24 HEART OF GOLD
HEART OF GOLD
Y OU’RE GONNA KILL ME,” R AUM GROANED, PETTING HER hair again. “That mouth of yours …”
Sunshine stayed on her knees, wiping the saliva from her mouth with the back of her hand. Her eyes had teared up, but there was nothing but satisfaction in her smile. “Why did you stop?”
“Not ready to finish yet. Get up.”
Still giving him that sweet smile, Sunshine climbed to her feet.
He kicked his pants off the rest of the way, took two steps, and then scooped her up in his arms. She laughed as he spun her around and threw her arms around his neck, reaching back to stroke his feathers.
“Let’s go to the bedroom,” he said. “Don’t want to shock poor Luna.”
“Oh my—” Sunshine gasped and craned her neck to search for the dog. “I completely forgot about her!”
“She’s fine.” He turned so she could see where Luna was still sprawled in the sunny spot on the floor. “See? Fast asleep.”
“Oh, thank the Spheres. That poor animal has been traumatized enough.”
He laughed as he carried Sunshine to the bedroom and dropped her onto the bed. Her breasts bounced when her back hit the mattress, and his brain short-circuited.
“Are you going to give me what I want now?” she asked. Her knees were bent, legs together.
“Depends on what you want.” He knelt on the edge of the bed, gripping her feet. Her toenails were painted white, which struck him as adorable. And sexy as hell.
“You. Inside me.”
“What part of me?”
She swallowed and then her lips curved. “Your cock.”
His did too. Damn, he loved corrupting her. By the time he was done with her, she was going to be spouting the dirtiest shit known to man.
“Where do you want my cock? Back in your mouth?”
He expected her to get all shy at the prospect of saying it aloud, but she beat him at his own game. Her legs dropped open, and she reached down and spread her pussy open with her fingers, revealing a swollen clit and just a hint of her opening, all of it glistening wet with arousal.
“Right here,” she purred.
He groaned. “Fuck me.”
“That’s what I’m asking for.”
“You’re perfect. The sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.”
“Raum …”
“Don’t ever tell me you’re not perfect, got it?”
Her lips pursed.
“You’re gonna deny me again?”
“I just …” She moved her hand away and drew her legs together. “I don’t want you to have this idealistic view of me. I’ve done things … I was demoted to guardian because I screwed up so badly, and I—”
Shoving her legs back open, he crawled over her and silenced her with a kiss. His cock hung down against her stomach. Just brushing it against her skin made him want to fall on her and fuck her in a frenzy, but he held off his urges. For now.
“When I say you’re perfect, I mean it. The shit doesn’t matter to me. I kinda get off on making you bad.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means it turns me on when you do bad shit. Talking dirty, stealing clothes for me … It’s hot. I’m a demon. I’m trying to be better, but I’m always gonna be a little evil.”
“That’s okay.” She wrapped her arms around his neck, gripping the muscle between his shoulder blades. “I like being bad for you.”
Her legs spread wider to cradle his hips, and his cock slipped between her legs, her arousal guiding him right to where he wanted to be. But he didn’t thrust forward.
“I’m gonna corrupt you,” he said. “I should feel bad about it, but I don’t. Maybe I do a little, but a bigger part of me just loves it.”
She wrapped her legs around his hips. His flight feathers brushed her ankles. The tip of his cock pressed right there . One thrust and he’d push in. Holding off was making him sweat.
“You can’t corrupt me when I already have darkness inside of me,” she said. “I’ve always hidden it, pretended it wasn’t there, but it’s never gone away. I’m tired of pretending to be something I’m not.”
He bent to kiss her. “I still think you’re perfect.”
She scoffed. “Shut up and fuck me already.”
He pulled back to give her a look. Her words were bold, but he could tell she was blushing. “You’re cute, angel.”
She shoved his shoulder. “Shut u—”
Her words morphed into a gasp as he pushed an inch inside her. Barely at all, but damn, she was tight. And then he realized he was in half-demon form, and she was a virgin. No way was she taking him like this yet.
He shifted to human form and then laughed at the look of dismay on her face.
“Why did you shift?”
“Sorry to disappoint, but we’re not doing it like that for your first time.”
“Virginity is a construct, and I don’t buy into it.”
“I’m not talking about some purity bullshit. I just don’t want to hurt you.”
She continued to frown, and he arched a brow. “Is my human form that bad?”
“Of course not. You’re beautiful and you know it. I just … want to be with you. The real you. You’re better at hiding in this form.”
