Chapter Twelve
The alarm startles Sharon.
It is late, way past anyone rational’s sleep time, but Sharon is awake.
She usually is. She requires very little sleep, or at least, she gets very little sleep.
Her mind has a tendency to run too hot. It is hard to shut it off.
At one point, someone had suggested meditation, but just the thought of clearing the mind or turning off her brain or whatever stupid-speak people use merely to describe this awful experience caused Sharon anxiety to the point of a near panic attack.
She doesn’t buy it anyway. Asking any human to stop thinking is akin to asking them to stop their heart from beating.
You can’t. Not really. Sharon understands that better than most. Most people could control their thoughts in one way or another.
Or experience mental fatigue and exhaustion.
Sharon could not.
She’d been reading a novel in the leather chair in her bedroom.
Cole is in bed. Oddly enough, while she can rip through journals and manuals and technical books, she reads novels slowly, leisurely, making sure every scene comes to life in full color in her head.
This is the closest she gets to shutting down—distracting her brain with fiction rather than problem-solving.
Sharon sits up when she hears the alarm. Her bookmark has Edward Hopper’s The Sheridan Theatre on it. Sharon’s favorite painting. Maggie had bought it for her at the Newark Museum gift shop when they visited in May.
Sharon places the Hopper bookmark between pages ninety-two and ninety-three, closes the book, rises.
Her mind is a constantly whirring thing, her brain overheating—it makes life unbearable in many ways.
It makes it impossible for a man to stay with her.
To love her. Tad had tried. In the end it hadn’t worked.
Her… Is it a condition? Hard to say. Everything is called a condition now.
You shake your leg, you have some big diagnosis.
Sharon doesn’t buy it all. Is she on the spectrum or autistic or something like that?
Undoubtedly. Does it matter? She isn’t sure.
But this is how she was built and so her “condition” (let’s just call it that for now) eventually drove Tad away.
She hadn’t expected him to become bitter.
That had taken her aback. But she knows—and not in a pathetic, needy, pitiful way—that she is unlovable.
She could be a decent mom and daughter and sister.
She could be a pretty good friend. But her condition makes her unworthy of true companionship or love.
So be it.
The alarm sounds again, jangling her nerves.
Sharon is a cautious person. You have to be in this business.
Every software or AI enhancement she creates has backdoors and security traps, even the ones she’s provided to the government.
Especially those. She could destroy the programs at any time.
She could see whether someone tampered with them…
… and she could see if someone tried to delete them.
That—Sharon can see immediately when she fires up her laptop to check the alarm status—is what happened here.
Someone has tried to delete the griefbot on Maggie’s phone.
This is not good.
It doesn’t take a genius to figure that out.
Sharon had done as Maggie asked. Up until now, she has respected her sister’s desire for privacy.
Maggie had gone up to New York City to see Evan Barlow.
Barlow had offered Maggie some kind of high-paying but secretive work.
Maggie had told Sharon that she couldn’t say more because it would violate HIPAA and privacy clauses. Fair enough. Sharon let it go.
Sharon accepted the financial good fortune that had come their way, even though she knew that there had to be a price to pay somewhere for it.
Is now the time to pay up?
Someone tried to delete the griefbot.
It couldn’t be Maggie. Maggie knows that she can’t do it alone.
Sharon had wondered about that. She had built every app and software program so that the only way it could be altered, touched, or deleted in any way was via Sharon’s direct involvement.
She’d wondered whether this whole griefbot testing thing had been a mistake.
The power of this particular griefbot is both enticing and destructive, but when you think about it, when you really think about it, that’s true of every invention that makes an impact.
There is no such thing as a consequence-free discovery.
It is what man chooses to do with it.
Sharon is a scientist first. She sees things from that perspective, and again that makes her cold in too many ways. Still, Sharon remembers Tad’s long body on the couch, the way he would lie behind her and spoon her, and now that same man hates her and wants to destroy her.
So be it.
Perhaps she shouldn’t have pushed Maggie with the griefbot.
Sharon had rationalized that it would help her sister deal with the grief.
But had that really mattered next to Sharon’s blinding drive for scientific progress?
Marc’s death had been so sudden, so brutal, so shocking, that transitioning with an experimental AI version could offer real comfort, Sharon rationalized.
