24
Ipromised him I’d wait for him. I know I can. He’s worth it. He’s going to be even more amazing than he already is one day. But I can’t move to New York City with him. They say nothing’s impossible, but this is. All I can do now is make every second I have with him count. Make our time together the most amazing that it can be. Make lasting memories for us both to keep before he moves away.
Being with him, here in this secluded rental house, away from everyone, is amazing. But life’s too fucking short. I found the man of my dreams in Jaden Lugo. I won’t give him up. Maybe I can talk him into… No, that’s not fair to ask him to give up his dream and stay here with me. But maybe his dream can come true here in Florida, with me. I just need a little time to figure things out.
I lie awake, staring at the ceiling fan rotating slowly as I replay yesterday cooking lunch together. I love being with him physically but sharing the meal prep and cooking it together; he amazed me with his advanced skills. Later in the day, we made a light dinner and had drinks. Ending the night making sweet love. It was the cherry on top of my Jaden sundae.
I shiver when his lips swipe at my bare breast, bringing me out of my thoughts and back to him. His teeth nibble on my pebbled nipple, and I’m drenched again. I’ll never find a man who completes me like Jaden does.
No man has ever made me feel like this. My heart hammers inside of my chest. My body quakes. It quivers, shivers, and tingles when I know he’s coming to my house. I think of him when we’re not together, and I ache for him. I miss him the second he leaves me. Christ, I look at him, and my pussy clenches.
I lie in his warm embrace after a perfect night of making love to him. I don’t want to move from this bed, ever.
His soft, scruffy jaw grazes my breast as he moves and kisses my neck. I feather my fingers through his short hair and rest my hand on the back of his head. His tongue travels up my neck, along my chin, then he finds my wanting lips. We kiss with the deepest of desires.
He moves on top of me again, and my legs fall apart for him to lie there. His stamina is beyond all of my expectations as he enters me and thrusts his hard cock inside my wet pussy. My back arches me into him as I moan, “Dear god, Jaden. Don’t stop. Make love to me forever.”
He lifts his body onto his elbows and smiles sinfully.
“My pleasure, kitten.” His velvety voice makes me wetter as his dick rubs in and out of me.
My god, he’s fucking perfect.
I don’t want this to end, ever. And I won’t end it. I know what I’m risking by taking this chance.
After making love for I don’t even know how many hours we take a shower, then go downstairs to the kitchen. Jaden comes up behind me and wraps his strong arms around me as I stand at the counter preparing the coffeemaker. His lips meet my neck, and I giggle.
“Jaden. Let me make us some coffee, baby.”
He growls against my neck, “I don’t need coffee, kitten. I only need you.” Spinning me around, he hoists me up and stands between my legs as I sit on the granite countertop.
I love his pet name for me. When he called me kitten the very first time, I nearly exploded into ecstasy. I couldn’t come up with a sexy name for him, so I just call him J from time to time. I love his name. Jaden Michael Lugo. It fits him perfectly.
He cups my face and kisses me tenderly.
I drape my arms on his broad shoulders, then lock my fingers behind his neck as he lifts me again and finally places my back down on the floor. I turn and finish with the coffeemaker. Once the coffee is brewing, I turn back around and face him, leaning against the counter. Tapping my lips, I ask, “What would you like for—” I glance up at the clock on the microwave and laugh out loud. “Holy shit, Jaden. It’s afternoon. So much for making breakfast.”
“Who cares what time it is? As long as I’m here with you, time doesn’t matter.” He takes a few steps my way and reaches above my head. His bare chest comes into contact with my face, and I grasp his firm body, licking his delicious pecs.
“I’ll have you for lunch, J,” I tease and suck on his nipple. He’s so goddamn tight. My hands tumble down his fabulous ripples, around his hips, and to his muscular back. I caress his body up and down, moaning as I feel his soft skin. I tilt my head up as he leans down.
Our lips meet.
His hand rests on the nape of my neck as our tongues twist wildly. Jaden hoists me back onto the counter and pushes his t-shirt I’m wearing up my legs. He bends slightly and begins kissing my calves, my knees, my thighs.
I reach for his boxer briefs and slip my hand inside. My treasure awaits as I quickly push them down to expose his incredibly hard erection.