It was an astute observation. “I promise I won’t hide from you.” He didn’t make the vow lightly.
She reached up and stroked his cheek. “And I must admit, the differences in your other form are intriguing.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yes. I wanted to … feel them.”
“Not yet,” he said, bending down to kiss her.
“Why are you always teasing me?”
Teasing her? He pushed his hips forward a little more to remind her that she had to put some work in before she was ready for the big guns.
Her groan as he stretched her was music to his ears. He gave her a little more, and her hands flew up to grip his shoulders, eyes going wide. “Oh.”
“Yeah.” He’d bet she’d stop asking him to shift now.
“Oh, wow.”
He tried to laugh. but it turned into a groan as her inner muscles flexed and then allowed him to sink in another inch. “Fuck, Sunshine, you’re squeezing me so tight.”
“I can’t—That feels so good.” Her eyes closed and her head turned back and forth on the pillow. “But it hurts too. But I want more. But I want you to stop. But I want—”
He stopped. “You’re not ready enough yet.” He made to pull out, but her legs tightened around him like a vise. Damn, she was strong.
“I’m ready now.”
“Let me warm you up a little more.”
“No.”
“Sunshine—”
“I want it now.”
He couldn’t help his grin. He’d smiled more tonight than he had in a hundred years. “What happened to the subservient little Sunshine on her knees, huh? Thought you wanted to be a good girl.”
Shameless seductress that she was, the defiance melted from her gaze, and she fixed those big doe eyes on him again. “Please fuck me now?” Even her tone was sweet.
He groaned. How was it that she could make him do anything when she was the one pleading?
He gave her another inch. He pulled out and eased back in, coating his shaft in her arousal. He bent to kiss her, his head already spinning from the pleasure. “You good?”
“So good.” Her nails scratched his back.
He gave her a little more. This time he felt her body resist him again, but her moan indicated pleasure. Again, he eased out and back in. “Hurts?”
“Feels so good.” Their mouths teased together, but they didn’t bother with a full kiss. “Raum …”
“More?”
“Yes.”
His lips curved against hers. “Good girls use their manners.”
“Please! Please, please, please—”
He thrust deep and finally filled her all the way. She was briefly overcome with trembling, her spine arching off the mattress.
The column of her throat exposed to him, the arch of her collarbones, those perfect fucking breasts … “God, you’re beautiful. Drives me fucking crazy.”
“Raum …”
He spoke through gritted teeth. “Trying to hold still so you can adjust, but you writhing under me is making it difficult.”
“Please—”
“What do you want?” He gripped her jaw, turning her head so he could kiss her.
“More. Everything.” Her eyes cleared briefly and she said, “I don’t want you to hold back.”
“I’m going to be gentle the first time.”
“No.”
“Yes. Don’t want to hurt you.”
“No. Doesn’t hurt.”
It was fucking hot that she was so eager for him to cut loose, but he would break his own back to make sure she enjoyed this. “It will if I give it to you as hard as you’re asking for.”
She moaned like just the description of it turned her on.
He decided to give her a taste. She was a big girl. She could tell him if it was too much.
Keeping a grip on her jaw, he surged forward, sinking deep, increasing the pace of his thrusts. She was so damn tight and wet and hot, and just the knowledge that he was inside her was nearly enough to send him over the edge. He’d never been so close to embarrassing himself in sex.
“You feel so fucking good.” He held her head still so he could kiss her hard, tanging his tongue with hers.
She did nothing but moan into his mouth, her legs tightening around him, pulling him deeper.
She dug her heels into his ass, encouraging the pace of his thrusts as if she wanted him to go even faster.
He transferred his grip to her throat and increased the pace.
Her moans turned to cries as he filled her with each hard thrust.
“You good?” he panted, nipping at the tender skin of her neck beside his fingers. He wanted to sink his fangs in so damn badly, but he knew better than to voluntarily take in a mouthful of angel blood. If he passed out right now, he’d never forgive himself.
“Yes! Oh my god , Raum!” She threw her hands over her head, gripping the blankets. Her eyes shut and her spine arched so high, it brought the middle of her back off the bed.
He released her neck and sat back onto his knees, held her legs up and open, and gave it to her. He poured all his pent-up lust and tension into her body, working out the angst with each hard thrust. And she held on for the ride and took it all, crying out until his ears hurt from it.
She reached for him, so he dropped forward onto his hands so he could kiss her lips. Shifting his weight onto one elbow, he reached between their bodies with his other hand and found that little clit he hadn’t had a chance to worship yet. He’d been neglecting his duties.