Chapter 12 - Aubrey
He smirked at me, and I felt my heart flip. I’d seen Klaus smile and laugh, but never like this. He looked cocky as he smiled at me. His hand ran up my back until he grabbed the base of my hair. He tugged, pulling me back. I slammed against him, and I could feel his cock hard against my ass now.
I figured Klaus was large, but feeling how long he was against my ass was a shock. I wondered if he was even going to fit inside me.
But his words spiraled in my head. He wanted me to tell him how it felt. I’d never had that. I’d always had to just bear through it, push through the discomfort until Mike was finished. He’d always treated me like my body was his to use, and if I didn’t want to, it was somehow my fault.
I swallowed, feeling his fingers tighten around my hair. It was painful but also erotic. I bit my cheek, trying to suppress a moan.
I felt his other arm wrap around me, his fingers wrapping around my neck. He tugged my head up, kissing me roughly. I was caged against him, my body feeling like it was suddenly on fire.
His fingers were soft as he lowered them, tracing over my bra and down my chest. His fingers sent a shiver through my entire body. His hand continued to move, going over my stomach and down my thigh. I suddenly couldn’t breathe as his lips pressed against my earlobe. “You smell amazing.”
I looked over at him, seeing the way his eyes had shifted. The calm exterior he’d always had up was gone. I was seeing something more primal, something feral.
His hand tugged, yanking on my hair, and I moaned, but as his other hand slid down, right underneath the waistband of my jeans. I couldn’t move as his finger slid right over my clit. I was soaking wet and hadn’t even noticed until he touched me.
He growled in my ear, his teeth sliding over my neck. It sent a chill down my spine. “Fuck, Aubrey. You’re soaking wet, and I can smell you.”
I swallowed, feeling my face growing hot. I felt my ass buck back. Klaus’s finger curled up, two of his fingers sliding into me. I moaned loudly, my voice echoing around my room.
Klaus licked down my neck, his other hand yanking at my shirt now. I could hear the fabric ripping, and I didn’t care. I felt the air hit my hot skin, and his hand grabbed my breast, squeezing it.
His fingers never stopped. They slowly thrusted into me, his fingers curling up, hitting my G-spot.
“Oh god,” I moaned, unable to stop my body from grinding on his hand now. I felt my body shaking, my head rolling back, pressing against his chest.
“Unzip your pants,” he barked at me. “I want to see you completely naked.”
I reached down, slowly unzipping my pants. I wiggled, letting my pants fall over my hips toward the ground. His knee stepped forward, sliding my legs further apart. He drove his fingers deeper, and I gasped.
“Bend,” he growled, his fingers rolling circles over my clit now.
I bent at the waist and felt his body morph against mine as he pressed me against the bed. He was shirtless now, and I could feel the heat radiating off of him.
I curled my hands on the sheets as he moved his fingers faster, hitting at an angle I didn’t know would feel so good. I was gasping for air, feeling that wind-up forming inside. That tingling sensation I never got to feel.
“Oh god, Klaus… I’m going to…” I couldn’t say the words, afraid he would stop.
“You’re going to what, Aubrey?” His words carried a hint of humor. “Do tell me what you’re going to do.”
I couldn’t form the word before it hit me. My body stiffened as an orgasm hit me. I moaned loudly, my face hitting the sheets. Klaus chuckled against my ear, his fingers never stopping.
I sagged against the sheets, my head fuzzy. I felt his hand yanking my underwear down, and Klaus slapped my ass hard.
I yelped and looked over my shoulder. He smiled wickedly. “I’ve been wanting to do that for a while now.”
Klaus turned me, pulling me against him as he kissed me roughly. His tongue slid over mine, and I moaned softly. His hands hoisted me up, laying me down onto the bed. My back hit the sheets as his shadow fell over me.
My eyes widened at the sight of him. Klaus had a handful of scars that littered his chest.
“Where did you get these?” I asked, reaching up a hand.
He grabbed my hand, stopping me from touching them. “I don’t talk about them.”
I wanted to press, but I could see the shift in his eyes. Now wasn’t the time.