But at the very least, Sharon should have given Maggie the option of deleting the app on her own.
Now, staring at the alarm, Sharon wonders why someone would try to delete Maggie’s griefbot. She can’t come up with an answer, but one thing is crystal clear.
Maggie is in trouble.
Ivan Brovski shouts, “It’s time to go.”
Maggie looks at the griefbot and turns off the shower.
“I need to grab some clothes from the closet,” she calls back. “I’ll meet you downstairs.”
There is silence for a few long seconds. Then Brovski says, “I’ll be right outside the door. Please hurry.”
Maggie waits until she hears the door close. She peeks out.
He’s gone.
From her app, she hears the Marc griefbot say, “I’m putting a phone number in your link. I need you to call it.”
“There’s no service here,” Maggie says. “They’ve blocked it off.”
“I know.”
“How?” Then: “Have you been here?”
“Yes.”
“When?”
“Get a few hundred yards away from the house, and you should be able to call.”
“What the hell? Why didn’t you tell me—”
“No time for that now, Maggie. Here’s the number.”
She checks the screen. The phone number is not one she recognizes. Does it even matter? How can she call? And what will happen when she does? Ivan Brovski is standing right outside the door. Does she hope to, what, run through the door, surprise him, run outside?
So what’s her plan here?
She tests the bedroom windows. No special locks on them. She’s on the third floor, but there’s a short drop from the window on the far wall to the side roof. Snow is falling. She checks the closet. No heavy coat. One sweatshirt. She throws it on. It won’t be enough. Not with this cold.
But again, what choice does she have?
No more hesitation.
She pushes open the window, and a blast of cold shoves her back a step. She closes her eyes against the wind and swings her legs over the sill. Her sneakers scrape against the stone roof as she drops out the window and closes it behind her.
Oh man, it’s freezing.
The ground, except for the coil-heated part of the lawn, is blanketed with snow. She wonders how much time she has before Brovski starts knocking on the door. Not much, she imagines.
Time to move.
No way to go down the front. Not with the black-suited men still crisscrossing the lawn. She has to find another way. The wind is already biting her face. She can’t stay out here too long. The exposure will get to her soon.
Keep moving.
A plan… Well, not really a plan. Almost a plan. A bare sketch of a desperate, impossible idea comes to her.
Head to the back of the house, she tells herself.
The roof tile is slick, and she nearly falls before regaining her balance.
She ducks low and starts half sprinting, half skating toward the back of the estate.
With a shaking hand, she sees the battery on her phone is down to 4 percent.
Shit. She hits send. No response. She hits send again and jams the phone back in her pocket.
She needs both hands to keep her balance.
Maggie tries to remember that weird house tour with Oleg Ragoravich.
Man, was that really only yesterday?
It is too cold. She should go back. Maybe the Marc griefbot is wrong.
Maybe Brovski and Ragoravich don’t mean her harm.
She did the work she’d been hired to do.
People know she’s here. Or at least, well, when she thought about it, only one person knows: Evan Barlow.
So if she vanishes now, if she is somehow thrown out of a helicopter into a deep hole, somewhere in the forests of Russia, what would happen to her?
Would Barlow come forward? And if he did, so what? What could anyone prove?
But the griefbot had said it best: She’d done facial surgery on Ragoravich.
Why? None of it had been to improve his looks.
She’d known that right away. It was clearly done to disguise him.
To change his identity. The type of surgery she’d performed would fool any facial-recognition program at, say, an airport or border crossing.
But still. Would they kill her?
She starts slipping as she reaches the edge, nearly sliding right off the rooftop. She claws her way to a stop at the drainpipe. She sits up, her legs dangling over the side of the roof. She stares down.
Way too far to jump, even with the snowbank.
There has to be a way.
There’s a fire ladder to her right. Perfect. She scooches toward it. When she reaches out and touches the top rung, she pulls her hand back. The metal is so cold it feels as though her hand might freeze-stick to it.
“Doctor McCabe?”
The wind snatches most of the sound away, but she knows it’s Ivan Brovski.
She has no chance. Not really.
Surrender? Is that her best option?
Ivan again, calling from the window: “Maggie?”