Chapter 21 | Nick #2
Her eyes were locked with mine, our souls even more connected than our bodies as I began to push inside.
Her tight walls enveloped me, and I gritted my teeth as the urge to push harder washed over me.
Instead, I inched inside slowly, closing my eyes at the insatiable feeling of her snug pussy choking every inch of my dick.
“Jesus...” I breathed, my fingers digging into her thigh as I fought to maintain control. “You’re so goddamned tight, Alexis...” I pushed farther, my hips undulating slightly as I took her inch by inch. “Fuck... I can’t...”
“Harder,” she whispered, and I opened my eyes to gaze into hers. “You won’t hurt me. Please, Nick. Fuck me harder.”
My fingers gripped the hair at the nape of her neck, and I pushed harder, squeezing inside her tight core as I fought to drag air into my lungs. She wrapped her leg around my back, drawing me closer as I exhaled a ragged laugh.
“You’re playing with fire, sweetheart,” I warned, my hips increasing the rhythm on their own accord. “I’m trying not to lose control.”
“I want you to lose control,” she said, her smile a mixture of sultry innocence. “I need to know you want me half as much as I want you...”
The words ripped me apart as I slid my arms under her body and cupped her shoulders. I pushed inside her, burying myself to the hilt as she gasped.
“I want you so fucking much,” I rasped, pressing my forehead to hers. “You’re all I want, sweetheart.”
Drawing her into a torrid kiss, I began fuck her as I swirled my tongue around her hot, wet mouth. She kissed me back with ardor, her hips moving in tandem with mine as I increased the pace.
Breaking the kiss, I stared into her eyes as I worked my cock inside her tight pussy. “You okay?”
She nodded, her stunning eyes lit with desire as she whispered, “Harder.”
Breathing a laugh, I began to fuck her in earnest, surging my cock inside her, loving her unrestrained moans as she took me deep.
“You like being fucked like this, don’t you, Alexis?” I asked, capturing her lips as sweat formed across my skin. “You like taking me deep and knowing my cock is about to burst for you...only for you...”
She groaned against my lips before breathing two words into my mouth. “Yes, sir.”
Her admission set my body on fire, and I lost all semblance of control.
My fingers dug into her shoulders, pulling her to me with each thrust as I buried myself deep in the place I’d dreamed of for so long.
Her untried pussy claimed me, surrounding my sensitive skin as I felt my balls tighten with the need to possess every inch of her deepest place.
“You’re such a good girl for me,” I rasped against her lips, convinced I’d never felt anything this pleasurable. Licking my fingers, I made sure they were soaked before I slid them between us and pressed them to her clit. “Come again for me while I fuck you, princess. You can do it.”
I circled her clit as my cock claimed her, and she arched upon the bed, her head falling back as her eyes closed.
“Oh...yes...Nick!”
My name upon her lips was heaven, and the base of my spine tingled with the need to explode inside her.
She gasped and elicited a loud moan before diving into another orgasm, causing her pussy to clench around my cock. Her tight vise quaked around me, milking me as I lowered my face to her neck and gently bit the soft skin there.
Giving in to the pleasure, I let go, feeling my release jet into the condom as she laughed with joy above me.
The melodic sound surrounded me, sending infinite sparks of bliss through my body as I emptied myself inside her.
God, I loved hearing Alexis laugh. I wanted nothing more than for her to experience joy in a world that didn’t have enough of it.
My body quaked and shuddered as I emptied everything I had into the condom. Alexis wrapped her legs around me, holding me in the sweetest embrace I’d ever known. Overcome with love for her, I pressed my face to her nape and relaxed against her.
Her nails scraped over my scalp as we lay in a pile of sated lust. Goosebumps rose on my flesh from her caresses, and I pressed tender kisses to her soft skin. We lay there for a while, content to just hold each other and forget the world around us existed.
Eventually, I began to slip. Sighing, I lifted my head and placed a soft kiss on her swollen lips.
“Stay here. I’m going to get something to clean us up.”
She nodded weakly, and I pulled my cock from her body, overwhelmed with the wish that I could stay there forever. Striding to the bathroom, I removed the condom and then wet a cloth with warm water. Walking back to her, I smiled as I spread her legs open.
My heart skipped a beat when I saw tiny trails of blood mixed with her wet release. Gently touching her inner thigh, I lifted my gaze to hers. “There’s blood here. Are you okay? Did I hurt you?”
She shook her head, her hair sliding against the comforter as she smiled. “It’s fine. It hurt for a second, just in the beginning, but then it felt so good...”
