Chapter 4
Jack
I was glad that Kim was asleep when I got in bed that night. I had no desire to fuck her or be intimate with her in any way. The thought of what she may have done this afternoon made my skin crawl just lying in bed next to her.
I can’t exactly prove anything yet. But I am pretty sure that she had sex with someone today at that party. If it was a party at all. And by how loose her ass felt when I fucked her, I would say she has had someone in her ass on a regular basis.
Kimberly
Although I am awake, I pretend to be asleep when Jack comes into the bed. It’s past 2am and I wonder what the hell he and my mother did this evening. Although I have no right to say a word after what I did this afternoon.
I’m glad that Jack thinks I am asleep. I have been worried about having sex with him tonight. I am sure he would notice how stretched out my pussy and ass are after being reamed by monster cocks all afternoon.
I am worried that Jack saw up the back of the sweatshirt this afternoon and saw that I had no panties on. I can only imagine what Jack thinks about that. What am I doing to our marriage? Having fun while I am out on the cruise is one thing. But what I did today was unconscionable.
Do I want Jack to find out that I am fucking other men? Do I want to risk my marriage that way? Do I unconsciously want to get divorced? Jack is a wonderful guy. Even my mother seems to be crazy about him.
Is there a reason that I am fucking guys my own age? Does the six year difference between me and Jack mean something I am not paying attention to?
Is there a reason that I almost exclusively only fuck black men? Is it that I don’t think I’ll fall in love with them? Is it because they all seem to have huge dicks? Am I really a size queen?
I feel a knot in my stomach as I lay here next to my husband who has always been my rock and my first love. I feel a deep uneasiness. Would I be able to quit having sex hookups on the cruises if I decided I needed to?
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Jack
Kim asked me if I wanted to join her in the shower when we woke up on the 27th. “I’d rather have breakfast, read my newspaper and have some coffee first,” I answered a little more tersely than I intended.
I saw a worried look cross Kim’s face but she did her best to hide it. “Okay then, enjoy your breakfast,” Kim finally answered. As she walked across the room to the bathroom suite, I noticed that her ass pucker seemed bigger. The size of a 50 cent piece rather than a dime.
Aurora
I noticed that Jack has a sad look on his face as he came into the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee with his newspaper tucked under his left arm.
“Good morning sweetie. Is everything okay?” I asked Jack softly with concern in my tone. “I don’t know,” he stated. “When I watched Kim going to shower, I noticed that her ass pucker looks huge. Like the size of a 50 cent piece instead of the size of a dime,” He added.
“It would take a lot of fucking for her pucker to be stretched that much and I have only been in there the first night she was home. Her pucker did not look like that the next morning,” Jack informed me.
“Do you think she had sex with someone yesterday?” I asked Jack straight out. “I think she had sex with several somebodies,” Jack answered. “Maybe repeatedly,” he added.
“Do you really think she would do that to you?” I asked curiously. “I think she has been doing it all along. I think she has made me a cuckold husband the entire time we’ve been married. This was just the first time she got careless,” Jack conjectured.
“I can see how you would feel that way,” I told him. “What do you plan to do? Are you going to confront her with it?” I asked softly. “Not right now. I want to collect more evidence,” Jack answered. “Yes, I can see the wisdom in that,” I told him.
Kimberly
My pussy and ass feel raw this morning. I feel like I was fucked like a tramp and put out completely used and abused. How am I going to have sex with Jack without him seeing the discomfort I will have?
I am relieved when I find some aloe in the cupboard under the bathroom sink. That will relieve the pain some and help the healing process. Maybe I can give Jack some blow jobs until the pain subsides.
For the very first time, I am deeply concerned about my behavior over the course of my marriage. I know that Jack goes on trips alone but I doubt that he has ever cheated on me. It’s just not in his makeup as a human being. I wonder why it IS in mine.