message you were looking to convey.”
“Thank you for explaining that.” Bending over, I brushed my lips against his cheek before straightening. “Did I do that right?”
People were confusing, so I wasn’t going to guess.
“You did.” My Dom exhaled and pulled me closer. “Stretch your body down mine so you’re cuddling against me flat.”
Ah.
As I lifted off his body, he slid lower on the bed so I could obey the order without having to bend the wrong way. “It’s another way to cuddle. I hadn’t thought about it like that.”
My face was on his chest.
That was interesting.
“This isn’t like I thought it would be.” He didn’t mind having an erection, so I didn’t worry about wiggling to find the right position. “And you’re sturdy enough I don’t have to worry about putting too much pressure on you.”
I hadn’t been sure why someone would want to be touched this much, but it seemed like it was different with my Dom.
Maybe because he was a Dom?
Maybe it was because he was so patient and calm?
The fact that he was a man might play into it as well.
“I like the pressure and I think my confidence in how easily I could move you plays into part of that.” We both knew how accurate that was, so he didn’t do anything macho and just went back to stroking his hand over my head. “It doesn’t feel submissive to me. It’s cuddling with my sub.”
“Cuddling is nicer than I expected.” His chest hair on my cheek was nice too. “I’m not sure how to describe the feelings but they’re...nice.”
And it was all very informative.
“I’m glad.” My Dom continued to run his hands over my head and down the top of my back, but he wasn’t rushing me which made it relaxing too. “You look like you’re considering something.”
How were more people not this smart?
“I was thinking about kissing your chest. It would be combining two things I like, so I thought it might be a good next step.” Hmm. “Unless you’re ready to explore my nipples now?”
He shook his head without having to think. “I’m going to be selfish and keep you like this for another couple of minutes. Then I’m going to take off your shirt and explore the options we have for restraints.”
Decisive.
I liked that.
This was much better than trying to date regular people of any gender.
“Alright.” Shifting so I was in the right position, I didn’t mind his erection but I found I liked his moan. “I think you’re going to like this too.”
All the data I’d accumulated so far said he would, but we’d have to see.
“I know I’m going to because just watching you like this is sexy, but all you need to do is to kiss me and use your mouth on me in ways that will satisfy your curiosity.
” He really was very understanding about my needing to gather information.
“I’m going to enjoy all of that but especially when you finally get to my nipples. ”
Yes, because those were sensitive for him.
“You liked my hands on them, so logic says as long as I use similar kinds of movements you’ll enjoy my tongue as well.” I could do that. He’d enjoyed a light touch and I knew what kind of responses to look for to make sure of it.
“I’m going to love your tongue.” My Dom let out a low, pleased sound as soon as I pressed a kiss between his pectoral muscles. “God. You don’t know how sexy you look when you do that.”
He was either easy to please or I was more attractive than I’d thought.
“Your hair feels nice on my lips.” It wasn’t rough but I was too distracted to find the right way to describe it. “I think I’m going to enjoy cuddling this way too.”
He had very good ideas.
So I tried another one and traced around the side of one pectoral muscle with my tongue.
I could taste him.
That was interesting.
He was almost neutral but there was a hint of salt and maybe something that was tied to his scent. I’d never thought about enjoying something like this. I’d thought I’d need to be competent to please a woman but this wasn’t stressful and I was making him moan again.
Hmm.
“Fuck.” My Dom shivered and his hips bucked up as I flicked my tongue over his nipple. “I told you I’d love this.”
I was glad he knew his body so well.
“I do too.” There was something fun about making him react. “I can feel how hard I’m making you.”
He liked having an erection so that was good too.
“God.” My Dom groaned as I rocked forward and back over his body and licked his nipple. “That’s even hotter.”
Why had other people made this sound so complicated and stressful?
“I’m making you harder.” I really was doing very well at this for a beginner. “I can feel how you move. You’re imagining putting your cock inside of me.”
To my knowledge, no one else had ever wanted to do that.
