13. Dax
DAX
The bass reverberated through the air as we danced and partied the night away.
Currently, I was sandwiched between Cam and Void, a combination I had no idea would be so explosive.
Hands and mouths were everywhere on my body.
I couldn't tell who belonged to what. Never once did I ever think I would be engaged or even find a man who would be my partner in life. Now seven of them had a piece of the puzzle that made up my heart. I’d locked it away, believing it was better to keep things shallow and meaningless.
Each and every one of these men decided to show me differently, chipping through the ice wall I’d made to take their prize.
Every so often, another glass of champagne would be placed in my hand that I threw back, desperately thirsty from all the dancing.
Ha, who was I kidding? We were practically having sex with our clothes on.
If one of them were to even touch my clit, I’d come so fast, and I wouldn’t even be ashamed of it.
These men were working me up into a frenzy, and all I knew was they better damn well deal with the aftermath.
“What do you say we slip out of this party, beautiful? I think there’s some celebrating that should be done all on our own without the public eye,” Cam suggested as if he’d read my mind.
Not needing any more encouragement, I slipped out from between them and grabbed their hands. “Let’s blow this joint.”
As we weaved through the crowd of bikers, their women enjoying the night as much as we were made me smile. This was what they needed, a reason to let loose and forget the hardship that was going on around us. There was still life to live and those around us to live it with.
Tilly and her men were so intertwined I couldn’t tell where either one of them started or ended.
It was the first time I’d seen them all throw caution to the wind and revel in their choice of love.
Another part of me questioned if her men didn’t seem far more comfortable than I’d ever seen mine when playing together.
Guess some secrets were for them and them alone.
I spotted Eagle and Sprocket chatting at the bar with someone I didn’t recognize, but they’d called everyone in for this meeting.
Some people chose to live off the compound, especially if their partner had a job in or near the city.
While a majority decided to make this their entire life, others were loyal, coming whenever called but had other obligations as well.
The two of them spotted me dragging the others, and I just cocked a brow at them before continuing on. Cognac was playing pool, bent over aiming up his shot when I released my grip on Void to slap his ass.
“Fuck,” Cognac swore totally botching the shot. “Do you have a death wish, asshole?” he snapped as he turned around, stopping short when he saw it was me.
“Sorry, just saw that juicy peach of yours and had to know if it would jiggle or not,” I teased, grinning from ear to ear.
“Well? Did it?” Cognac asked, a cheeky smirk on his lips.
I tilted my head to the side, trying to see it again. “You know what? I couldn’t really tell, mind bending over for me again to check?”
Cognac’s head fell back as he laughed, then he grabbed me around the waist, tossing me over his shoulder. “Here, feel free to check all you want, but I must warn you, it's far more fun with less clothing on.”
I heard Void say something, but it was drowned out by the music.
When Cognac started to walk off with me, I figured they filled him in on the plan to have some alone time.
Setting my hands on his tight ass, I pushed up so I could see what was going on.
Laughter bubbled out of me as a trail of men followed after us like I was the Pied Piper of hot-ass bikers.
I wasn’t sure where Wes or Picasso appeared from, but they’d clearly caught wind of what was going on.
“You sure you can handle all that, girly?” one of the older Saints hollered after me.
I grinned and yelled back, “The real question is can they handle me.”
He guffawed and clapped his hands, clearly enjoying my comeback. If I were being honest, all night, I’d been waiting for the older crew to have an issue with what happened here tonight, but not a peep was heard.
Soon I was carried up the steps and into the house, where I was finally set on my feet. All of my men looked at me apprehensively as if waiting for me to lose my shit. “What?”
Eagle rubbed the back of his neck as he looked at the others. “We were expecting some kind of fallout from pulling that kind of stunt on you.”
“Do you want me to be mad?” I asked, crossing my arms as they all shook their heads no.
“Do I appreciate being blindsided like that? Fuck no. Was that how I pictured my night going, ending up engaged to seven men and having wife labeled on my chest? Hell no, but who in their right mind would?” Dropping my hand to my hips, I looked at them all.
“How long did it take you to plan this and actually agree?”
