Chapter 34 #3
“I know we have never done it before, but can I do to you what you normally do to me?” I nibbled on my lip, feeling embarrassed as hell for even asking, “I want to feel inside you. Get lost in you, so I can feel something else other than what I am feeling.”
“Yes,” was the only answer he gave before he kissed my forehead, then pulled me down on top of him, wrapping his legs around me, finding my lips.
The jar in my hands fell to the side of us, within reach for when we needed it.
Jimmy had his tongue in my mouth, exploring like it’s the first time all over again.
I started to melt into him, losing my physical form, only leaving what was left of my soul solid.
He pulled my shirt up finding the skin of my lower back, the simple touch made me sizzle. I lowered one of my hands and cupped his hardening cock and loose balls, making him groan, “We need to lose these clothes right now.”
I pulled away and we both stripped ourselves, not wasting time trying to help each other. I dropped my pants and my own rod sprung out like a spring in a mattress busting through.
Jimmy did the same and my mouth salivated.
I pounced back on him, taking him as deep as I could without warning, needing to taste him immediately. The feeling of him going into my throat, the stretch and constriction at my vocal cords when I swallowed around his tip was everything I needed.
My palm found his nuts, with my fingers extending down over his hole. Jimmy moaned from the multiple sensations I was giving him, “Honey. God. You are amazing. You make me feel like I am burning from the inside out. How are you so good at this, Jesus.” He was squirming, and gasping.
His praise was making me radiate.
I lowered my mouth to his balls, and took one in my mouth at a time, slobbering all over his sack, tasting and smelling the day on him, making me hum like I was enjoying a good meal.
Jimmy’s mouth gaped and a soft, “ahhhhh,” came out of him. It was glorious seeing him like this, his eyes closed because the pleasure I was giving him was too much to handle. His taste was salty; his musk had some spice mixed with a sweetness.
After bathing his nuts with my mouth and enjoying his flavor I moved lower to the space right behind his sack and licked the long stripe of skin until I reached his hole, letting my tongue get lost in the crevice. Jimmy arched his back and groaned, “Char–”.
I pushed his legs up to help spread him open some more so I could have better access. This was the first time I have ever done this, but it’s all coming at me out of instinct at this point. I dived back in giving his pucker full, flat tongue licks, from the top of his crack to the bottom.
Finally, the tip attacked the opening, wanting to push it in. “Oh God, Honey, harder. Yes!” Jimmy was forcing himself down on my face, my nose smashing into his crack, cutting off my air supply.
I loosened him up, and then added an index finger. It slipped in easily up to the second knuckle without having to force it. Jimmy melted at the sensation, losing all the tension in his body with a big “awwww.”
I added a second finger, sinking all the way into him, but having to use a little more force.
Jimmy exhaled with no sound, mouth and his eyelids blasting open in pleasure.
The feeling of his insides were hot, and soft, but it was constricting like rubber.
“Honey, I want you inside, now. Jell up and push in. I need you.”
That was all the permission I needed to hear. I quickly lathered myself in the jelly, adding some to the rim of his hole and pushed a finger’s worth inside for good measure. I leaned in between his legs lining up.
“Honey,” Jimmy said, making me look at him. “I want to see your crystal eyes when you enter me.” Notching my head at his pucker, sending zaps through my body, I slowly began to push, feeling Jimmy stretch around the mushroom top of my cock.
The feeling was indescribable.
Jimmy wrapped his legs and ankles around me, pulling me in until I felt the pop of the ridge slip passed his inner wall, making his eyes widen, air forced out of my lungs, while a moan forced out of his open mouth.
The tightness around my dick must have been contagious as I felt like my lungs were being constricted too.
He arched his back involuntarily, making more of my dick slip in, forcing me to moan in surprise. I pushed a little until I was halfway. “Moorrrreeee,” Jimmy moaned, pulling me the rest of the way without waiting for me, my groin meeting his ass.
