Chapter 33
Thirty-Three
Violet
“It’s been three weeks,” I gritted through my teeth as Kensy, Lia, and Bella grinned at me while we sat down to have lunch. It was nice to feel like I truly had friends for once and had gotten surprisingly close to Kensy and Bella ever since we went shopping for lingerie and sex toys.
“I totally get that they’re trying to go slow and give you time to adjust to everything, but that sucks,” Bella said, scrunching her nose.
“Right?” I threw my hands in the air, creating a nervous glance from Capshaw as he looked at our table.
I ignored it and focused on my friends while I still had a little time left in my lunch break.
“I’ve done everything, and they won’t bite. I’ve worn sexy stuff around the house. We’ve all played around with oral and gotten each other off plenty of times, but they won’t give me the...”
I looked around nervously, making sure there was no one within earshot of hearing us.
“Dick?” Lia offered as she pushed a hushpuppy into her mouth and smiled.
Bella giggled, and Kensy shook her head, laughing.
“Yes. Why won’t they give it to me?”
I knew that I sounded desperate and needy, but I didn’t care. I fully blamed Asher and Enzo for this mess they’d created. It was their fault for being all sexy and flirty and making me think they’d actually give me what I wanted.
“Maybe you need to be more vocal and tell them—” Bella started before Kensy lifted her hand and shook her head.
“Stop wanting it,” Kensy said, making all of us stop talking as we stared at her.
“Umm... yeah, no, I actually want it so—”
“I know. But they’re going to continue treading lightly because they think you’re pushing yourself into something you might not be ready for. If you stop letting them know that you want it, they’ll stop worrying about it.”
“What if they decide they don’t want me anymore and go find someone else who will have sex with them?” I asked, worry heavy in my voice.
“They won’t.”
“But how do you know that?” I chewed the inside of my cheek as we all waited for Kensy to continue.
“Let’s just say that I know a thing or two about wanting something you’re not supposed to. Trust me, it’s hotter if it feels like something forbidden.”
“Eww,” Lia said. “Are you talking about having sex with my brother again?”
Kensy shook her head and rolled her eyes.
“Please. If I have to hear about you and Dr. Dickhead, you can pretend I’m not talking about fucking your brother,” Kensy replied to Lia before sticking her tongue out at her.
I leaned back in my chair and laughed, wondering if Kensy was right.
Maybe I had been putting in so much effort to get them to have sex with me that it sent the wrong message.
I didn’t want to come across as desperate for them to have sex with me, nor did I want them to think that I was just using them to get past this whole good girl image I hated of myself.
I wanted to have sex with them because after knowing how good they were with their hands and mouths, I couldn’t help but wonder what they could do with their penises.
If I had been missing out on the good stuff before with other partners, I knew I had definitely been missing out on good sex as well.
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After I got home from work, I took a quick shower and threw on a pair of comfy shorts and a tank top.
I tossed my hair into a knot on my head, thankful that the summer heat would be coming to an end soon enough.
I debated putting a bra on, but decided that, given they’d already seen, touched, and sucked my breasts a handful of times as it was, I didn’t need to worry about covering up for them.
With the amount of humidity and heat that lingered in the air, I wasn’t going to be uncomfortable if I didn’t have to.
I walked into the kitchen, noticing that neither Asher nor Enzo was around when I got home. I pulled my cell phone out and checked, but didn’t have any missed calls or text messages. I was going to start dinner, but didn’t want to cook too much if they weren’t there and had other plans.
My stomach tightened at the thought that they might have other plans, mainly because in the few months that I had been staying with them, they’d always been home. I’d gotten so accustomed to them being there all the time that not having them there made me feel off.
I wandered down the hallway, stopping at Enzo’s door and knocking as I heard soft music coming from the other side.
Since his bedroom was at the furthest end of the hallway, I hadn’t heard it when I’d taken my shower.
They also kept their doors closed most of the time, so it wasn’t a tell of whether he was in there or not.
I lifted my hand and knocked on the door, waiting for him to answer.
A few seconds passed before I knocked again, the door slowly pushing open as if it hadn’t been fully closed.
Enzo sat on the bed, fully naked, with his cock in his hand as he gripped it tighter.
He didn’t stroke it, but just held onto it with a strained look on his face like he was trying not to come.
