Chapter 17
Chapter Seventeen
Allisa
“I still can’t believe you’re here,” Bailey says. She’s practically bouncing on her butt in front of me. “When Papi told me you’d been chosen and would arrive three months after me, I was shocked. I didn’t think you’d ever go into that club. Tell me everything.”
Bailey is without a doubt happier than I’ve ever seen her.
We roomed together for four years, and all of that time, she was reserved and sort of sad.
It wasn’t surprising, considering how strict her father was.
The man wouldn’t let her do anything. Bailey was a grown adult who had to answer to her father every time she even went to the library on campus.
I haven’t had a chance to utter a word before Bailey points at my chest. “Did you just get the piercings?”
“Yes. And then I immediately touched them.”
She giggles. “Don’t let those cups embarrass you.
All the Papis have been getting them. They’re very strict about us touching our nipples.
Usually they spank their Little girl right on the tits, but now they have the stupid chastity cups.
” She squirms and leans forward. “I’m wearing one over my pussy right now. ”
I gasp. “Really?” The idea calms me significantly. At least I’m not alone. It’s incredibly weird to hear Bailey use the word pussy, but I assume there are a lot of vulgar terms I’m going to hear often on this planet.
She nods. “Do you want to know why?”
I giggle, feeling lighter. “I don’t know. Do I?”
She laughs. “Because my Papi thought it would be fun to pierce my pussy, and now that it’s fully healed, it’s really hard not to touch it or squirm.”
My eyes bug out. “Ekert mentioned that option to Papi. I thought I would faint. I don’t want any part of my pussy pierced. How awful. Where is your piercing?” My face heats, and I hold out a hand. “Forget I asked. That’s way too personal. I don’t need to know.”
Bailey nearly falls over with laughter. “Oh, I’ll tell you, but you’re going to die.”
I cringe. How bad can it be? Directly through her clit?
“It’s not just one. I have nine piercings in my pussy. Four on each labium and one through the hood of my clit. Papi threads them all closed like you would tie a shoe. Sometimes he puts a vibrator up inside me first and seals it in.”
I stop breathing and stare at her. Is she serious?
She nods, wiping her eyes. “Yeah, that was probably more than you wanted to know.”
I swallow and find my voice. “I would hate that. Did he force you to do it?”
She shrugs. “Not really. Not like you’re thinking. I’m sure you’ve realized these Eleadian men can scent everything. All they have to do is toss out ideas while breathing and they know what turns us on.”
I smirk. “Oh, I’m well aware of that. That’s why I’m not allowed to move from this spot. Papi hasn’t even let me crawl.” Apparently in light of what she just shared, it won’t be hard to tell her about my situation. I can’t believe I bothered fretting over it.
“Sitting makes you horny?” she asks, cocking her head to one side.
I giggle. “No. Regressing deeper than other women turns me on.” I lift my pacifier and show it to her.
“He got me this special binky. It’s addictive.
I can’t tell you how hard it is for me to not pop it in my mouth right now and let myself go into a more regressed headspace where I’m nonverbal. I crave it like a drug.”
“Oh. Huh. Interesting.”
“I don’t know when he’ll let me crawl. He’ll probably never let me walk. Or eat solids. Or…” I hesitate. “He wants me to become diaper dependent.”
What an odd conversation to have with Bailey. Even though we lived together for four years, we never shared anything this personal. Granted, we were boring and didn’t have a single interesting thing to say back then.
She reaches for my hand. “Don’t worry about the deeper regression. It’s hardly a blip on the radar here. No one will judge you. And you’re not the only one. There are others. Some of them don’t even come to the park often.”
That makes me feel better.
“Why did you go to the club?” Bailey asks.
“It’s a long story, but basically my life sucked.
I hated the marketing job I got after college.
The stupid owner’s son was stalking me, and my parents wanted me to toe the line for the rest of my life.
Also, I started reading romance novels to escape my reality, and I stumbled upon age play.
Then I realized I was Little and felt even more trapped.
So I went to Club Zoom to hide and get away from my damn stalker.
I prayed someone would pluck me from that planet and change my world. And there he was.”
I glance at Papi to make sure he’s far enough away that he didn’t hear me cuss, and then I sit taller, suddenly feeling much better. Freer. Lighter. I don’t know why I was so worried about facing Bailey. She’s not judging me. No one is. This planet is exactly where I was meant to be. I’m so lucky.
“I’m so glad you’re here, and now all that is behind you,” Bailey says. “So tell me… What did my father do when he found out I was gone?”
“Are you ready for this?”
She nods. “I’ve been waiting two months for you to tell me.
It was weird when Papi informed me that you were coming.
I’ve been thinking about what you would know ever since.
If it makes you feel better, I don’t care what he did.
He was abusive. I see that now. He controlled my life.
I’m not sorry that he can’t do that anymore.
And yes, I realize Zingar controls my life now.
I worried about that for weeks, but it’s not the same.
Zingar makes decisions that are truly in my best interest. He wants me to be happy.
