Chapter 35
Alec
Tegan stirs a little and turns over to sleep against Tye. Jealousy should ignite in my chest, but it doesn’t. Instead, seeing my girl in his arms makes me feel a different sort of warmth. It’s a comfort. Tegan is safe with me, but she’s even safer with both of us.
“Morning,” she whispers as she reaches back and places her hand on my thigh. It’s her way of letting me know I’m on her mind when she first wakes up.
Call me a glutton for punishment, but I never surrounded myself with people who actually cared. Aside from Tye, of course. Now, I don’t ever want to go back to the way I was before.
Tye opens his eyes and stretches. “I’m going to take a quick shower,” he says before squeezing her leg. I think he wants her to join him, but I need to talk to her first.
I pull her into me and nod at Tye, and he disappears into the bathroom.
Tegan wraps an arm and a leg around me. I like being the little spoon, I guess. I rub her arm, and she yawns before nuzzling into me. Her hair is like silk in my hand as I idly brush it back from her shoulders.
“Morning, pup. I wanted to talk to you, and I don’t think I’m ready to say this in front of Tye.”
She sits up on her elbow. “What is it?”
“Remember when you kept asking about what happened to me?”
She nods her head.
“I think I’m ready to talk about it.”
“Tell me, Ace.”
“My stepfather.” I blink back the warm heat behind my eyes. “He started touching me when I was six years old. He didn’t stop until I ran away at sixteen. Ten years. Ten fucking years.”
Tegan’s eyes well with tears. “Oh, Alec,” she says, pulling me against her. “Is that when you joined the crew?”
I nod. “Yeah, Stacks took me in, and I found a place I fit in for a while. But I never found something that made me feel like I truly belonged.” I lean in and kiss her. “Until now. I found my home with you, pup.”
She kisses me back, and that kiss lights a fire inside me. Telling her everything that hurt me makes me want to spill my pain into her. I want her to feel my healing from inside her. I need her to read my pain through every motion of my tongue in her mouth.
And somehow? I’m hard. For my entire adult life, I’ve had to jump when my cock did, not the other way around. I couldn’t look at a woman or porn and awaken it myself. Unless I was watching, giving my dick time to wake up. To read the room. To take in all of that raw sexuality.
I grab Tegan’s hand and drag it down my chest, placing it on the hardened length. She wraps her hand around me.
“Ace . . . just for me?”
“Yes, pup, just for you.”
I lean over her and spread her legs around me.
Aside from her dark cami, she’s already naked.
I pull down my boxers and let my hard dick rest against her warm, wet heat.
I hold my breath and worry that my cock will stop behaving for me at any moment, that I’ll lose that firm excitement.
But the moment I pull my hips back and slip inside her, I stop worrying about that.
Once I’m squeezed by her hungry walls, the only way I’ll soften is once I unload in her pussy.
I slam my hips into her, driving her back against the headboard.
I cage her in with my arms as I fuck her until she whimpers.
She balls up my shirt in her fists and squeezes as she moves her hips beneath me.
This feels so fucking right. Two broken souls entwined as they exchange all that pain through our bodies.
I kiss her and breathe my hurt into her.
She kisses me back and reads hers back to me.
The pleasure gathers in my balls. She always feels too good. Her starving pussy tightens around me, and I reach down to help take her over the edge so that I can finish deep inside her.
She comes around me and I fill her.
“You’re such a good whore, aren’t you?” I ask as I pump my hips a final time to push my load deep inside her. She whimpers out a yes.
I fucking love this girl. I truly love her. And as much as I have wanted nothing more than to be a crew boss, I know who would do a better job at it.
“I want to give you something, pup,” I grit out.
“What?”
“I want this to be yours.”
“What? No! That’s always been your dream.”
I shake my head. It should be her crew. “You’ve never had anything of your own. I want this to be your baby. I will come to heel at your feet as you run the best goddamn crew on the East Coast.”