Chapter Eight
BELLAMY ROSE
“Fuck me harder please, Kenzo,” I desperately pleaded as Kenzo fucked me furiously from the back.
Having him inside of me was a feeling I never wanted to leave my body.
His thick dick pounding into my pussy made me feel as if I could fly.
My marking pulsed with every thrust of Kenzo’s hips.
I couldn’t believe I was saying this, but I loved having Kenzo inside of me.
I loved his dick, and I damn near loved him.
We went from the forest floor to him fucking me savagely on his cave steps.
I could admit I didn’t want him at first, but the moment his dick entered my pussy, all my resistance faded.
Hell, I was ready to be his mate or whatever he called me.
I was ready to give him all of me. Anything to never lose the feeling of his dick… Fuck.
I snapped back from my daydream of Kenzo fucking me senseless the way he did yesterday.
I groaned because this couldn’t be what had become of my life.
How did I go from trying to escape to allowing a Bear shifter to mate me, and now, I was possibly carrying his cub, all because I turned into a horny teenager eager to lose their virginity.
The flashbacks of us fucking were the only things I was able to focus on since yesterday.
I was so fucking horny, it was ridiculous.
But of course, Kenzo had a funky attitude for some reason, so I wasn’t even able to get anymore dick to take the edge off.
I wasn’t going to beg him either. Whatever he was mad about couldn’t have been worse than my frustrations.
I was the one who was supposed to have an attitude.
I was fucked and mated against my will… kind of.
He can have us whenever. He is our mate.
I rolled my eyes at my wolf. Of course her horny ass would say that. She had to have been the reason I let Kenzo fuck me.
You want him as bad as I do.
Lies. I don’t want him, I angrily replied, not wanting to admit I wanted Kenzo.
Kenzo must have done some kind of shifter magic on me to make me lose control the way I did when I was around him.
Alonzo never had the ability to make me react the way I did when I was around Kenzo.
If anything, with Alonzo, I was just trying to lose my virginity to him because I thought that was the next step in any serious relationship.
I never had a serious attraction to Alonzo—or any man for that matter—but Kenzo had literally shaken my entire life up.
All my common sense went out the window whenever he was involved.
I literally told that man—Bear shifter—I loved him when I was cumming.
In that moment, I really thought I loved him and would have given anything to keep the ecstasy he was giving me going.
I felt even more jacked up because I hadn’t stopped thinking about Kenzo fucking me again.
I never knew sex would feel so amazing, and Kenzo had me ready to stick around just to get a few more sessions with him.
I found myself struggling to decide if I really wanted to leave Kenzo or stay with him.
The fact that I was even debating was alarming to me.
I wasn’t supposed to like shifters. It was a betrayal to Alonzo.
How could I crave Kenzo when his kind killed someone so important to me?
This wasn’t how I planned to live the rest of my life.
I wanted to go back to my cabin and forget all of this happened.
We aren’t leaving our mate.
Oh, yeah. There was that voice that was supposedly my wolf communicating with me.
She hadn’t shut the hell up since Kenzo marked us.
She’d made it very clear that she wasn’t going to be okay with me leaving Kenzo.
She was going to be in for a rude awakening if she kept telling me what we weren’t going to do.
I really hoped I was losing my mind because being a shifter would’ve been more than I could bear right now.
I didn’t even understand how me being a shifter could’ve been possible.
As far back as I could remember, I had a normal life with just me and my mom.
Although my memory of my younger years was blurry, I doubted I would forget that I had a wolf spirit living inside of me, and I was more than sure my mom would have told me.
There were so many questions with no one to answer them.
It seemed like my life was being flipped completely upside down.
A part of me wanted to run scared, while the other side of me wanted to run into the unknown.
This was one of the times I wished I would have been more social growing up.
A friend to vent to would’ve been amazing right now.
“Halo. She is a friend.”
I rolled my eyes at my alleged wolf speaking. “You don’t even know her.”
“My memory is still fuzzy, but her wolf knows me, and that isn’t a coincidence.”
“I don’t trust you,” I grumbled with my eyes glued to my own reflection in the bathroom mirror.