He grips my hips and jerks me to the edge of the counter. I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him to me. His hard cock jams into my wet cunt. I lean back and brace myself with my hands flat on the counter behind me.
“Fuck, Jaden. You’re so fucking hard.” My core walls contract around his shaft as he creates scintillating friction inside of me. Jaden thrusts hard into me, pushing my body upward, bouncing me on the counter.
I fall onto him, wrapping my arms around his neck. My legs hook around his waist again.
He lifts me and carries me to the kitchen table. Gently laying me down without pulling out of me, he grabs my hips again and shoves hard and deeper into me.
I reach for the edge of the table and hold on tight as he fucks me like never before. I scream, “Jesus, God, J. You’re fucking amazing. Oh my, god!” My back arches, my legs fall from his body, and my head falls back, nearly hitting the table.
“I don’t ever want to stop fucking you, kitten.” Jaden’s body jerks forward and back as he penetrates me over and over.
My body experiences pleasure it’s never felt before. My bliss explodes with massive sensations of pleasure. Lifting my legs, I wrap them around his waist again and pull him to me.
“Come for me, J. Come hard for me.” I grip his forearms and meet his intense gaze.
“Oh god, Blaire. Come with me, come on, baby. Come with me.” He cups my face and holds me tight. With one last strong thrust, he comes.
“Goddamn, kitten!”
“Baby, you’re the absolute, most incredible man I’ve ever made love to. I lo—” My eyes drop from his, and I gulp down a breath to stop myself from saying I love him even though I want to tell him because I do love him with all my heart and soul. I press on my chest with both my hands as my heart races so fast it pains me.
But I can’t say it. I can’t tell this perfect young man that I love him and want to be with him. Because I’m terrified of failing at love again. Failing in a relationship. I can’t put my daughter through that. Once I introduce Britney to Jaden, if I do, I must be sure he’s the one. The only one, because I can’t fuck up her young life.
Jaden could one day realize our vast age gap is too much and want someone his age, someone he won’t one day have to care for. Someone to keep up with him. Someone to give him a child of his own.
My hands cover my mouth as my mind flies out of control, thinking of excuses to avoid telling Jaden my true feelings for him.
I flinch when he flicks my chin softly, then lifts it up. He moves my hands from my face, replacing them with his. He leans close and kisses me. His palms comforting me with their warmth. Our eyes meet again. His dark blues shine like diamonds.
Smiling, he caresses my cheek with his thumbs and kisses me once more. His lips glide across my cheek to my ear, and he whispers, “I know.”
JADEN
She almost said it after we both came on the kitchen table this afternoon. Almost. One day very soon we will say those three words to one another and not have to worry about the university’s rules or anyone’s opinion of us as a couple. Not that I really give a fuck about any of that, but I can’t be the cause of Blaire losing everything. Not when she’s become my everything. I’ve waited this long. I can wait a few more months. She’s worth it. One day, this wonderful woman will be my wife.
She sits on the edge of the table as I stand between her silky, soft thighs and draws teasing circles around my pecs, dipping down to my abs. Her tongue slips out, wetting her full lips.
I lean down and cover her mouth with mine, capturing her soft tongue, twisting it with mine. She moans and I deepen the kiss.
Her hands find my hair, pulling me harder against her.
We both moan as we kiss passionately. My arms embrace her body, and I want nothing more than to consume her. I raise her to me.
She cups my jaw and looks deep into my eyes.
“I never want this to end, J.”
“You know it doesn’t have to.” I smile and lift her from the table. With her on me, I step toward the living room.
Placing her down onto the large sofa, I sit next to her and tug her close to me.
“Jaden,” she sighs and slides her arms around me, hugging me tight.
“Blaire. I’m serious. We could not go back. You can call your ex and let him know that we?—”
Her hand covers my mouth, and she sits facing me, her legs crossed over one another. She takes my hands in hers.
“I can’t do that. We can’t run away. Your graduation is too close. Your plans are set. Baby, I’m not going to bring you all this way to throw it all away.” She locks her fingers with mine. She shakes her head slowly, then meets my gaze.
“We’ll figure something out, right?” She tilts her head as the corner of her lip scrunches. Her eyes close, then she lays her head against my chest. She whispers, “Right, J?”
“Of course we will, kitten.” I kiss the top of her head and squeeze her tight.