Chapter Seven
The morning of Hogmanay dawned clear and bright.
A warm sun had melted the snow, swelling the river that curved behind the castle and turning it into a brown tempest. Dampness gleamed on the barren stalks of trees a and shrubs, and churned mud covered the common areas between the castle and its out buildings.
The castle women had woven rectangular wicker flats, and the men had laid them over the deepest, wettest areas so people could walk in the courtyard without sinking to their shins in mud.
Maggie had awakened early in the guest chamber she always used when visiting Torean; it was a small, cold, stone-walled room high atop one of the turrets.
Deep red-and-brown tapestries draped the walls, and a similarly colored thick carpet covered the floor from one rounded wall to the other.
The bed was wider and softer than her bed at home, and the window, though narrow, was nearly as tall as she.
It looked over the courtyard below, which had filled early with workers erecting the stage where Innes and Logan would duel.
A servant woman patiently worked through the tangles in Maggie’s wild hair while she stared out the window, gazing down at the arena upon which her future would be determined.
Freedom or slavery. She wished she had the power to make that choice for herself. Or, if not that, she wished she were strong enough to duel Innes herself.
Maggie flattened her hand over the narrow pane of glass. Despite her misgivings about the entire affair, she thanked God for Logan. If not for him, she’d have no hope at all. Torean and Innes would have already forced her to submit to their will.
The duel would take place before the noonday meal.
Once the bloodshed was over, the MacDonalds would tumble back into the castle to eat and drink and be merry.
No matter the outcome, they’d continue to celebrate long into the night, and they’d awake to a New Year with rolling stomachs and pale complexions.
Maggie didn’t fear Logan would lose. He was a pillar of strength compared to Innes Munroe.
Taller, more muscular, and certainly he possessed more experience in battle.
Yet last night at dinner, Innes didn’t look the least bit nervous.
In fact, he’d boasted of his imminent victory.
Did that mean he possessed a skill with swords Maggie didn’t know about?
His confidence made her feel uncomfortable and edgy, as though she might jump out of her own skin.
A knock sounded on the thick planks of her door, and Maggie looked up in surprise. People didn’t often venture up this far. The reason she’d chosen this room so long ago was for its comparative privacy in the bustling environs of the castle.
As she turned from the window, the servant bustled to answer the door. When she swung it open, Logan’s body instantly overwhelmed the tiny space.
Frightened by his towering presence, the woman stepped aside, her eyes wide. Logan didn’t seem to see her at all. His eyes met Maggie’s and his low, rumbling voice washed over her. “Good morning.”
She couldn’t prevent the flush of heat that washed through her from being in such proximity to him. “Logan . . .” I missed you. But they’d only spent two nights apart, hadn’t they? It seemed like an eternity. “Why are you here?”
“I wished to see you.”
“Ah.” Glancing at the woman, Maggie gave her the signal to go. Logan stepped inside, and the servant slipped past him and disappeared. Logan shut the door behind her.
The heat curling through Maggie intensified, prickling her skin and tightening her cheeks. She looked down to her bare toes, curling them into the thick strands of the carpet.
“You look beautiful.”
She glanced at her dress—a red tartan borrowed from a castle resident. “Half the population of the Highlands will soon know you were in my room,” she murmured.
“It doesn’t matter.” His rugged palm cupped her cheek, tugging her gaze upward.
The words she’d kept bottled up for the past two days rushed out of her. “Why, Logan? Why are you doing this? I—I don’t want you to do this for me. I don’t want you to fight.”
“Do you fear my death? Munroe cannot kill me, Maggie.”
“It’s not that . . .”
“And I have agreed not to kill him, either. We have decided that it won’t be a battle to the death. I will win, and as a condition of the duel, Innes Munroe will swear to keep his distance from you forever.”
“It’s not that, either! I still don’t want you to fight for me.”
The smile slipped from his lips to be replaced by a confused frown. “Why?”
“It is not your duty to protect me.”
“Munroe cannot be allowed to hurt you again.”
Before she could stop it, a frustrated groan emerged from her throat.
“Why are you angry with me?”
Her hands flew upward. “I’m not angry with you!”