My eyebrows lifted, but I couldn’t find my voice to announce I was there because I was so caught up in staring at him. His phone was propped up in a holder across from him with a ring light behind it, which meant he was actively recording.
His eyes opened and widened when he saw me standing there. He looked from the phone to me and then back to the phone.
“Sorry,” I mouthed, not wanting to speak and ruin his video, especially if he was live.
“Don’t be,” he said as a grin spread across his cheeks. “Friends, we have a special guest joining us today.”
My heart dropped in my chest as heat prickled my skin. He was live and was now staring at me with such a heated gaze that I knew exactly what he was thinking.
“I know I usually take the lead and show you guys how I like to get myself off, but today we’re going to do something different.”
I swallowed hard, trying to stop the thundering roll of my heart beating in my ears. I shook my head, but his mischievous grin taunted me.
“If you’re going to watch the show, you might as well be in it,” he replied, voice low and seductive. His eyes cut from me to his phone as he leaned in to read some of the responses popping up in the chat box.
“SassyCat39 says she’ll come give a helping hand.
MamaFox says she’d love to be part of the show.
CrimsonLove says you'd better make me come now since you interrupted us.” He grinned, giving me a playful smirk as he looked at me.
“What do you think, baby? You want to show them how well you get me off?”
His words sent fire straight to my clit, making me instantly needy. He knew what his dirty words did to me, always my undoing when his cock was also involved.
“I don’t want to show my face,” I whispered, not sure if his viewers could hear me.
“Take your hair down,” he said, nodding to the knot on top of my head.
I stood there for a second, debating whether I was really going to do this.
“They want to see you, not me.”
“Trust me, they want to see me come. The longer you make me wait, the more impatient they’re going to get.”
With shaky fingers, I reached up and let my hair down. It was still wet from the shower, falling heavily around my shoulders as I started walking over to where he was. I knew I could angle myself so they could see what I was doing without seeing my face.
“Shorts off,” Enzo commanded as I stopped suddenly in front of him. I glanced over my shoulder, noting that only my body from my waist down was in line with the camera. “I want to see how wet you are for me after you suck my cock.”
My insides melted so quickly that I had my shorts off in record speed, leaving me in just a black thong that gave his viewers the perfect view of my ass.
“Turn around,” Enzo said, circling his finger in a spinning motion. “I want to see that perfect ass of yours.”
I did as he asked, moving slowly before turning back to face him. He got up and grabbed his phone from the holder, making sure not to show me as he laid back down and angled it at his cock.
I climbed onto the bed between his legs and slowly licked up his cock, loving how it twitched in response.
He hissed and reached his free hand down to grab my head while the other held the phone.
My lips parted as his cock slid inside my mouth, the saltiness of the precum on his tip making me wet knowing how it would feel to have him come down my throat again.
“Fuck, baby,” he moaned. “You suck my dick so good. Such a good girl.”
I whimpered, already feeling the wetness coating my thighs.
“CatEyes28 wants you to take me deeper,” he said, reading the comments on the screen.
I did as he said, taking him all the way to the back of my throat and gagging. His fingers dug into my hair harder, letting me know how close he was to losing control.
“SilkySiren wishes it was her mouth I was fucking and wants me to thrust into yours. What do you think, baby? Do you want me to fuck your mouth?”
I nodded and moaned at the thought of him taking full control.
He slowly pulled out, his cock wet and glistening from my saliva. He got on his knees, lining himself up in front of my face. I sat on my knees, steadying myself as I looked up at him.
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” he said as he watched me. I licked my lips and opened my mouth, welcoming him inside.
He slid in gently as I flattened my tongue and allowed him to go as deep as he wanted.
I watched as he held the phone with the camera angled at me, lowering it so the only thing his viewers could see was his cock as he started pumping inside of my mouth.
I relaxed my jaw and locked eyes with him as he fucked my mouth.
It was so beyond arousing that I knew he wasn’t going to last long, and neither would I.
He grunted a few times, his free hand gripping in my hair again as I wrapped my hand around the shaft that didn’t fit in my mouth and stroked it as he fucked my mouth harder.
Ropes of salty cum shot down the back of my throat as he moaned loudly, his thighs and ass clenching as he came live while his fans watched.