Chapter Fourteen
Paige turned her head and studied Gabriel’s profile. He did look ill. Something was bothering him.
It made her seriously nervous.
Then, he turned fully toward her.
“You’ve changed my life, Paige MacDonald,” he said quietly, grazing the top of her knuckles with one long finger.
“I canna remember the last time I looked forward to the day, or the sunset, sunrise.” He smiled.
“Or snowfall, as much as I do now. Before, ’twas merely goin’ through motions of unlife.
’Tis what I do, and there’s no gettin’ round it.
” He moved closer, and stroked her jaw with his knuckles.
“Until now. Now, with you, I’m experiencin’ everythin’ as though for the verra first time.
It’s all new, fresh.” He grazed her lips. “I dunna want you to leave, Paige.”
She looked at him, waiting.
His eyes softened as they locked with hers. “And I dunna wish for you to just be my guest, or my companion.”
She swallowed past the large lump in her throat.
Lowering his head, he moved his mouth to her ear. “I am in love wi’ you, Paige MacDonald.” He pulled back, just enough to look her in the eye, and her heart lurched. “I know ’tis fast, but I feel as though we were meant to be together, as though you were sent here.” He smiled. “Just for me.”
Paige blinked, swallowed, and opened her mouth to speak, but Gabriel placed a single finger over her lips. “Shh, love, I need to finish.”
She waited, tears already burning her eyes.
“I canna live without you, Paige.” Sincerity burned deep in his green eyes.
“I know ’tis daft soundin’,” he began, as he closed his eyes for a moment, then opened them again.
“But will you wed me, Paige MacDonald?” He stroked her jaw, her lips, her throat.
“Will you wed the spirit of an aged warrior? You know I’ve nothin’ to offer but my undyin’ love for you—”
“Shh,” Paige said, placing her fingers over his lips to hush him. She searched his face, looked deeply into his eyes and saw nothing but pure, raw honesty and sincere love.
So surprised by it, she gasped.
“Oh, Gabriel,” she whispered in awe. “You’ve more to offer than anyone.
” She placed a hand over his heart, and for a second, she imagined his smooth skin stretched tight over rock-h ard muscle and the steady thump of his heart beneath her palm.
“Your soul,” she said, again whispering, not trusting her voice to be any louder.
“I am so in love with you,” she said, and moved her mouth close to his ear.
“I will wed you, Gabriel Munro.” She stroked his jaw. “And I would love to be your wife.”
Paige saw many things cross Gabriel’s face.
Relief, joy, love—all things she herself felt.
His smile began with nothing more than his dimples pitting his cheeks.
The longer he stared at her, searching her eyes, the wider his smile grew.
Finally, he threw back his head and laughed, the sexy, deep sound echoing throughout Gorloch’s great hall.
Paige felt her own smile pulling at her mouth, and she simply watched in awe as her Highlander moved close, placed a hand on either side of her head, which rested on sofa cushions, and looked her dead in the eye.
Suddenly, his smile faded, replaced by something else entirely. She couldn’t exactly put a finger on it.
“Are you sure you can stand livin’ with someone for the rest of your days who cannot physically touch you? Or satisfy you in the ways a husband satisfies his woman?” he asked. “Truly?”
Paige sought his eyes, eager to put his fears at ease. “You touch me in ways you cannot fathom, Gabriel Munro. Everything else, we’ll learn together.”
Leaning forward until their lips brushed together, Gabriel whispered, “Christ, I love you, woman.”
And he kissed her. Paige’s lips tingled, and her insides burned as Gabriel moved his mouth over hers; then he pulled back and stared at her.
“I am truly the luckiest man, alive or no’,” he said.
Paige smiled, and then blinked. She stared hard, and then her mouth went dry and her throat tightened.
“What’s wrong, Paige?” Gabriel asked.
Paige continued to stare. “You’re . . . you don’t look as solid as before.” She frowned. “Is something happening?”
Gabriel glanced down at his arm, then the rest of his body. Quickly, he rose and turned, stomped each foot, and then met Paige’s gaze. “Och, Christ, no.”
Paige was up on her feet as though she’d been struck by lightning. “What is it?”
Gabriel’s somber expression made her stomach knot with fear. “What is it, Gabriel? Please!”
He locked his eyes to hers and moved close. “I had no idea, love,” he said, a sadness tingeing his voice. “Christ, I didna know.”
“Know what?” Paige said, all but shouting.
Gabriel’s image grew more and more translucent.
Then, it struck her.
“No!” she said, her voice cracking. “Gabriel, please.”
“Paige, shh,” he said, and met her gaze squarely. His voice shook as he spoke. “I will always love you, lass,” he said gently, his form fast fading into the amber light of the great hall. “I will always be wi’ you.”