“What, then?” His thumb brushed over her cheekbone, sending a thousand tiny shivers down to her toes.
“I want . . . I wish I could defend my own honor.”
“You’re a woman—”
“It’s not right that I should have to depend upon you—a near stranger—to defend what ought to belong to me and me alone.”
He dropped his hand, and his eyes darkened as his gaze bore into her, seeming to seek her very soul. “Is that what I am to you, Maggie? A stranger?”
She stared at him for a long moment. The intensity of his expression sucked the air from her lungs.
“No,” she admitted finally. “Though it has been such a short time, just over a week . . . I feel . . . I know you.” She cocked her head and stared at him, trying to decipher her own emotions.
“I feel—” Her voice cracked midsentence and, clutching his sleeve, she tried again.
“I feel so strongly for you, Logan. How is that possible?”
In a way, she understood, even though a part of her continued to be perplexed by the strength of her feelings.
She’d been shut up with Logan every minute, every hour, every day for the last week.
Never during her years with Duneghall had she spent so much concentrated time with him, nor had either of them really desired to.
They lived their own lives apart from each other.
Even at home when they were physically close, there had existed a nearly tangible separation between them.
She realized now that she’d never truly given him her trust. Or her heart.
With plenty of food and little else to do, she and Logan had shared their most intimate secrets, body and soul. She’d never been happier.
Logan’s big arms wrapped around her, and his lips descended on hers, warm and soft as ever. His fingers slid up her spine and then down again to rest at the small of her back. She reached up, plunged her hands into his soft black hair, and pulled him to her.
Maggie had kissed a man or two in her life. But nobody’s kiss was as soft and gentle as this, bestowed on her by the most forbidding warrior she’d ever laid her eyes on.
“I want to be responsible for you,” he whispered against her lips. “I want to be the one to defend your honor, Maggie. To keep you safe.” His lips traveled to her ear and brushed over the lobe. “You’re mine, Maggie MacDonald. Mine to love. Mine to protect.”
Something sweet but dangerous buzzed through her like a honey-covered bee. Did he wish to care for her now? Just temporarily, until he’d done away with the threat Innes Munroe posed? Or did he mean forever?
Lord, how she wished it could be forever.
She slid her fingers from the back of his head, over his jaw and down to his chest. His heart beat furiously against her fingertips.
His palms moved down her sleeves until he gathered her hands in his own. He gazed intently down at her. “Being apart from you for just two days has been torture. I want you beside me, Maggie. Forever. After the duel is over, come home with me.”
She stared at him, wide-eyed. The comprehension of what he’d just asked slammed into her with such force that her knees wobbled.
And with it came the accompanying knowledge that beyond anything she had ever desired in her life, she wanted to follow him north.
She wanted to leave the MacDonalds behind.
Logan’s home was far away, but it didn’t matter.
Anywhere with Logan would be home to her.
There was nothing left to keep her connected to the clan she’d been born into—not anymore. Everyone she’d loved was gone. Well, except for Torean, who’d so easily offered her to Innes Munroe without a thought to her happiness.
Still, a tight little band of resistance remained, squeezing at her heart.
“But if you lose, Torean will—”
“I won’t lose.”
“Tell me,” she pressed. “What if you lose? What will happen then?”
“If I were to lose—and I won’t—I would be forced to leave without you.”
She studied his sparkling, narrowed eyes. And at that moment, she knew the truth, and her resistance snapped. “You’d abandon me to Innes.”
She didn’t mean it as an accusation, but as a statement of fact.
No matter what, Logan would be true to his word.
If he won, he’d happily take her as his trophy, but if he lost, he’d walk away as he’d promised.
Having suffered the attentions of Innes—the most dis honorable man she’d ever known, a man who’d lie, cheat, and steal if it served his goals—this proof of Logan’s nature solidified her respect for him.
He, however, took her words as accusation. His features stilled, turned hard as the castle’s granite walls. “I am not going to lose.”
Of course, he was right. He wouldn’t lose a duel with Innes Munroe. He couldn’t. He was so much more than Innes, inside and out.
He would win, and when he did, he wanted her with him. Beside him.
“Aye,” she whispered, looking into his eyes. “Take me home with you, Logan. I want to be with you forever.”