I swallowed thickly, anger surging that I’d caused her any pain. I delicately moved the cloth over her skin, cleaning up the blood and release as I cursed myself for being too rough.
“Hey,” she said, her voice angelic upon the bed. “I’d tell you if it hurt. I promise. I’m fine, and I’d really like you to hold me...if you want to.”
I dropped the cloth in the hamper and returned to the bed.
After lifting her in my arms, I drew back the covers and placed her on the soft sheets.
She grinned up at me and extended her arms, and I almost lost the ability to breathe.
Never in my life had I seen an image more beautiful than Alexis urging me to hold her after making love.
Crawling into the bed, I drew her against my body, loving how she nestled into my side. Resting her chin on my chest, she bit her lip as she smiled.
“Good job,” she said, patting my chest. “You destroyed my virginity.”
My eyes narrowed as I struggled with the slight bit of guilt I still felt.
Her laughter surrounded us as she shook her head. “Don’t pout. I wanted you to. How could you think I’d ever want anyone but you to be my first?”
I ran the backs of my fingers over her flushed cheek, taking another mental snapshot of this gorgeous creature sprawled across my chest.
“I’m sorry if it hurt,” I said, running my thumb over her lip. “I never want to hurt you.”
“Ignoring me hurt much worse than anything we just did here,” she said, the pain that entered her eyes crushing my soul. “Please don’t do that again. We’ve got a lot of shit to figure out, but we can’t do that if you won’t talk to me.”
“I’m sorry, sweetheart,” I whispered, hating that I’d hurt her. “I was just trying to do the right thing, but I fucked up. Men aren’t great with this shit, in case you’re not aware. I’m not a big feelings guy, and I have some pretty big feelings for you.”
She inhaled a shaky breath. “You do?”
Cupping her jaw, I smiled. “You know I do. I think I’m fucked and I don’t know what the hell to do about it.”
She traced a circle over one of the tattoos on my chest as she contemplated. “Well, we need to communicate. That’s step one.”
“Got it,” I said with a nod.
“The next question is if we want to tell my mom and Michael.”
Inhaling deeply, I thought about all that would entail. “I still have the same reservations we discussed earlier. People I care about could become targets, and that terrifies me. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if you got hurt because of me.”
“Well, Michael keeps me pretty safe. He won’t let me go anywhere without Joaquin or Enzo trailing along.”
“That will change when you get a job in the city, although I could see him still wanting to assign security to you there. He’s cautious, and I think that’s a good thing.”
“I guess,” she said, sighing. “Although, I don’t really want the whole city life and city job as much as I used to. Somehow, I kind of like living with Mom and Michael. Is that lame? Am I a deadbeat who wants to live with her mom forever?”
Chuckling, I shook my head. “Your mom is one of the few people who get you. It’s natural to want to be near the people we love. And you’re young enough to take some time to figure things out.”
“I’m only eight years younger than you, you know?” She asked, rolling her eyes. “I don’t think we’re putting you in adult diapers quite yet.”
I wrinkled my nose. “Not a great image.”
She bit her lip, her eyes twinkling. “I’d still think you were hot. I mean, you do it for me. What can I say?”
Laughing, I pressed a sweet kiss to her forehead. “Well, you do it for me too. It should be illegal how many times a day I think about kissing you...and touching you...and fucking you,” I finished, loving the flare of desire in her eyes.
Her gaze lowered as she ran a fingernail over my pec. “Who is Scarlett?”
Sighing, I slid my fingers under her chin, forcing her to meet my gaze.
“She’s someone from my past who doesn’t hold a candle to you.
I haven’t been with her that way in a long time, and I have no interest in being with anyone else but you.
It would honestly be easier if I did, but for better or worse, you’re all I think about, princess. And that’s the God’s honest truth.”
Her smile was adorable as she nodded. “Okay. I believe you. And if that’s the case, what are we going to do about it? I only want to be with you too.”
Releasing a deep breath, I shook my head. “I have no fucking idea.”
Laughing, she rested her cheek on my chest and cuddled against me. “Me either. Let’s table it for now. I have to be home for dinner in a few minutes or Mom will wonder where I am.” Lifting her head, a pleading light entered her eyes. “Please come to dinner. I want to spend more time with you.”
My fingers caressed her cheek as I wondered if she knew how deeply she had me wrapped around her little finger. “Okay.”
“Good boy.” She patted my chest before resting her cheek there again. “Now, let’s cuddle for a few minutes before I have to leave.”
“Any other orders I need to follow?” I asked sarcastically as she playfully swatted my chest.
“That’s it for now, but you’ll definitely know when I have more.”
Unable to control my grin, I tightened my arms around her and held her until I had to let her go.