14. ~Ariana~ #3
When he pulled back, he was snarling like an animal, his dragon side clearly right at the surface. Kai was all dazed from that kiss, eyeing him in surprise, clearly not sure what to make of it.
Vorzyr grasped his jaw, guiding his attention to him. “If you want to take her on the hood of your car, it has to be now. I can’t hold back much longer.”
“I… can’t.”
“What?”
“I haven’t… taken her there.”
“All this time you’ve been fooling around?” Vorzyr asked, incredulous.
Kai blinked, then that dark, hooded gaze was back, and his attention went to Vorzyr’s cock. He reached out and stroked his shaft, making Vorzyr grunt. Kai’s eyes darted to me. “Spread for him, sweetheart. Welcome him into that cunt.”
I squirmed on the hood and then Vorzyr was there in a burst, standing between my spread thighs. He scented me and snarled again, clearly right on the edge of losing himself to his feral side.
He ran his fingers all over my bare breasts, moans slipping from my lips at the soft and sweet sensations that were the antithesis to all the rest. It had my head spinning and I sank back on the hood, giving myself over to it.
Then he trailed his fingers over my Celestial Binding Mark, gazing at it reverently, then faltering with his slow and sensual touch.
“You can’t break her if you let go,” I heard Kai telling him.
Vorzyr slammed his fist down on the hood, denting it in the process, as he obviously tried to fight the animal within. “Goddess, you want me? I need to hear it.”
“Yes,” I breathed.
Our gazes clashed, heat flaring between us.
And then he grasped my thighs and drove inside, filling me to the hilt in one go.
“Motherfucker!” he roared, holding deep, his eyes wide as he stared at me, in a mixture of shock and reverence. “I knew it. I knew you were made for me.”
All that feral energy bursting from him rolled over me, and then I was the one snarling, as I grasped his shoulders and jerked him down to me with my angelic strength, running my hands all over his back, his biceps, then his ripped torso, anywhere I could touch.
He let go then, and pounded into me like a feral beast, the car cracking and denting beneath us as I met his thrusts, an erotic clash taking place between us as his glorious cock filled me in a way that brought both pleasure and pain clashing together in a head-spinning way I could barely breathe through.
“Fuck, yes!” I was screaming out. “Don’t stop. More. More!”
Me losing it just spurred him on, and his thrusts became rapid-fire, a blur. I felt myself clench down around him a moment before my orgasm slammed into me and I slicked his cock.
His thrusts faltered for a second, and through the haze of sensation, I looked to see that Kai had stepped up behind him, and he was grinding his cock between his ass cheeks.
He angled him so I could just about see, and then I watched as Kai pushed two fingers into Vorzyr’s ass, fingering him as he continued rubbing his cock on him, too.
Rough and harsh and as brutally as Vorzyr was thrusting into me.
“Even sweeter than I imagined,” Kai told him.
It pushed Vorzyr further into that animalistic headspace, and then his talons suddenly breached the surface and dug into my thighs, making me hiss as they cut my skin and drew blood.
“Motherfucker… that scent… hell.”
He was spreading his fingers over my blood then and slicking his tongue all over, tasting me.
At the same time, Kai grunted and came all over his ass, still stabbing his fingers deep inside him.
It sent Vorzyr over the edge, and he was roaring out into the night and coming inside me almost violently.
It set me off and I shrieked as ecstasy wracked my body, and I pulled at my hair, and slammed my hands down onto the hood, utterly destroying the metal with my strength unchecked in the moment.
As I was coming down from it, Vorzyr fixed himself, then did the same to me and even shrugged off his jacket and draped it over my shoulders.
Then he gathered me to him and eased me off the hood, wrapping his arms tightly around me. “Incredible. Are you okay?”
“Perfect,” I breathed against him.
“Satiated?” he asked.
“Nope,” Kai said, before I could answer. “It takes a lot more than that. Isn’t that right, sweetheart?”
I looked out at Kai fixing his car with his magic.
“Kai, stop.”
“Just stating a fact. If he’s going to be part of this beyond tonight, he needs to know.” He eyed Vorzyr. “Like I need to know why you didn’t take her mouth like I thought you were going to when she was inches from tasting your cock?”
“You know why,” Vorzyr grunted at him, tightening his hold on me and stroking my back in a comforting way.
“Playing with her ass made you realize you couldn’t handle it. You didn’t want to degrade her further by fucking her face like a wild beast, because you knew you wouldn’t be able to hold back. And you realized that you don’t like her on her knees for you.”
Vorzyr growled at Kai over my shoulder. “She’s a goddess. I wanted to connect with her on an intimate level tonight. It was you who I scent-tracked and your desire was so potent, I knew what you were going to do. And it made me jealous thinking of you doing that with her again alone.”
“Jealous toward her? Or toward me?” Kai challenged.
“Can you tone it down?” Vorzyr asked him, with a clear edge.
“You enjoyed me playing with you, did you not?” Kai pushed, as fucking usual.
“You’re ruining the peaceful reverie of the afterglow and me trying to provide aftercare to Ariana with your fucking bullshit,” Vorzyr snapped at him.
Kai delivered a violent burst of magic to his car that fixed everything else in a moment, then he stormed up to us. “ My bullshit?”
