Chapter 20
‘ G reg! What are you doing here?’ I said, as my now ex-fiancé got out of the car.
‘What do you think? I’ve come to take you home so we can sort out this situation,’ he said gruffly, inviting himself in. ‘Better get your bags.’ He stopped when he saw everyone looking at him, Georgie’s arms crossed and Lorena and Mel eyeing him with disgust. Ty stepped next to me with an air of authority about him.
‘Who’s this?’ Greg asked, looking Ty up and down.
‘This is someone you’d do well to look up to. Could teach you a thing or two about being a real man.’
‘Sally! Don’t speak to me like that.’ Greg’s brow furrowed.
‘She can speak to you any way she wants after what you’ve done,’ said Georgie, stepping closer.
Greg held out his hands. ‘Calm down, everyone. Sally and I need some privacy to work a few things out. It’s all a big misunderstanding. C’mon, grab your bags and we can go.’
I planted my hands on my hips. ‘I’m not going anywhere, thank you very much. But you, you can just go back home and leave me alone. ’
‘I came all this way; you can’t turn me away.’
I shook my head. ‘You are unbelievable.’ I glanced at my friends and gave them a nod, telling them to give us a minute.
‘Ah, Ty, want to help me get those coffees?’ asked Georgie.
He caught my gaze, and his expression said ‘will you be okay?’ I nodded.
Lorena and Mel stepped back into the living area near the couch, giving us some privacy at the front entrance, but still close enough that they’d be able to hear anything said in a raised voice.
‘Look,’ I said. ‘I know there are things to discuss, practicalities mostly, but as for us, our relationship, there’s nothing to discuss. You broke my heart, Greg.’ I said with a strained face. ‘There’s no excuse for what you did. I could never trust you again.’
‘But, Sal, sweetheart, it all just happened in the excitement of the buck’s weekend, I wasn’t really thinking.’
‘You told me your buck’s weekend would last for both Friday and Saturday night. But obviously you failed to tell me that the Saturday night agenda was a rendezvous with a willing woman. Sounds like that was planned ahead of time to me. ’
He shifted onto his other foot and leaned on the doorframe. ‘If you must know, I did plan that night with her, but only so I could end things.’
‘From what I saw it looked like things were just getting started.’ I shot my words at him like an arrow.
‘Look, after all that, I told her I needed to put a stop to things. It’s not going to happen again, I promise.’
‘That’s not the point!’ I fumed. ‘The point is you did it. You knew full well what you were doing and didn’t have the willpower to control yourself. I can’t believe you would be so weak.’
‘Weak? Weak!’ He raised his voice. ‘If I was weak I would still be with her. I’d say it was pretty gutsy of me to drive out here and fight for you.’
‘Futile, more like it.’ I crossed my arms.
‘Don’t be like that, honey.’
‘Don’t call me honey or sweetheart, or anything like that. You lost that right.’
Greg sighed. ‘Look, I know you’re upset, and I know I’ve been a fool. But we’re so good together, you and I. We’re all set with the house, and the wedding, and we can’t cancel everything now!’
‘Yes we can, in fact, my friends are already onto it, aren’t you, girls?’ I turned back to them.
‘Too right. All the arrangements will be cancelled by end of Tuesday,’ said Lorena. ‘And don’t worry, Greg, we won’t burden you with anything that might disrupt your schedule or social life. Leave it with us.’
‘You can’t do that! This is between Sally and me. It’s not your call.’
‘It’s my call,’ I said. ‘And they’re going to help me. Since we’ve been planning the whole thing anyway without your help.’
Greg shook his head and rubbed his forehead. His voice took on a softer tone. ‘Sally. I can’t be without you. Please. Let’s at least go home and talk properly.’
I shook my head and tightened my crossed arms.
‘I’ll spend my life making it up to you. And it was just a one-off indiscretion. I’m not a bad guy.’
‘Oh really? Well a little birdie told me that you have a thing for dating multiple women. If only I knew beforehand that when you started dating me, I was the other woman!’
His eyes widened as he looked at me.