Paige lifted a hand and caressed his jaw. “I will always be with you,” she returned, then gave a wan smile. “Mrs. Munro. It sounds perfect.”
He was vaguely there now, his outline barely visible. “It does indeed, my wife.” His smile was the very last to go. “You’re mine forever, Paige.” He whispered, “Dunna forget that. . . .”
And then, he was gone.
Leaving Paige in Gorloch’s great hall all alone.
Paige looked around the empty hall, her heart feeling equally as void. Slowly, she lowered herself to the cushion and sank back.
Tears rolled down her face uncontrollably, and she wiped them with the back of her hand. She hugged herself, her insides physically hurting, and she pulled her knees up and wrapped her arms around them.
Nothing but a wintry Yuletide Eve wind rushed through the stone cracks of Gorloch, leaving Paige alone.
Her heart already ached for the man she’d come to love irrevocably in a few short days.
She wasn’t sure how long she’d been sitting there, but the tears had stopped and she’d finally been able to catch her breath.
She’d gotten up, washed and dried the dishes, and simply wandered the halls, even grabbed Craigmire’s coat, slipped it on, and traipsed up to the battlements to look out over the snow-l aden, moon-bathed land.
Christmas Eve in the Highlands. Still ruggedly beautiful, but now it meant much, much more to her than just lovely countryside or a special land filled with turbulent and proud history.
In that same country, that same turbulence, a man had once been born.
He’d lived a short life before dying a violent, treacherous death.
His unsettled spirit had roamed for nearly nine hundred years, and then they’d met.
She, Paige MacDonald, a lonely museum curator with no family, no love. And he, the ghost of a fierce warrior.
Together they’d found love. Contentment.
Raw ecstasy.
Paige blinked through a new set of tears, and the icy cold winter’s night froze the liquid on her cheeks.
Swiping them with her sleeve, she left the battlements and made her way back to the great hall.
Without much thought at all, she grabbed the thick wool blanket from the back of the sofa, wrapped herself up, and lay before the Yule fire.
There, on what had been the happiest night of her life, in a medieval castle where she’d recently been proposed to by a handsome twelfth-century Highland warrior, she silently cried herself to sleep.
The sound of car doors slamming and loud, deep voices drew Paige out of her slumber. Slowly, she cracked open her eyes. She sat up even more slowly. The fire had long since been extinguished, the hall had grown cold, and her body felt stiff and achy.
Then the memory of losing the only man she’d ever loved rushed back, and her heart cracked in half again.
A heavy fist banged on the front door, and Paige jumped. She rose and stared. Who could it be?
“Paige?” a deep voice hollered. “Open up, lass!”
Ethan Munro. Oh, God, she’d have to tell them they’d just lost their kinsman.
Wiping her eyes, she made her way to the front door and opened it. Big, handsome Ethan stood there grinning, surrounded by others that looked a whole lot like him.
“Yuletide greetings, Ms. MacDonald!” said Ethan, and he grasped her hand in his and pressed a kiss to her knuckles.
Standing next to him, an attractive woman with long, straight blond hair smiled, a sweet toddler in each hand.
“Hi, Paige. I’m Amelia.” She inclined her head.
“Ethan’s wife.” She looked at the guys on either side of her.
“I hope you don’t mind?” She turned the little ones loose, and they ran inside.
Paige swallowed a lump in her throat. “Um”—she glanced at Ethan—“ of course not. I need to speak with you, please?”
Ethan pressed his lips together, as if trying to stifle a smile. “Of course.” He grasped her elbow gently and pulled her close to the stairs. The others filed in and made their way to the sofa. Several large Highlanders plopped down and sprawled out.
It made Paige miss Gabriel even more.
“What’s the matter, lass?” Ethan asked.
Paige drew a deep breath, forcing the tears to remain at bay. “Gabriel’s gone, Ethan.”
Ethan merely stared at her.
“He proposed to me last night,” her voice cracked, “and I accepted, and then . . .”
“You did say aye, did you no’?”
That voice came from the doorway.
She looked up. Ethan grinned, and his silvery eyes danced with merriment. He inclined his head in the direction of the front door.
Slowly, Paige turned her head and looked.
Quite suddenly, her heart jumped to her throat, and she gasped. She felt her mouth slide open, and she simply gaped.
Standing in the doorway was Gabriel Munro, dressed in a black sweater, jeans, boots, and a brown leather jacket, half of his hair pulled back and secured at the nape. Green eyes stared at her with so much intensity, she started to shake.
“Gabriel?” she said hesitantly.
He smiled. Dimples pitted his cheeks.