He pulled me down for a kiss. It was sensual, full of love and yearning. Just soft lips meeting and grazing each other.
After a moment of being chest to chest, his arms around my back and his legs locked around me by his ankles, he loosened his hold and said, “Go.”
I pulled back, the shock waves sending bolts through me like I have never felt before.
“Oh God! Is it always this good,” before pushing back, my balls meeting the top of his crack.
I repeated, but harder the second time, chasing the feeling of electricity zapping all my nerve endings.
Jimmy was arching his back, his hand on my torso, touching me and occasionally finding my nipples, sending an extra jolt to my cock.
My breaths were starting to come out ragged, I was tiring out, but I refused to lose steam. Jimmy’s praise was keeping me going, saying how I was setting fire to his insides, I was hitting that spot perfectly.
I could feel the blaze within him.
It was burning my dick with pleasure.
His moaning only got louder the longer we went on. But through all the ecstasy, he never shut his eyes, and they never left mine. The love I saw in the caramel coloring told me everything I needed to know, and it was the only thing that mattered at this moment, in this intimate space.
I was getting close.
I lasted a lot longer than I thought I was going to.
I reached down and grabbed Jimmy’s leaking cock, smearing his clear fluid making my hand glide up and down his shaft.
He arched his back with a moan, which felt like it forced my cock even deeper than I was going before.
He shot off without warning, having hit that hard knot in his ass with the tip of my cock, yelling as three long ropes of white landed on his furry chest.
The force of juicing made Jimmy squeeze his rim around me as I was pushing into him, squeezing my trigger. “Oh, God, Jimmy! I’m close. Oh fuck, oh fuck!” I was gasping, my lungs were not cooperating anymore with the activity because the euphoric feeling overtook my brain.
It felt like it was nonstop. I couldn’t even count how many times I shot strings inside of him. The feeling of filling his insides up with my fluids, knowing that I was leaving a part of me behind in him, made my extremities go numb, losing feeling in my arms.
I landed on Jimmy’s chest, his arms immediately went around me, gluing me onto him with his castoff.
We laid there, face to face, giving each other breaths, my dick still inside of him, still hard as a rock even though I just came the hardest I think I ever have.
I could stay like this forever, attached to the man I love with all my heart.
In his love.
He kissed me with passion. When he pulled back, I opened my eyes, both of us fully sated, but content.
“I love you,” he whispered, his nose brushing against mine. “So fucking much. You are mine. And I won’t let you go. Ever.”
The intensity of his statement made tears prickle the corners of my eyes. I gave him a gratified smile, trying to hold the tears back with a physical dam. This man was all I had left in this world.
I had no one else anymore.
It’s crazy that in three weeks my life would completely change for the worst and for the best at the same time. I leaned down and gave him a soft kiss. “I love you.” I didn’t know what else to say other than those three little words that carry so much weight in life.
They can break someone just as easily as lift them.
We laid there for probably ten minutes, my dick finally deflating in that time, falling out of Jimmy’s hole on its own, making both of us hum at the loss. I peeled off of him and we both went and got cleaned up together.
When we were about to jump in the shower, I noticed Jimmy’s wound was stitch free.
“Jimmy,” I touched the area, which was closed with a puckered seam.
“When did this happen?” I was in such a fog the last several days, I didn’t even notice until now that he showered with me and didn’t need to keep that area dry, making me feel guilty.
Jimmy saw my expression, seeing the stress on my face, “Honey, no. It’s fine. It’s okay. It happened on Sunday, while you were asleep. David stayed with you while I went and saw the town Doc.” He attempted to twist to see for himself but wasn’t successful.
We washed off, now easier for Jimmy without the stitches and then crawled back into bed naked. Jimmy wrapped himself around me, his soft cock pressed against my ass.
I was starting to feel the comfort I normally feel when in Jimmy’s embrace. The numbness of everything that happened was still there, Jimmy’s love was starting to overpower it, little by little.
Before I dozed off, I mumbled, “In your love,” before I felt a kiss on my head.