Halo #5
“Don’t leave Halo, please don’t. It doesn’t matter that we both turned up on each other. It just means we are enthusiastic and a little crazy.”
We both laughed at the same time.
“You should not feel guilty at all Halo. You were a child, innocent and that bitch violated you in more ways than once. Your mixed emotions and confusion were normal. You’re not fucked up at all.
You were and are a victim Halo. But please do not let it define you as a person.
Don’t let this continue to weigh you down.
” Story talked to me while we still hugged.
I was listening to every word she said but my face was buried in her neck and hair. Her scent just swallowed me whole, and I couldn’t believe how safe I felt with her.
“Thank you for that, I still apologize for telling you all of this. You just weren’t about to keep calling me no liar. Nobody knows this about me so don’t---
“I would never Halo. Never, to anyone, no matter what happens between us.”
I never doubted that she was lying for one second. We finally broke apart then sat back on her bed. The tears were dried up, and I felt a lot if not all the bad tension left the room.
“Do you mind if I ask you something?” Story was sitting close to me on her knees on the side of me.
My back was against her headboard again. “Gone ahead.”
Her voice came out so soft, like she was terrified of her own question. “You said you were a virgin so obviously that means she didn’t…you know. What is it she had you do? If you do not want to answer, then you do not have to.”
“Naw boo, you good. Uh, she had me lick between her legs every time. Then sometimes she would do the same to me. That was it, no kissing, or any other touching.”
Story shook her head with a disgusting expression. But it wasn’t at me, it was at what I said. Then, she stopped her tears before they fell.
“I am so sorry I just couldn’t imagine being in your shoes. That is something that would have destroyed my childhood instantly, just like you said. I am just so sorry Halo.”
“Don’t be sorry, I’m good now, you’ve given me something nobody ever has. Not saying my brothers wouldn’t have had my back if I told them. But I never felt like I could because what boy trips about something like that.
As we got older, my brothers and our friends used to talk a lot about older girls and how they would fuck on them. I felt like I would come off as a lame punk for telling them that. You know.”
“I do and it’s just unfortunate that that’s the stigma for boys and men. But I do not believe that at all. I think males can be violated by a woman just like girls can be violated by a man. It’s sickening that any other way would even be tolerated.”
I didn’t know what to say to that because I didn’t want to come off more victimized than I already felt. So, I just went with the next feeling.
“We can just be friends if you want Story. I mean, I’m not about to be no friend the way Hendrix is with you. I’m sure y’all talk about niggas and who fuckin’ who. I can’t do that because I might off the man you speak about. But what I can do is be around you and hang with you.”
Story chuckled then she shook her head. “I can look at you and tell you really don’t want that Halo. And neither do I.”
“What do you want then?” I needed to know.
“I want to be more than friends and I want to be your first kiss. Whenever you’re ready.”
This time I looked at her lips then her eyes and said, “What about now?”
“Really?”
It was cute as hell how shocked she was but had this flirtatious smile on her face.
“Yeah.” I answered.
“Okay.” She moved even closer to me. Her soft hand went on the side of my neck and our lips touched.
The kiss was sweet and her lips were extremely soft.
“You holdin’ back?” I asked her because I could feel that she was.
“I don’t want to freak you out and do too much.”
“I dig you for that boo, but you don’t have to hold back. Do what you feel, don’t be nervous.”
Story looked just as nervous as I felt but what she did not know was.
I craved her bad, that’s why I had never been with a woman.
My early exposure to sex caused me to think about it a lot and want it even more.
The mixed emotions I had from being exposed at a young age was a fear of making a woman feel uncomfortable.
Story made me secure in such a shirt ass amount of time. Today, with the breakthrough I had with her, it’s given me new confidence. I’m not saying I was about to act like a rabbit and just jump on her.
But I felt drunk, like a hippie high off acid and mushrooms in the 60’s. Story’s essence, everything about her I wanted to swallow me all the time. Outside of the physical, I wanted everything from her because I feel like she was reviving me from the dead.
Story kissed my lips again. This time it was a little longer and juicer. “I am going to turn it up a notch. I’ll slide my tongue in your mouth. If you can, just follow my lead.”
“Got’chu.” I knew this was about to be my first tongue kiss.
I’d seen my brothers, Blake and I’d seen it done on porno videos. I fantasized about kissing a woman like this plenty of times. Story’s tongue entered my mouth with ease. I felt like a giant lame because I did not know what to do at first.
But I remembered she told me to follow her lead. So, my tongue did what hers did and we were in sync. Soon, she and I were in a war with who could suck each other’s lips off the best.
“Do you mind if I straddle your lap?”
I answered her by grabbing her thick ass and putting her on my lap. The second her warmness crossed mine it was over for me. Story had complete control of me in all ways. When she pulled back and sat up, I tried to pull her back to me.
Story giggled and said, “We’ll go back to kissing but first I want to do something else. If you don’t want to then we can stop.”
I agreed and she stacked two pillows on top of each other.
“Lay back.”
I did what she said, and Story took my black beater off. She asked if she could take my jeans off and I told her yes. I now had on nothing but my black boxer briefs. Then she climbed on top of me and we started kissing again. This time, she went to my neck and treated it as if it were my lips.
Golden talked about his ‘spot’ being his balls all the time. I never said anything because I had no clue where my spot was. But now, I think my spot was my neck. Because the way Story licked and sucked on it gave me chills. Her long hair was on my face and even that turned me on.
She moved down to my chest and at first, it felt funny in a good way.
The way she licked on my nipples made me think of a set of titties.
However, the feeling was even better than the neck.
Maybe my nipples were my spot. Story came back in face, and we kissed while her hand slid down my abs to the top of my boxers.
“At any time, you can tell me to stop.” She alerted me.