“Another time?” I asked, softening my gaze. “Please?” I placed my hands on his abs, my fingers shaking.
He leaned closer, his nose rubbing against my neck. “Maybe.”
I felt hot all over as he kissed my neck. I could feel him leaving a hickey as he sucked, his teeth biting down.
I moaned, my back arching at the contact. I could hear Klaus pulling at his pants. I sank into the bed as he pulled his pants down. His cock sprang free, and my jaw dropped.
I couldn’t take in the length and girth of Klaus. I knew he was probably large, given his size, but this was no joke.
“How big are you?” The words came out without me even thinking about it. Klaus smirked, his hand wrapping around his dick. He stroked it, and it sent a shiver down my body.
Mike had been big, but not like this.
“You look stunned. It’s a good look on you.”
I stammered. “I uhh… I just… you’re huge.”
He rubbed his thumb over his tip, and my insides twisted up.
He hooked my knee, spreading them wide. “And? Do you want to stop?”
I shook my head. If he could make me come apart with his fingers, I could only imagine what he could do with his dick.
He grabbed my hips, pulling me closer to him. His dick rubbed against my entrance. His hands tightened on my hips. “Fuck, you’re soaking, Aubrey.”
I felt my face growing hot. “Sorry.”
His eyes snapped up at me. “Why are you apologizing?”
It came out automatically, and I felt tears form. I quickly tried to stop myself, knowing tears would look wrong in this moment.
“I just… I’m embarrassed.” I’d never felt like this.
He smirked. “We haven’t done anything to be embarrassed about.” His dick pressed in a little, and I bit my lip.
“I haven’t fucked you. I haven’t put you over my knee and spanked you the way you deserve to be spanked. I haven’t done a long list of things that would embarrass you.”
I felt my face growing even warmer. The way Klaus spoke to me was so different from what I was used to.
He slid further in, and my toes curled. His hands rolled back, grabbing my ass firmly. He slid further in, and my head rocked back. I bit hard on my lip, feeling how large he was. He was stretching me, and I was surprised at how good it felt.
There was little discomfort. But I wanted him deeper.
He grunted as he slid further in, filling me completely. I moaned loudly, my voice echoing around the room. Klaus slammed into me, and I gripped the bed, my nails digging into the sheets.
“Oh god.” I searched for words, my mind going blank.
Klaus reached out, pulling me up. He turned us, and I sank deeper onto his cock. His dicked filled me more than I thought was possible. I gasped for air, my body shaking.
His hands were soft as he cupped my chin. “You feel so fucking good. You’re so tight.”
I stared into his eyes as he looked into mine. There was something in them that I couldn’t exactly place. They were soft, comforting, almost.
I leaned against him, my breast flush against his chest. I inhaled his scent as his eyes lowered to my lips. I felt a tug deep in my chest, wanting more.
I rocked my hips, and he growled, his teeth baring as he tightened his hold on me. “Fuck, Aubrey.” His forehead pressed against mine. “I’m going to bust if you keep doing that.”
“And?” I asked.
He cupped my face. “You told me you wanted me to wear a condom.”
I did? I blinked and remembered I had. How could I forget that? Something so important.
He smiled, rubbing his thumb along my cheek. “My dick is that good you forgot you wanted me to wrap it?”
I stammered.
He flipped us and reached toward his nightstand. It took him only a few moments before he ripped the condom open with his teeth and slid out of me. I watched as he rolled the condom onto his dick, and my body stiffened, knowing what was coming.
He flipped us back, sliding me back onto his dick. He held me against his chest, and I rocked my hips as I had just a moment ago. Klaus kissed me softly. He knew how to work his mouth, and it showed.
I felt his dick hitting me at an angle that felt perfect, that build-up forming in my gut. He broke the kiss, his hands growing to my hips. And he bucked up hard.
“Oh god,” I gasped as he filled me to the brim.
“Fuck, you feel so perfect,” he growled, his hand grabbing the base of my skull. He tugged on my hair, and my head tilted back. It was perfect, the pull, the way his cock filled me. I didn’t know I could enjoy sex as much as I was in this moment.