He brings me joy and pleasure. My father was nothing but a controlling, bitter man. ”
I squeeze her hand. “Well, he lost his shit. I can tell you that. When the representative from Club Zoom went to his house to deliver the news, your father ended up getting arrested. I heard he attacked the guy.”
“Really?” Bailey’s eyes widen. “Why am I not surprised? Was it the bouncer? John?”
“Yes.”
Bailey rolls her eyes. “John is much bigger than my father and in way better shape. My father’s an idiot if he took a swing at John.”
“Well, he did.” I laugh. “After your dad posted bond, the campus had to get a restraining order because he tried to sue them for allowing their students to go to the club.”
Bailey groans. “As if the university has any control over where their students come and go from.”
“Exactly. I’m just glad he didn’t come after us. It never occurred to him that Mary, Kate, and I had anything to do with your disappearance. We packed up your things, and campus security delivered them to your father’s house.”
“Please tell me you kept the money I left.”
I grin. “Oh yes. We had a night out in your honor. It was weird. Like one of those celebration-of-life things, except you weren’t dead. Just gone forever.”
Bailey smiles. “I’m so glad. And I’m so glad you’re here.” She glances behind her toward the playground. “Do you think your Papi is ever going to let you play on the swings or the slide?”
I look that direction and then toward Papi. He’s watching me. He’s smiling, but even from here I can see one brow lifted. A challenge. He’s wondering if I’ll stay on my bottom after he ordered me not to move. I’m astute enough to know he’s also wondering if I’m going to challenge him on this.
My pussy creams from his look alone. Something about his firm demand makes me all mushy inside.
The swings and other apparatus look like fun, but not as satisfying as obeying my Papi.
I turn back to Bailey. “I don’t know. All I know for sure is that I’m head over heels in love with the man who can’t take his gaze off me,” I admit.
“I know that feeling.”
I inhale slowly. “There’s something between me and him that I’ll never understand.
Fate or whatever. It’s powerful. Like my life didn’t really begin until he stepped into that bar.
I’m alive in a way I never expected. It’s as if I was in a coma for twenty-two years, and now I’m wide awake.
I’ve never been this far away from him from the moment I woke up here two weeks ago.
Sometimes he leaves me in my crib when I’m asleep, but when I’m awake, he’s nearly always holding me or at least has a hand on me. Have I lost my mind?”
Bailey shakes her head. “No. It’s the same for all of us. You’re not crazy. Even after three months, I feel sort of empty when we’re apart.”
There’s a soft smile on my face. Now that I’ve spoken candidly with Bailey, I’m not as anxious.
“There’s a lot I don’t understand, mostly about myself, but I find it soothing that Papi gets me.
Even when I don’t get myself. He can scent my arousal and even my emotions.
It gives him insight into what I need at any given time.
Sometimes he points out how I’m feeling before I’ve processed it myself, and he’s always right. ”
Bailey nods. “That’s exactly how it is. I get you. It’s how I ended up with thirteen piercings.” She giggles.
I shudder. “Sheesh. You didn’t even have your ears pierced before, did you?”
“Nope. Nothing.” She turns her head to one side so I can see her earrings. They match the yellow stones dangling from her nipples. “The stones are called turmerion.”
“They’re really pretty.”
“So are your red ones. What are they called?”
“You’re going to laugh.”
“Why?”
“Cryptolite.”
She covers her mouth as she chuckles. “That’s funny. Like kryptonite.”
“See? That’s what I said when Sophie showed them to me.”
I glance down at her diaper. Damn, it’s weird to sit here talking to a grown woman I’ve known for all of our adult lives while wearing a diaper. “And you’re really wearing one of these cups?”
“Yes. It happens a lot. The hoop that runs through my clit hood causes the sensitive tip to be exposed all the time, and then I end up absently rocking against my diaper. I’m not fond of this new invention. When Chadka brought it out, I nearly fainted.”
I swallow and decide to continue this odd conversation. “Yours must be different from mine. I can’t close my legs when I’m wearing the one that goes down there.”
She cringes. “Yikes. Mine must be narrower. I end up wearing it a lot because I’m naughty.” She shrugs.
I can’t keep from giggling. I’m so glad I’ve gotten to spend this time with her.
I look again toward the playground. Am I jealous of the women who are laughing and running around?
I glance at Papi again, and my tummy quivers.
I don’t envy anyone because I want something different.
I want Papi to have more control over me than what seems to be the norm.
I’m not even embarrassed by that. If anyone asks, I’ll just tell them I’m not allowed to run and play.
I don’t need to conform to the other women I see.
We’re all navigating a strange new world.
Who cares if mine looks a bit different?
Bailey sighs. “I think our Papis are headed this way. I guess our time is up. I hope they let us get together again soon.”
“Me, too.” My heart is racing as I watch the giant, dark man I’m totally in love with stride this direction. I pick up my pacifier and rub my lips with it. I haven’t touched it since I sat down to talk to Bailey, and now I’m shaking with the need to suckle.
By the time Papi reaches me, I’m panting, willing him to touch me. Not just touch me. I want him to fully claim me. I just worked through so many feelings, and now I’m in a better head space. I want my Papi inside me.