2. Iris
IRIS
The next morning, the carving is still in the window.
I keep glancing at it while I open up—adjusting frames, switching on the track lighting, doing the small, quiet work of making a gallery look effortless.
The relief panel sits on the black easel where I placed it yesterday, catching the early light at an angle that deepens the shadows in the carved cobblestones.
He got the shadows right. Even on a display easel in a different building, the morning light finds them and does exactly what he intended.
He didn’t come back for it. I expected him at closing.
I expected him first thing this morning, standing on the sidewalk with that tension in his jaw, ready to take it and go.
But the courtyard is empty except for Laurelle hauling a bucket of ranunculus into the flower shop, and the carving is still mine to look at.
Two people stopped in yesterday afternoon to ask about it—a couple from Denver, browsing, and a local woman I’ve seen at Lea’s coffee shop. I told both of them I’m working on getting the artist’s permission to sell. Which is true, technically. He hasn’t agreed to anything.
Both times I said the word artist, though, it felt important coming out of my mouth in a way I can’t explain.
I’ve used that word a thousand times. I’ve written it on little white cards and propped them next to paintings and photographs and ceramics on every wall in this gallery.
But saying it about him, about the man who filled my entire doorframe and asked for his piece back with a voice that was somehow quieter than his size…
it felt like I was telling the truth about something he hadn’t agreed to yet.
The bell chimes. He has to duck his head to clear the frame, and I remember that about him instantly—the way the doorway shrank around him yesterday.
Today he’s in a flannel shirt with the sleeves pushed up his forearms and jeans that look soft and worn, and he’s not in uniform, which means he came here on purpose.
Not on his way somewhere. Not passing by.
I watch his hands ease the door shut behind him. Those are the hands that carved every cobblestone in that relief panel. I catalog that and make myself look somewhere else.
He moves through the gallery carefully, deliberately, arms close to his body.
Big men in small spaces always telegraph their awareness of what they might break, but he does it in a way that tells me it’s not just caution.
It’s practice. He’s spent a lifetime adjusting his body to rooms that weren’t built for him.
I watch him from behind the counter, the way I watch everyone who walks into my gallery.
It’s the best part of owning this space, honestly.
People tell you who they are by what they’re drawn to, what they pass, where their eyes slow down.
Most tourists drift to the bright watercolors and the ceramics.
The locals go straight for whatever’s new on the wall.
Levi goes to the watercolor of the ridge at sunset.
It’s one of my favorite pieces in the gallery, painted by a woman from Breckenridge who hiked the ridge in October and worked from photographs.
The colors are restrained for a sunset, more smoke than fire, and the composition is off-center in a way that makes the mountain feel like it’s leaning toward you.
Most people glance at it and move on. Levi stops.
He stands in front of it long enough that I know he’s not just looking. His shoulders settle. His weight shifts to his heels. I’ve seen that posture before, in people who actually feel art instead of just evaluating it, and it changes something in my understanding of him.
Yesterday, he was the man who carved a courtyard at six in the morning. Today, he’s the man who stands in front of a watercolor and lets it reach him.
“You carve anything else?” I ask.
He turns. “It’s just something I do. It’s not anything.”
I’ve heard that before. Every artist I’ve ever convinced to hang in this gallery said some version of it first. It’s just a hobby. I just mess around. It’s not real. The deflection is so consistent across so many people that I stopped believing it years ago.
“Do you have other pieces?”
“A few.”
“Where?”
“At my house.”
He says it the way you’d say in a drawer or under the bed. Somewhere private and closed.
“I’d like to see them.”
“No.”
The word comes out clean. No anger, no defensiveness.
Just a boundary set with the kind of firmness that tells me he’s had to set a lot of them in his life.
I think about what it means to be his size and have people constantly pushing past your edges, assuming they know what’s inside because the outside is so loud.
But I push anyway, because I’ve seen his work, and his work is extraordinary. I don’t believe in leaving extraordinary things in drawers.
“The piece in the window is too good to be the only one,” I tell him. “The level of control in the chisel work, the compositional choices you made…that’s not someone who carved one thing. That’s someone who’s been doing this for years.”
His jaw tightens. I’ve hit something, and I can feel him deciding whether to let me see it or shut the conversation down.
“I’ve been carving since I was nineteen,” he says. Quiet, almost reluctant, pulling the words out of somewhere he doesn’t usually open. “My grandfather taught me. He made furniture—chairs mostly—and he let me use his tools in the garage when I was a kid. The detail work came later, on my own.”
“How many pieces?”
“I don’t count them.”
“Guess.”
He looks at the ceiling, and I can almost see him walking through his house in his mind, cataloging. “Thirty. Maybe more.”
Thirty pieces. Thirty carvings that nobody has ever seen except the man who made them and the walls of whatever room he keeps them in. The thought makes my stomach hurt in a way I don’t entirely understand.
“I want to see them,” I say again.
“No.”
Same tone, same firmness. But his eyes stay on mine a beat longer than they need to, and I feel it all the way down to my hands.
There’s something in that extra second that isn’t refusal.
It’s fear. He’s not saying no because he doesn’t want me to see his work.
He’s saying no because he does, and that’s worse.
I let it go. For now.
He walks to the other side of the gallery, passing a photographer’s black-and-white series of the old mining tunnels, a ceramicist’s stoneware bowls in earth tones, and two oil paintings by a retired teacher in Frisco who does aspen groves. He looks at all of it. He takes his time.
Then he turns back to me. “Everything in here is someone else’s.”
It’s not a question. I know where he’s going before he gets there, and my chest tightens.
“That’s how a gallery works,” I say, keeping my voice light.
“You don’t have anything of your own on the walls.”
“I’m a curator. I have an eye for other people’s vision.” The words come out practiced and smooth—the version I’ve given a hundred times when someone asks if I paint, if I draw, if I make anything myself. “That’s what I’m good at. Finding the work and giving it the right frame.”
He looks at me. Quiet and patient, the same stillness he had in front of the watercolor. He’s reading what’s underneath, and I can’t stop it because I don’t know how to flinch either. I feel exposed in a way I haven’t in years, and the unsettling part is that I don’t mind as much as I should.
He doesn’t call me out. He doesn’t push the way I pushed him.
“Sounds like what I say about the carving,” he says.
Then he leaves. The bell chimes behind him, and the gallery goes still. I’m left standing in a room full of other people’s art with his words settling into the quiet he left behind.
Sounds like what I say about the carving.
I look at the counter and pull open the second drawer from the left.
Inside is a sketchbook with a cracked spine and charcoal dust on the edges.
Laurelle is in there, and Lea, and Neve, and Millie, and dozens of tourists and locals I’ve drawn over the past three years, caught in moments they didn’t know I was watching.
Every portrait is honest. Every portrait sees something the subject doesn’t know they’re showing.
And every single one of them lives in a drawer because putting them on the walls would mean trusting that what I see is worth looking at.
I close the drawer and go back to adjusting other people’s frames.