Chapter 36 #3
In the branches, Mary and I faced each other, still holding hands.
Though in the chamber of brotherhood I couldn’t actually see her, somehow I perceived what she looked like through this vision of her atop the canopy of Yggdrasil.
Her mouth was open. Her cheeks were scarlet.
Sven’s hand held her hip in a grip so complete it made my own body clench in sympathy.
Henrik’s cock filled me from underneath my whip-bruised bottom with each deep plunge, and the rhythm of it seemed to tell me something my mind could only half grasp: I was bound. Claimed. Set in the order of things by the hard root of my Herra inside me.
Mary had the same knowledge. I could see it in the look that flashed over her face as Sven thrust again and her pussy took him, and at once the vision translated the sight without any consent from me.
She too was rooted. Not metaphorically. Not only metaphorically.
Rooted by male possession into the tree’s hidden economy, not as a victim merely but as a conduit and future-bearer and v?lva.
Our masters’ cocks made that fact literal.
I came so hard I lost all the breath in my lungs.
The first orgasm took my body in waves, each one seeming to begin where Henrik entered me and spread outward until my fingertips tingled and my scalp tightened.
I cried out, “Herra… Herra…” and then another climax chased the first before I had truly returned from it.
My cunt fluttered helplessly around him.
He made a rough, satisfied sound behind me and fucked me through it, not slowing, only deepening.
Mary shuddered over me in the same helpless rhythm.
Sven’s shaft gleamed with her wetness, only inches from my naughty, prurient eyes, in the firelight as he used her.
The visual shock of that, the undeniable movement of him in her body while Henrik moved in mine, fed the whole impossible structure at once.
In the highest branches, in the vision, Mary’s fingers crushed mine.
We stared at one another as if we had reached the end of language and found something simpler and more overwhelming there.
Below, in flesh, our bodies bucked and trembled together.
One climax melted into another with no clean boundary between them, only a series of collapses and risings.
I felt Henrik’s hand brace my waist. I felt the thick intrusion of him, the hard drag of his cock in my used, oversensitive body.
I saw Mary’s breasts jump with Sven’s thrusts.
I heard her little breaking sounds. Each sensation made the next orgasm more certain.
I came again and felt the tears slip hot into my hairline.
Then everything whitened at the edges.
I had the queer sensation, in both places at once, that Mary and I were fainting like girls in a folktale, from excess of…
of magic… of enchantment. Too much sight.
Too much use. Too much certainty. The tree blazed.
The bed rocked. The rootedness held. And then consciousness, or ordinary consciousness, gave way.
When I came back, I was on my side in the great bed, facing Mary.
The furs were tangled around our legs. The chamber swam for a moment before settling.
I felt Henrik’s solid heat at my back at once, the broad shape of him half propped behind me, one arm heavy over my waist in absentminded possession.
Across from us Sven lay behind Mary in much the same way, his chest to her shoulders, one big hand spread over her belly as if he had placed it there without thinking and then left it because it belonged there.
Mary’s green eyes met mine.
We looked wrecked. Flushed, damp, hair in disarray, lips swollen, bodies slack with overuse. And still, under that, there was something bright and conspiratorial in her expression, a tiny secret flame I felt mirrored in my own face before I had formed any conscious thought.
We smiled at each other.
It wasn’t the smile of girls getting away with something. It felt stranger and deeper than that. The smile of women who had seen a pattern and recognized themselves inside it.
My voice came out a bit hoarse, but, I thought, with unmistakable girlish glee. “We know something.”
Mary gave a helpless little laugh that turned into a giggle. “Yes, we do.”
Henrik’s chest moved with a quiet chuckle behind me. “Do you, little volva?” His beard brushed my temple when he shifted. “And what is it you know?”
For one second I only felt it, the way I had felt the tree; not as deduction but as a whole condition arriving in me.
It sat in the refreshment I had drunk. In the rootedness.
In the hand Sven had left on Mary’s lower belly.
In the certainty that had widened in that highest place and then dropped like a seed through all the levels of meaning until it landed in flesh.
In the pendant’s warmth against my chest.
It seemed insane, given what I knew about mammalian biology, but perhaps it meant that a v?lva’s senses did indeed do their work at some quantum level. I spoke before my rational mind could assemble an argument against saying it aloud.
“I’m… well, I mean… I’m going to be… pregnant.”