Chapter 30
Thirty
Asher
It was oddly comfortable sitting on the couch with Violet curled up against Enzo’s chest while resting her legs on my lap. It felt like we were making whatever this was between the three of us into something more serious... Almost like an actual relationship.
By the time it got late enough for us to call it a night, I felt a wave of anxiety shoot through me at the thought of having to leave Violet and go to my room by myself.
I knew if I asked her to come with me, she would.
But that wouldn’t have been fair to Enzo, and quite honestly, I had no desire to exclude him from anything.
We walked down the hall as Enzo turned off the lights in the kitchen and living room and paused in front of Violet’s room. She seemed just as uneasy about going to bed by herself as I felt when she lingered at the door and was hesitant to go inside.
“Want us to come in and tell you a bedtime story?” Enzo offered, but there was no malice in his voice.
He wasn’t mocking her for not going in. It was more that he felt just as desperate as I was to spend more time with her.
After we had cuddled in her bed this morning, it seemed like that was where the three of us would always belong.
“Sure,” she replied with a soft laugh. “I can’t remember the last time someone told me a bedtime story.”
“In all fairness, it would probably be a dirty one,” Enzo teased. “But I’m happy to tell you one regardless.”
“Or we can come in, and I can have the dessert we talked about earlier,” I said, not bothering to keep the desire out of my tone.
I’d been thinking all day about tasting Violet, and the look in her eyes told me she had been too. I knew that it was still new for her, but she had come when Enzo ate her out this morning, and I was desperate to know what she tasted like.
“You don’t have to do that,” she whispered, as if this were some chore for me.
“Trust me, Vi, it would be a literal pleasure for me to eat your pussy,” I responded, my voice low as I fought the urge to kiss her. “I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it all day. Say yes, and I’ll make you come so hard you’ll forget your own name.”
Her eyebrows raised in disbelief as I licked my lips and pulled the lower one between my teeth.
“I can tell you a story while Asher eats you out,” Enzo offered, his voice confirming how turned on he was as well.
We hadn’t done much with Violet yet, but it was clear neither of us would ever be able to get enough of her.
“Well, I don’t see how I can possibly refuse such a good offer,” she teased. “Come inside.”
“Fuck,” I muttered, letting my head drop. “You can’t say shit like that, baby.”
“Why not?” she asked as she walked into the bedroom and sat on the bed, looking at us.
“Because I’m going to take that as an invitation to come inside of your pussy.”
Her eyes widened as she stared at me. I swallowed hard, trying to keep myself in check before I accidentally scared her off.
“Is that something you like to do?” she nearly whispered.
I nodded, not trusting the words that would come out of my mouth.
“Both of us would love to do that,” Enzo said, sitting on the bed beside her. “There would be nothing hotter than coming inside of you and watching our cum drip down your thighs.”
Her face reddened with heat as she looked at the floor, her hands gripping the sheets below her.
“Baby steps,” I said softly as I walked over to where she was sitting and got on my knees in front of her so I could look into her eyes.
“That’s all we’re doing right now—just baby steps.
When you’re comfortable trying something new, then we’ll talk about it.
But you’re in full control of everything that happens between us. ”
“Is it bad that I want to have sex with you guys?” she asked quietly, a nervous look on her face as she looked between us. “Does that make me a wh... a you know...”
“No,” I quickly answered with a shake of my head. “That doesn’t make you anything but human, baby. It’s okay to want a physical connection with someone. It’s also okay to want that connection with two people. That doesn’t make you anything other than ours.”
“We will always take care of you, Violet,” Enzo said beside her. “In every way. You’re in good hands with us.”
“Good hands and good mouths,” she replied with a coy smile and a laugh.
“Look at you coming out of your shell,” I said, grinning so hard that my cheeks hurt. “I love it.”
“Well, it’s the honest truth. You guys have been especially skilled with both from what I’ve experienced.”
“Well, like I said before, we aim to please.” I winked and loved that she was already starting to relax a bit.
She inhaled sharply and squared her shoulders as if struggling with an internal thought. I glanced at Enzo, wondering if he had picked up on it too.
“What’s up?” I asked softly, rubbing my hands up her thighs soothingly without getting too close to where I really wanted to be. I wanted her to feel comfortable talking to me without feeling like I had ulterior motives.
“Nothing,” she lied.
“Vi...” I warned. “Remember what we said about communication and how important it is for us to be honest with each other? If something is bothering you, we want to know.”
“It’s not a big deal.”
“If it’s bothering you, then yeah, it is a big deal.”
Enzo watched her but said nothing so we didn’t overwhelm her.
“What’s on that pretty mind of yours?” I pressed, taking the lead on the conversation.
She sucked a deep breath in and held it for a few seconds before releasing it.
“I just... I... you guys do a lot for me, and I don’t do anything in return,” she rushed out. “I don’t want to be that person. I don’t want to receive all the time and never give.”
“Do you mean like around the house?” I asked, frowning from confusion as I tried to figure out what she was really saying. “Because you don’t need to worry about any of that. We’ve said that you’re welcome to—”
“No,” she interrupted, holding her hand up to stop me. “I don’t mean that. I mean...”
She sighed, as if feeling defeated for not getting the words out the way she wanted.
“Do you mean that you want to give us pleasure the same way we’ve been giving you pleasure?” Enzo asked.
She nodded and rubbed her lips together.
“I know that I’m probably not any good at it and that I haven’t had much experience, but I just... I want to try...”
I sat back on my heels and let those words float through my head as I stared at the beautiful woman in front of me. Fuck. She really was going to be the death of me.