“About five days, give or take,” Sprocket answered. “The final decision wasn’t made until yesterday afternoon when we had to know what the patch was going to say.”
I nodded absently as I tried to picture what kind of shitshow that might have been.
“Look, did I ever want to get married? No, really. I didn’t think it was in the cards for me, and it was easier to forget the whole idea.
What I do know is that I don’t want to lose any of you or spend the rest of my life without you.
If saying yes to being your wife is what got you all to work together for a common goal without me chewing your asses out, then fuck yeah, I’ll be your wife. ”
Taking a deep breath, I braced myself to be honest and vulnerable like I’d been trying to be better about.
“Like you guys said to me on that stage, you seven are it for me. You are who I want to grow old with, but the reality is we might never see that end. With all we have going against us, I’m all about taking risks at this point. ”
Wes snorted. “Shortcake, when have you ever been against taking risks?”
“Real answer… my heart,” I said with a shrug. “Now that’s all the sappy bullshit you’re going to get from me tonight. I was under the impression that you hauled me out of the party so we could celebrate as one does with their husbands.”
That had Wes moving in a flash, scooping me up and heading for the stairs. The rest were hot on his heels with no argument, as if they had a plan for how this part of our night was going to go as well. Cognac cut ahead of us and threw open his door, where black rose petals littered the floor.
“See, I have the biggest bed that comes with all the added fun,” Cognac explained, wagging his eyebrows as Wes tossed me on the bed.
I yelped as I bounced on the mattress, sending the petals flying into the air around me. Smirking at the guys who all stood at the end of the bed with matching looks of hunger written all over their faces, I was about to be eaten alive, and goddamn was I here for it.
Cam stepped forward and pulled something out of his pocket. I watched as the fabric slid through one hand, showing me what it was—a blindfold. “Do you remember this game, beautiful?”
Licking my lips as my mouth went dry with anticipation. “Yeah, I remember this game. It was one of your favorites if I remember, but I don’t think there’s room for me to run.”
He flashed me a smile that was all teeth. “That only works when it’s you and me. This time I thought it would be fun with this being the first time we’ll all be together, that you don’t know who’s doing what, where, or when.”
A shiver of anticipation ran through my body at his suggestion. “Fuck yes, that’s exactly what I want for tonight. To me, all of you are equal. None of you mean more to me than another, so I think this is the perfect way to prove how each and every one of you is perfect for me in your own way.”
Cam sat next to me on the bed, bringing the blindfold up to my face. “Any rules?”
“All of you have to come in or on me at least once, and if one of you becomes uncomfortable with whatever is going on, you speak up. This is about all of us finding pleasure together. That won’t happen if something freaks you out.
” I met each of their gazes, making them acknowledge that rule before I turned to my black knight.
“No blades, no blood. That is only for you and me.”
He nodded as he leaned in, kissing me gently on the lips. “I agree completely. You’re the only one who can control the darkness when I let go. That would freak them out instantly anyway.”
I ran a hand along his jaw, pulling him in for another deeper kiss. “Thank you for understanding. Now, let the games begin.”
The black silk was secured around my head snuggly, ensuring that I couldn’t see anything. I could feel a slight breeze making me think Cam was waving his hand in front of me, checking his work.
“Alright, she’s good to go,” he announced. “But I think you’ve been ready for one of us to ravage that pussy of yours for days now. What would you say if I told you it was my idea to deprive you, so when tonight happened, you would be begging for our cocks?”
“I’d say you're the same sadistic bastard that you’ve always been,” I shot back, grinning. “On top of that, I’m pretty sure tonight is going to be well worth the wait.”
Cam chuckled as his hands slipped under my shirt, lifting it off my body.
Then he removed the bralette I’d been wearing, leaving my upper body bare to them all.
While I’d slept with all these men, it had been years since Cam and I were together.
Even still, that man knew my body as well as any of these men, made evident when he brushed his hand down my back and dug his thumbs into the curve right above my ass.
Arching into the pressure, I felt someone moving in their mouth, closing around one of my nipples. “Oh God, you’re all going to fucking ruin me, aren’t you?” I gasped.