Klaus slammed into me over and over, and I cried out as an orgasm hit me. My body pulsed as he came himself. He growled, his fingers tight on my hips as he gave a couple more violent jerks.
I sagged against him, panting for air. My mind was foggy as he chuckled. “I think you’re going to sleep well.”
I waited for that embarrassment to hit me. For my brain to realize that I was naked, that Klaus’s cock was still in me. But it didn’t. I fell asleep soon after, not even bothering to get clothes. I curled under the sheets. I slept more deeply than I could remember in a long time.
I heard a voice. It was a whisper, but I knew that voice. My entire body stiffened at it, and I looked over my shoulder and found Mike standing in the doorway. He leaned against the doorway, his eyes narrow on me.
“I told you I’d find you.”
He moved off the wall, taking a step toward the bed. I felt every muscle in my body stiffen up. I could smell his cologne, and it made my insides flip. I couldn’t breathe as he stopped at the edge of the bed. He gave me his cruel smile. “Time to come home.”
I screamed as he moved closer to me. I didn’t want to go back. I didn’t want to spend the rest of my life running. Not when I was starting to feel human again.
“Aubrey!”
I jerked awake, Klaus holding me against his body. His eyes looked at me, worried as he cupped my face. “Aubrey, you’re okay. Breathe for me.”
I looked around the room frantically, my eyes landing on the door. Mike wasn’t here. I couldn’t smell his cologne either.
Klaus’s eyes tightened. “Aubrey, talk to me.”
I placed my hand over my heart, feeling it was pounding away. I swallowed, trying to calm it.
“Aubrey, you’re sweating.” His voice softened, and his thumb stroked my cheek. “Talk to me.”
I looked at him, taking in the soft expression. I sank against his touch. “I just…” I licked my lips, trying to just breathe. I shook my head. “I’m fine.”
He frowned. “You’re not. Talk to me, Aubrey. Please. You’re shaking.”
“It was just a nightmare.” But it felt so real. I could see him and that damn smirk on his face.
“Aubrey.” Klaus pulled me into his lap. His arms were like walls around me. “Tell me.”
I swallowed. “It was about my ex, Mike. He’s the reason I was at the auction.”
“You’ve mentioned an ex.”
I nodded. “He wasn’t great… uhmm…” I swallowed. “Actually, he was pretty abusive.”
His face hardened. “What?”
I nodded. “I don’t have a great past. My parents weren’t loving. They had no money and blamed me for a lot of their problems. I left home as soon as I could.”
I hated how my stomach was twisting up. I didn’t like to bring up my past because it hurt so much. “I put a decent life together, and I met Mike. He seemed like the perfect guy. He was sweet and caring. He wanted to help me, and he love-bombed me.”
I felt tears form. “But he wasn’t who he said he was.”
Klaus wiped at my eyes, his jaw clenching. “Aubrey.”
I thought about all the fights, all the slaps, and every hit. It was like I could never break free from the pain. It followed me wherever I went.
He frowned. “Did he… force you?” He let go and ran a hand over his face. “Fuck, is this why you asked me to promise not to hurt you? He hurt you?”
I swallowed and slowly nodded my head.
He rubbed a hand over his face, her teeth clenched together tightly. “Jesus, Aubrey. You should have told me this before we got into bed. God damn, I was not gentle like I should have been.”
I shook my head. “No, I liked it. Klaus, you weren’t anything like him.” He might have pulled my hair and slapped my ass, but he’d done it gently. He did it to turn me on, and it worked.
He sighed, pulling his hand up and cupping my face. His eyes softened once more. “Aubrey, he is never going to hurt you again. I promise.”
I shook my head. “You can’t promise that.”
“I can. You live in my pack, and you’re my wife. No one will lay a hand on you.”
I leaned against his touch and wanted to believe him. I wanted nothing more than to trust him. I’d been wanting a safe life where I didn’t have to look over my shoulder. I wanted what he was offering, but I didn’t know if I could ever have it.