‘Oh yes. That’s right. I know all about Nancy.’ I nodded my head and raised my eyebrows.
‘Who’s Nancy?’ asked Mel.
I waved her question away, aware that I probably shouldn’t bring up the topic of having a ghost in the house.
‘What? How did you… ’
‘It doesn’t matter how I found out, only that I did. I know what you’re really like now. Now I get you. You’re a man that will never be happy being monogamous. You want someone at home to take care of you, and someone else to give you a bit of extra excitement.’
‘What I need is you, Sally.’
‘No, what you need can be found in the Yellow Pages under ‘domestic services’ and ‘escort services’. And maybe you could add a live-in nurse for variety.’
‘You’re being ridiculous.’
‘Me? I’m ridiculous?’ I was aware this was escalating and we probably wouldn’t get anywhere, but boy-oh-boy did it feel good to have a go at him!
Greg’s face creased with sadness and a little fear, and he tried the whole ‘puppy dog’ look. Like he used to do after a slight argument about some menial domestic issue. But it wasn’t endearing, it was pathetic.
‘I can’t live without you, Sal, what will I do? You’re my world. I need you.’
I eyed him silently for a moment, taking in his words and figuring out how to put an end to our debate. I stood straight, squared my shoulders and said, ‘You may need me, Greg. But I sure as hell don’t need you.’ I grabbed the edge of the door and flung it closed: the last thing I saw was the look of shock and surprise on his face as he stepped back to avoid being hit. I had physically and metaphorically closed the door on our relationship for good.
I stood still, staring at the closed door and processing what had happened. Then I turned around. My friends all walked towards me slowly, preparing to catch me should I fall, looks of concern on their faces. But instead of crying and collapsing at the realisation that my potential marriage had ended, a surprising sensation rose within. A sudden, burst of laughter shot from my mouth. Then another, and another. ‘I really told him where to shove it, didn’t I!’
Mel burst out laughing too. ‘That was movie-worthy, Sal. You even had the slamming door and everything!’
‘Yeah, what’s gotten into you this weekend?’ asked Lorena. ‘What happened to prim and proper, polite and courteous Sally Marsh?’
I glanced at Nancy who was sitting on the foot of the stairs with a big grin on her face. ‘I’ve had some opportunities to practise my assertiveness this weekend. Who would have thought telling people off could be so much fun?’ I grinned.
Mel gave a few slow claps, then the others joined in, applauding my resolve to resist Greg’s apology. If I hadn’t met Nancy, I probably would have at least gone home with Greg to discuss the problem in detail, let him explain how things came to this. But it didn’t matter. I wasn’t interested in finding out, and it wouldn’t have made any difference. I wasn’t prepared to be with someone who clearly preferred to be with someone else. It was over, and I didn’t want to waste any more time in moving on with my life.
‘You did good, sunshine,’ said Ty, reaching his hand out for a friendly tap on my arm.
‘Thanks.’ I smiled. Sure, I wouldn’t be surprised if the tears came back later. There’d be a process to go through, as there was with any emotional upheaval. But it was okay, I’d be okay. I’d just ride the waves until they settled on the shore and calmed down into a gentle ebb and flow.
‘Coffees all round?’ asked Georgie.
‘Yes please,’ I said. ‘And hand me some of those crunchy things.’ I pointed to some sort of breadstick-slash-lavash thingy, made to be eaten with creamy dip.
Mel dipped one and handed it to me.
‘Dinner will be ready in about an hour or so, so don’t eat too much. And will you be joining us, Ty?’ she asked.
‘I’ll stay for that coffee, but then I’ll go. I’ve used up a lot of your fantastic hospitality, but it’s your last night here. I think you girls should enjoy it together.’ He pressed his lips together and smiled. ‘What time do you have to check out tomorrow? ’
‘We’ll leave here at ten am,’ said Lorena.
Ty nodded. ‘I’ll pop over before you leave, to say goodbye.’
Never had that word sounded so uncomfortable. I gulped when I realised something…
I didn’t want to say goodbye.