“Yes. I’m...I’m imagining having you straddling me and riding my cock.” My Dom’s quick explanation said I’d been right. “You’d...God...you’d look sexy like that.”
Interesting.
Practicing carefully, I nibbled on his nipple and rocked faster since that kind of motion seemed to please his penis. “But you would be in charge.”
Yes
He liked that too.
I really was getting very good at this.
“I’d tell you how fast to go and how deep to take me.” My Dom’s hands stroked over my head and down my back. The way they kneaded my muscles made me think he was picturing holding on to my ass cheeks. “You’d look so good riding me with your cock cage bouncing and pulling on your cock.”
Oh.
“That would feel...unique.” I hadn’t considered something like that. “Would it hurt?”
Pain seemed to be relative when it came to BDSM, but I couldn’t mentally put myself into the right position to understand it.
“Not in the way you’re using the word pain.” He let out a deep sigh that was almost another moan as I wrapped my lips around his nipple and sucked. He seemed to be doing his best to keep processing my question but his hips jerked again and he sounded like he had to work at concentrating.
He liked that part and it seemed to be relaxing as well, so I continued sucking on him. “That’s...so distracting.”
Ha.
“Think of it like constant firm reminders that your body belongs to me.” His tone said he would enjoy that. “We’ll have to find a way to explore the sensations so you know how they feel.”
Releasing his nipple, I nodded. “Yes, thank you. Would you need to put your cock inside me for us to explore that? It happens a lot in male-on-male sexual encounters.”
His groan was similar to the moan I got when I sucked on his nipples but deeper and different in some way. “I’m definitely going to jerk off to that idea later. But we don’t need to do that to practice how the cage would feel when it bounced.”
“Alright.” Eventually I’d have to reinforce our conversation on not having negative associations with my butt, however, that could wait until I had more information. “Thank you for explaining how you’re going to jerk off later.”
“You’re...welcome...” He moaned out the appropriate response but I made it more difficult when I wrapped my lips around his nipple again. “You’re going to be doing this in my fantasy too.”
Because he gave good instructions and was patient with me and that allowed me to do a good job at it.
“Naked and with your cage.” His voice was lower and something about it was very nice too. “That was a really good idea.”
This was not as complicated as everyone had made it out to be.
It made me wonder what else I had good ideas about and I couldn’t help thinking about the things I’d read about in my research on ways to find happiness.
Relaxing might not have been the most accurate word but it was as close as I could come.
There was just something pleasant about using his body to soothe myself and pleasuring him at the same time. “That’s my good boy.”
No one had ever called me that.
“You’re making me feel incredible and I love how hard you’re making me.” Still stroking my head, his voice was quiet and deep as I continued to explore his chest. “My good boy.”
Humming to let him know I was listening must’ve felt nice to him as well because he moaned again and his hands tightened. “Time for me to explore my boy.”
Me.
That was me.
Releasing his body, I rested my cheek on his chest and closed my eyes. “I made you feel very good.”
“You’re right.” He even sounded pleased still as he ran his hand over my head. “I think that means this was something we’d both like to do again.”
“I agree.” My first trip to a BDSM club was going better than I’d expected. “We know I like several forms of cuddling and using my mouth on your chest.”
“That’s a great start.” He lifted his head, pressing a kiss to the top of mine. “What do you think about letting me explore your nipples now?”
That he made me feel very comfortable in new situations.
“You liked it and it isn’t painful or stressful.” There were a lot of other things that would’ve been harder to process.
“That’s right.” He used his strength to shift me to the side so I was resting against him instead of on top of him. “And we’re pretty sure you’re going to like being restrained and to feel my body on yours.”
“Full-body cuddles.” Muscles could be very useful. “And we’ll simply catalogue how I react.”
Nodding, my Dom stretched up and kissed my head again. “It’s all good information and will be helpful to us in the long run.”
I really should’ve looked into male-on-male intimacy earlier...this was much easier than dating women.