Chapter 4 #2
Turning to face him, she noticed he’d taken off his jacket and rolled up his sleeves, revealing his strong forearms and a smart watch.
She knew he worked in tech and Billie thought he was pretty much at the top of his game, but honestly that didn’t matter to her.
She’d met men who were at the top of the Forbes 400 list but who were morally bankrupt.
Though it did ease her mind that he wasn’t after her for her money, that wasn’t really her concern.
What kind of man is he?
Could he be trusted with a child or would he screw it up?
“Great,” she said, walking over to the large swing that faced the willow arbor and sitting down. “I guess there’s nothing left for us to do but to talk.”
“Of course,” he said. He came over to where she sat and hesitated. “May I join you?”
“Yes,” she said.
The swing dipped a bit when he sat on the wooden bench and then he leaned back, stretching his arm along the backrest. His fingers were close to the back of her neck but he didn’t touch her. That didn’t mean that she wasn’t incredibly aware of his hand so close to her.
She remembered the way he’d stroked his finger down the side of her neck that night at the awards banquet. He’d been leaning in to make a joke about one of the people at their table who kept bringing up the fact that he’d purchased a Maserati from the factory.
She turned so that she could avoid his touch, hoping that would give her the focus she needed, but instead she realized it put her face-to-face with the man himself.
He was sprawled on the seat, looking completely at ease as he set the swing into motion.
He’d taken off his sunglasses; she met his dark chocolate gaze and realized at last why she wanted so desperately to find something wrong with Alejandro.
She liked him.
Or to be more precise, she liked what she saw. He moved like a man who was comfortable in his own skin, and that was appealing to her. But also, he just seemed relaxed. Except for that moment when she’d surprised him at the polo match, he’d been calm and unflappable.
She wondered if that would still be the case if he found out that one night with her had more consequences than either of them could have expected.
Alec felt like he hadn’t acquitted himself very well with Scarlet.
Looking back on the night they’d met, he realized that maybe he’d felt free to be himself because he knew he’d never see her again.
There had been no reason to try to impress her or to be anything other than how he really was.
For one night it hadn’t seemed to matter that he wasn’t good at relationships or any of those other things.
He could just be himself and he had been.
Of course, the irony was to be himself, he’d had to pose as his brother.
Now that she was here at his home, he struggled a little bit to relax.
Part of it was that she’d gotten even more beautiful since the last time he’d seen her.
He wanted her, and each breath he took just reminded him of the scent of her perfume and how it had lingered on his skin after their night together.
“I guess the best thing to do would be to tell you why I was impersonating my brother,” he said, unsure of where to start.
But the truth was always a good place. He applied a lot of the same principles he used in his business in his life.
Getting all the facts down helped him focus on what steps he needed to take to solve the problem.
“Hadley caught me up on Mauricio being sick and you helping him out. Neither of us could figure out why two grown men wouldn’t just mention the fact that they’d switched places,” she said.
There was an edge to her tone that he couldn’t ignore. She was pissed and he didn’t blame her.
“Honestly, it just seemed easier since it was so last-minute for me to show up and accept his award without alerting the organizers,” he said at last. It had been easier; that way he didn’t have to answer questions about his company or talk about his own work.
Being Mo was like wearing a mask. His brother was known for his gregarious personality so it had been a chance for Alec to let his guard down.
In fact, Scarlet might not have noticed him at all if he’d been there as Alec.
“I get that. But why didn’t you say anything to me?” she asked.
He took a deep breath and looked away from her toward the pool, watching the sun dance on the water for a few minutes before he finally answered.
“It just never occurred to me after the dinner. I didn’t expect to have that connection with you, and by the time I realized you didn’t know who I really was, it would have been ridiculous to tell you. ”
“Why ridiculous?” she asked. “Because I was just a hookup?”
No, but he wasn’t about to tell her the truth. That he’d started to like her and didn’t want her to be disappointed. He hadn’t wanted the night to end and it would have if he’d mentioned he’d been lying about who he was.
“To be honest I wasn’t really thinking that night and it wasn’t until we were in your hotel room... Anyway, I’m sorry. I should have told you as soon as things started to be more than just two people at a banquet table chatting.”
She arched her eyebrow at him and then crossed her arms under her breasts, which looked fuller and larger than he remembered from that night.
“Yes, you should have,” she said. “So... Why didn’t you call me the next day?”
“I was pretty much trying to keep my brother from killing me and then you’d checked out of the hotel and I wasn’t sure how to word an email.”
She didn’t say anything else as she took her sunglasses from the top of her head and put them back on her face.
She shifted on the swing and he felt the brush of her hair against his hand.
He wished he could go back in time and start the evening they met with the truth.
She had him tied in knots. They were strangers.
Strangers with anger between them, and he couldn’t blame her for being mad.
He did seem to really suck at personal relationships. Give him a computer keyboard and an empty room and he could wow anyone via videoconference or online chat but this face-to-face interaction he always managed to screw up.
“I have to tell you something,” she said.
“Okay,” he said.
“It’s probably not something you are going to want to hear but you need to,” she said. “What do you know about my family?”
He knew a little bit thanks to online searches. He’d also run an algorithm to compile some of the results of a deeper search but he hadn’t had a chance to read them. And he knew it would be better to hear about her family from her rather than to read about it online.
“Some. I mean I know you’re part of the O’Malley Brewing family. I know that you have banking interests here and in Europe. I think you have a sister—”
“Had. She died eighteen months ago,” she said.
“I’m sorry for your loss,” he said.
“Thanks,” she said. “Do you know anything about my dad?”
He shrugged. He wasn’t sure what kind of relationship she had with her old man but there was no way Alec was going to say that he seemed to be immature and selfish from the press reports.
The man was on his fourth or fifth wife and Alec was pretty sure he’d read that the latest Mrs. O’Malley was eighteen.
“It’s okay. You can say it. He’s got an eye for younger women,” Scarlet said. “My family isn’t like yours, Alejandro. I was raised with nannies and in boarding schools. I’m used to doing everything by myself and being on my own.”
Alec wasn’t sure where she was going with this. “There were times I wished I wasn’t a twin.”
“I can imagine. Your family does seem very comfortable getting into each other’s business.”
“That’s true,” he said.
“I’m sure you’re wondering why I brought up family, and there is no easy way to say this.
..” She paused, and the look on her face made him brace for the worst. “I’m pregnant.
And my family isn’t the nurturing kind. I thought the man I’d slept with was Humanitarian of the Year and maybe he’d be a good parent but now I’m not sure. ”
He put his foot down, abruptly stopping the motion of the swing, and looked over at her not sure he’d heard her correctly. Pregnant? He wasn’t ready to be a father. He didn’t even know Scarlet. Sure, he wanted to get to know her...but a baby?
His baby?
Someone like his sweet nephew, Benito. A child who could be the best parts of the both of them.
A baby.
A baby!
“Are you sure?” he asked.
“Would I be here if I wasn’t?” she asked.
“No I guess not. I’m... I have never thought of having kids other than in the abstract. In fact, we only slept together that one time—are you sure it’s mine?”