Vorzyr eased from me and got in Kai’s face. “What is your problem?”
“All these lies and denial, all the tampering down of the fucking truth. First her, which I’ve been dealing with for years, but now you. I can’t take another person doing that to me, another person who I’ve… connected with!” He gestured wildly at me. “And you don’t fucking need me anymore.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I didn’t use my magic, Ariana! You didn’t need me to this time.”
“Oh my God,” I breathed. In all the craziness, I hadn’t even registered that yet. “It… it had to be a fluke.”
“No. I told you before that you were getting better at handling the sensations, but you dismissed it because you didn’t trust yourself. Yet, here I am being proven right.”
“It’s not just about your magical resistance to my Celestial influence, Kai.”
He scoffed. “Of course it is. You’re just saying that to talk me down.”
“I care about you.”
He stilled. “What?”
“I care about you. Outside of a sexual context.” I rolled my eyes. “As infuriating as you can be sometimes.”
Vorzyr chuckled. “Sometimes? That’s extremely generous of you.”
Kai ignored the jab, too focused to register it, and stepped forward. “You keep pushing me out of your life until the next time that you need some dirty fucking around from me.”
I pulled away from them both. “Because, even though I care, it can’t escalate.
” I looked between them. “The connection between us, Kai. This new thing between you and me, Vorzyr. Neither can go anywhere. I’ve tried to explain, but you don’t understand.
” I shoved a hand through my hair and sank against the brick wall. “My life is not my own.”
“You’re right, I don’t understand. We don’t understand. Your life is what you make it, so long as you stand tall and fight for what you wish,” Vorzyr said, cocking his head to the side.
Kai folded his arms across his chest and remained silent, yet curious, more relieved and surprised than anything that I was actually finally addressing this.
“The whole supernatural world was personally involved when I reached magical maturity. I couldn’t have that to myself.
I had to put on a show at that fucking party.
It was more political than a celebration.
It had to be done to reassure everyone when it came to me.
The friendships I had when I was a kid were very limited.
And, Kai, ours was policed by our parents.
They were always there watching, because they were always afraid that I’d have a tantrum and lose control and hurt you.
And, as for those tantrums, those weren’t even private either.
The explosions of my power were registered by the supernatural world, the likes of the Unity Council and high-ranking members of the Guardian Movement who put massive pressure on my family to control me.
My own fucking body isn’t even mine, is it?
Tests were done on me against my will and without my knowledge, because they all see me as a thing and not a fucking person, because of my great power.
” I gestured back toward Polaris. “I lost my virginity in there, and that couldn’t even belong just to me either.
It was with a vampire-sorcerer hybrid, an Ancient.
Highly fucking durable with the vampire side alone.
I thought that and me being in a place devoid of magic would be enough.
But it wasn’t. I lost control in the throes of pleasure, when I…
tasted release. I hurt him and I took out a chunk of the club in the process.
Ryker Morgan had to teleport in alongside half the Guardian Movement to deal with the situation.
It was mortifying. And it was another case of my life not being my own. All because of what I am.”
“I’m so sorry,” Vorzyr uttered, coming to me.
But I held my hand up, willing him to stay back.
“I’m sorry, too, Ari. But things are different now. You’re older, in better control of your abilities. Tonight was a testament to that.”
“I’m really not.”
“What are you talking about? You just proved it,” Kai pushed.
I threw my hands up in the air and yelled in a whole lot of frustration, “I don’t have access to my full power!”
“What?” Vorzyr uttered. “How is that possible?”
“I put it away.”
“Fuck,” Kai said, shoving his hand through his hair, absolutely hating it.
I’d known he would, hence me not telling him so I didn’t have to deal with his staunch opinions on the subject. But with him pushing, I’d had to. I’d had to make him—and now Vorzyr—understand.
“I’m at, maybe, sixty percent capacity currently,” I informed them. “My family found out about it recently from that fucking test, and they’ve urged me to reunite with the parts I’ve put away. But I need to see the results of that test first.”
“You think it will help to reassure you that it’ll be okay when you reabsorb it all?” Vorzyr asked me.
“Something like that.”
I saw Kai frowning, knowing me too well to believe it was as simple as that.
Surprising me majorly, though, he didn’t push that.
He just stared at me in deep thought.
I shifted my weight under the scrutiny, then told them, “I’m gonna head back to the Academy and check in on Nyx regarding the tactical plan for the mission.”
“I thought we could go eat somewhere nearby,” Vorzyr said. “I’m ravenous after all of that, and you must be, too.”
“I’m fine. I’ll grab something from the Cafeteria. Actually, I’ll meet Nyx there. He might be avoiding going there still after what happened with Sorin, so me being there will help.”
“You’ve taking a liking to him, I see,” Vorzyr observed.
“They have the whole repression and fear of their abilities thing in common,” Kai said. “It’s not something easy to find at the Academy. Most students are obsessed with their own power and abilities, reveling in it.” Kai shook his head at me. “Not trying to bury it and hurt themselves by doing so.”
And that was my cue. “We’re done here. And… thank you… for tonight… both of you.”
Before they could say another word, or try to convince me to stay for an intimate dinner date, which was what it sounded like Vorzyr had been building to, I teleported out.