“I don’t trust you either,” she replied, matching my tone as I watched my green eyes light up brightly for a moment.
“Then quit talking to me,” I childishly replied. I didn’t know why, but hearing her say that hurt my feelings, and I didn’t like that.
“No. We are one, and until we act as one, we will be surrounded in chaos.”
“Why wait all these years to appear? Why not make yourself known a long time ago?”
“I’ve always been here, but something kept me silent, maybe for our own safety.”
Lord, I have to be going out of my mind.
I shook my head at myself in the mirror.
I was really having a conversation with myself.
Get it together, Bellamy. My eyes focused on the red bite marks on my shoulder.
They looked more painful than they actually felt.
Honestly, any time I ran my fingers over them, it made my pussy tingle, and my craving for Kenzo intensified.
Apparently, he could tell too because the last time I touched them, it led to Kenzo's face being buried between my legs.
After that, I kept my hands away from my markings.
I was tempted a few times, but I was trying to think clearly, and when Kenzo was anywhere near me, that wasn't possible.
“Hey!” Halo’s cheerful voice startled me as I whipped around with wide eyes like I’d been caught doing something I wasn’t supposed to be doing. “Sorry! I didn’t mean to scare you,” Halo said in a calmer tone.
With my hand on my chest trying to steady my heartbeat, I replied, “It’s okay. I thought I was home alone.”
“Well, you were, but Kenzo asked me to sit with you while he went to help Creeland on our packlands.”
“He thought I was going to try to escape, huh?” I asked with a small smile. Even though Kenzo had been acting a little funny with me, the thought of him still made butterflies swirl in my stomach. Hearing his name put a smile on my face, even though he was being an ass.
I liked Halo, especially the comforting feeling I got whenever she was around. She seemed like a genuine person. I wasn’t going to admit it to my wolf, but I trusted Halo as well. She was beautiful, and I would have never guessed she was a shifter.
I honestly thought all shifters would look weird.
I mean, they did shift into animals. I figured they would carry something from their animal sides into their human looks.
The shifters I’d come across looked okay.
They weren’t the ugly, but they were nowhere near Halo or Creeland in the looks department, and they damn sure didn’t hold a candle to Kenzo.
I will say Halo had her own style of dressing.
It was interesting. She was giving tomboy mixed with the boho style.
Her clothes weren’t ugly. They just didn’t go together.
I was shocked she’d come outside dressed like that.
I wasn’t judging Halo, though. If she was comfortable, that was all that mattered.
Pressing her lips together, Halo tried to hide her smile. “I mean, you did make it halfway down the mountain before he caught up with you. The Moon Falls are a good way from here. You’re fast for a shifter with a latent wolf.”
“I’ve always been fast my entire life. I remember my senior year of high school, the school wanted me to join the track team, but I didn’t find it stimulating enough.
I was too fast for anyone to come close to beating me.
” I chuckled while thinking back on the few things from my teens that I could recall.
“What’s that face for?” Halo asked while looking at the frown on my lips.
“I’ve never really thought much of it, but I don’t remember a lot about my teen years or my younger years. I kind of struggled to remember that story.”
It had never dawned on me that a lot of my memory of my younger years was nonexistent.
I don’t think I ever noticed my memory was sketchy around that time because I didn’t have a reason to recall things from my past. My mom was always there to fill in certain blanks in my past. After she passed, Alonzo and I barely talked about my past. I chalked that up to him being around so long that he knew everything about me.
“I can understand that. There is a big chunk of my past that I don’t remember. I think it’s because of a traumatic situation. I must’ve blocked out a lot of things from my past.” A look of pain flashed across her face before she covered it with a smile.
“I wonder if that was around the time we could have met.” It was clear my wolf was familiar with Halo and her wolf. The only logical thing that would have made sense was us meeting during the gap in time we both had a hard time remembering.
“I’m assuming so. Since meeting you, my own wolf has become a lot more vocal. She hasn’t been this loud in years,” Halo giggled.
“So, that means you have a latent wolf as well?” I asked more enthusiastically than I intended to. However, it did feel good to know someone who was dealing with a similar situation like me.